Edwards words make me feel worse.
He doesn't think he can trust me.
I know that I haven't exactly showed him that I'm trustworthy, but since high school, I haven't had any friends. In a way, this is all new to me. In high school, my friendships had been all just superficial. That became very clear once my mom died and suddenly I was left friendless.
I'm bound to mess it up and I already have.
"Edward...I want to tell you what happened. Everything," I look down at my lap.
"Everything?" Edward asks.
I nod my head.
He's silent then, his eyes studying my face. Then he sighs.
"If it's too hard now, you don't have to."
"No," I shake my head. "I mean, it's hard. But I want to tell you. I just hope you won't run kicking and screaming in the opposite direction."
My attempt at a job falls flat.
"So, I guess i'll just start at the beginning."
So, I admit I was a bit bummed at a kinda mean review I received. But all the other positive ones have canceled that one out.
You guys are awesome.
Are you guys excited to find out what happened to Bella? Any final ideas?
See you tomorrow.