Thanks for reading...I was very proud of the last chapter and I hope I can be as proud of this one. So I hope y'all who bother to read my ramblings enjoy it and please know that this episode was really difficult to write.

To JackyKay: Thanks for your review...I'm not splitting them up but I'm sticking with the glee episodes and so because of that I have follow it because Rachel didn't find out about the pregnancy until The Rhodes Not Taken...

I do not own Glee...if I did Mr Shue would always be shirtless, Britanny would have more scenes, Sue wouldn't make as much hair jokes, Quinn and Rachel would be together and trailer sex would be banned to every cast member EXCEPT Lea and Dianna though.

Episode 4.

Quinn cried with her back to the stall door in the girl's bathroom of "Breadsticks". She had worried about it for weeks. She had missed her period but she figured it was due to exercising too hard for the Cheerio's. She had heard Sue tell them many times about her lack of menstruation but Quinn feared the worst. She stole a pregnancy test from her aunt's house. She couldn't take it at home. What if her mom or worse her dad found it?

She hid it in her Cheerio's bag when Brittany suggested they all get food after a long workout. She excused herself and took her bag. She peed on the stick and anxiously awaited the results.

She prayed to Jesus to help her out and make it a negative. She flipped the stick over trying carefully not to get pee on her hand. A plus sign appeared on the displayed. Quinn threw the stick to the floor in disgust and began to cry. She didn't think of how her parents would react, she didn't think of what everyone would say, she didn't think about Cheerios or the Christ Crusaders. All she thought about was Rachel. How would she explain it without letting Rachel know that she cheated?

It was at a party for all the football players and the cheerios, basically all the cool kids and so Rachel wasn't invited. Santana's parents were away so she hosted the affair. A bitchy redheaded cheerio who was as thin as a bean pole told Quinn "to get her fat ass out of her face." after Quinn sat on the back of the wrap around couch. "Is my ass fat?" Quinn asked herself and it soon became all she could think about that night that and Quinn wanted Rachel

Puck gave her some wine coolers to help her relax. It was Quinn's first time to drink. She was tipsy and when Puck said he'd take her somewhere to sit down, she followed him.

She sat on Santana's bed and seen the room spin around her. Puck came into focus. "You know you can't resist the Puckasuarus." He said to her as he leaned into kiss her. She didn't pull away. She was so drunk she forgot she had a girlfriend. He said that she wasn't fat.

And now she was going pregnant. She didn't know how to explain this to Rachel. If Rachel were a guy she could lie to him and tell him it was his because God knows they've had sex plenty of times but it would be impossible to do that.

She didn't want Rachel to know it was Puck's so she came up with a way to tell her. It was Finn's she would say. Rachel knew then made out and she knew Quinn felt nothing and she also knew about his little problem. She would say she got pregnant without having sex...like JD on Scrubs. She did tell Rachel about that night in the hot tub when they kissed and he...exploded...all over her. She loved Rachel's face when she told her disgust mixed with envy. That was it, Quinn had a plan.

She was going to tell Rachel the next night after Glee but Mr. Schuester messed everything up. "He just had to give the solo to Tina"

He was handing out the sheet music. Rachel was standing by the piano and Quinn was sitting with Finn. If she couldn't sit next to the brunette she would at least sit where she could look at her. Rachel looked at the sheet music and then at Mr Schuester.

"Excuse me this isn't the right key?" She said adorably to Mr Schuester.

"No, that's actually the right key." Quinn looked up at him.

"No this is the alto part." Rachel said beaming a smile at Quinn who was smiling at her.

"Yep, Tina's doing the solo" He said calm yet bitter tone that made Quinn want to hit him.

"I-I-I'm sorry there must be some sort of mix-up. I thought I made it very clear that any music from West Side Story go straight to me. Maria is my part...Natalie Wood was a Jew you know." Quinn had her arm around Finn but looked up to see how adorable her girlfriend was being for stressing out over losing one solo, she watched as Rachel continued "I've had a very deep personal connection to this role since I was the age of one."

