Life continues to go on.
I go to work. I come home.
Edward comes over too, still. But not every night.
I know he's with Kate.
I know he feels guilt, toward her and me.
He feels responsible for what she's going through.
Kate doesn't let him think any different.
He feels guilt toward me because he told me he wanted me. He wanted to try us.
He's not giving me all of him.
But to be fair, neither am I.
There just isn't another man in the picture for me.
Not that I think he's cheating on me.
Although at night when I'm laying in bed and he hasn't called, I imagine he's with her.
I'm a masochist.
But Edward always comes back to me, so that has to count for something, right?
Poor Bella. Kate sucks, right?
See you later!