"Well I'm try to shake things up a bit...get us out of our boxes."

"You're trying to punish me"

I think you're being irrational"

"I think you're being UNFAIR" Rachel was really infuriated now. Why was he out to get her?

"I think you're being unfair to Tina who may have been excited to get her first solo."

"Tina knows how much I respect her I think she would agree she is not ready for such an iconic role as Tina."

"Wait I'm a Jet?" Mercedes asked pulling the teacher and student away from their argument.

Rachel could feel the tears she usually got when she got into heated discussion with people of authority. She always empathised with the Grey's Anatomy character Arizona over that. She wasn't going to let them see her cry so she stormed out. Quinn watched as Rachel's very short tartan skirt swished side to side as the brunette stormed off.

"The more times she storms out of rehearsal, the less impact it has." Artie said the room. Quinn wanted to impact her foot into Artie's ass but controlled herself. She wanted to chase after Rachel but she couldn't because it might lead to people finding out one of her two deep dark secrets: That she was in love with the ambitious Rachel Berry who she was dating and that she was pregnant. She decided if she couldn't tell Rachel that she would at least break the news to her so-called boyfriend.

She was at her lockers thinking through everything and she began to cry. Finn called to her. She chickened out she was walking away as fast as she could but his height made it easier for him to cut through the crowd. He caught up to her in no time.

"Hey what's with the silent treatment." He asked with that annoying confused look on his face. "Whatever I did...I'm sorry."

Quinn found the nerve to tell him. "I'm pregnant." She hadn't expected the emotions that would flood through her told someone for the first time. "I'm so sorry I didn't tell you sooner." He looked even more dumbfounded. "Mine?" he asked. "Yes you...who else's would it be?" She tried to keep her voice calm. "But we never?..." He looked around confused. She really had to sell it. "Last month...the hot tub."

"But we were wearing our swimsuits?" He asked. Quinn looked to the floor. "Ms. Tube said that a hot tub is perfect temperature for sperm...it helps it swim faster..."

"Oh my god! Oh my god! Are you going to get a..."

She knew he was implying an abortion and though she knew it would solve all of her problems she still couldn't end a life...besides she felt it was un-Christian. So she answered him honestly. "No, I really thought I had a shot of getting out of here." She burst into more tears thinking that Rachel would break up with her and she would never live in that apartment a few blocks away from Broadway.

Finn held her close. She cried even more because all she wanted was Rachel to hold her.

Rachel hadn't seen Quinn and the next day she was feeling miserable until she checked the notice board and seen a bulletin saying "High School Musical! Audition for Cabaret! Must audition with Celine Dion song of your choice." She quickly signed her name and put her trademark Gold Star on it knowing that Quinn looked out for those so she could sneak in and watch Rachel perform.

Quinn hid in the same spot Sue stood when they watched the Glee club perform Don't Stop Believing. She sat back in wonder as Rachel superbly hit high note after high note and wondered why on earth Sue was there with that creepy Sandy Ryerson.

Quinn couldn't help but smile when Rachel got the lead and began to jump around excited. She texted her the second she got out of the wings of the auditorium.

*Babe u were incrdible. I luv takin chances wit u. Congrats sweetie XxX *

Rachel read the message and couldn't help but smile. Rachel went to the dance studio by the school. She was stretching when Mr Schuester showed up.

She was creeped out that he was staring at her as she easily stretched for Ballet.

"Just admit Mr Schue you don't like me very much." Rachel asked as she confronted him with what she seen as clearly the truth.

"That's not true...I am your biggest and sometimes your only fan." She looked him in the eye for the first time during their conversation and wanted to tell him that he was not her biggest fan. Quinn was, Quinn was the fan who showed up to every performance and who loved her adoringly. She wanted to tell him that after she sang Michael Jackson's song 'Dirty Diana' Quinn role-played as a groupie who wanted the star: Rachel and Rachel would call her Dianna.

But instead she said "Look I know who I am okay. I know that I can be a little abrasive, bossy and conceited. I'm just hurt that you chose to judge me on that rather than my talent. I know it sounds awful but I am the best one in there, I try the hardest and I want it the most."

"Everyone knows that and they're scared of it. They all think that they can slack of because you'll pick up their weight. We can't win regionals like that. We need everyone to think they're a star." He told her.

"I'm not quitting Glee, I'm just looking for a reason to stay." She said truthfully but he became defensive again. "Oh what like me taking the solo away from Tina."

"Everyone on the team is getting something out of being there, you're doing a great job of getting them out of their shells. Except for me. I'm still getting my lipstick flushed down the toilet, I don't have...a boyfriend" She stopped herself from saying Quinn. "Tina's great but why do you have to hurt me to make her feel good?"

"Just come to rehearsal" he asked her tired of arguing.

Rachel walked out of the dance studio in a less than diva stomp off than she was used to. To whichshe was glad because she would have really hurt her foot on the broken shards of bruskey bottles in the car park in those flimsy pink ballet slippers. She got in her car and drove home.

The next day Quinn was walking through the corridor feeling pretty depressed when Puck stood directly in front of her. "What's up MILF?" He said angrily to her. Quinn pushed past him. "Leave me alone." He followed her and asked rather loudly. "Who's the daddy?" She tried to ignore him but he got close to her and said "I should think it's kinda wierd if its Fin because you told me you were a virgin when we did it and I know for a fact you didn't do it with him." She was afraid of this. He was going to ruin everything.

"How can you be so sure?" She asked him fearing he would tell.

"Finn's my boy, he would have told me." That gave Quinn her way to keep him quiet

"You make a habit out of sleeping with your boy's girlfriend?" She said in the tone she reserved for Jacob, Karofsky and meter maids, boy did she hate them except for Roxy in Dead Like Me.

"Well call the Vatican, we got ourself another immaculate concepti..." Quinn pulled him away as he yelled out his dumb ass comment.

"I'd take care of it you know, you too...my dad's a dead beat but I don't roll that way." He told her.

She didn't want him. She wanted Rachel. He was a loser.

"Weren't you fired for peeing in the fast food fryalator." She replied hoping he would back off but he didn't.

"I've got my pool cleaning business."

She set him straight. "We live in Ohio. I had sex with you." She wanted to say disappointing sex but he already looked pretty hurt but she had to make sure he got the message. "Because you got me drunk on wine coolers and I felt fat that day but it was a mistake. You're a Lima Loser and you're always going to be a Lima Loser."

She ran off to her car thinking about how bad Rachel would take it. She ran through the rain and she was crying so hard she didn't see the psychotic blonde sitting in her car. That's why they startled her.

"How many weeks are you...five or six by the look of it. I assume you haven't told your parents yet. I mean how could you after Daddy bought you this car so you could drive him to the Chastity Ball? You can't raise this baby Quinn."

Quinn was totally freaked out. "I'm sorry but who are you?"

"I'm just somebody who wants to help."

"I don't need your help, get the hell out of my car." Quinn shot back wondering how the stranger not only got into her car but how she knew so much about her like her secret pregnancy.

"Really, what kind of pre-natal vitamins are you taking?" Quinn wasn't taking any she kind of hoped if she ignored it then it would go away.

"Yeah...three times a day or your baby will be ugly." She handed Quinn a bottle of pills.

"I don't understand...what do you want from me."

The psychotic blonde smiled at her and told her that she would adopt the baby. Quinn agreed she didn't want it and though the woman had some issues she seemed like she would be better than a teenager.

She met Rachel after the game in which the football team danced to Single Ladies. Rachel snuggled close to Quinn as they sat in a secluded area of the Lima petting zoo far away from all the animals. "Quinn is something wrong?" Rachel asked sensing Quinn's tension. Quinn inhaled deeply and sighed and told the beautiful brunette. "Rachel, I have something to tell you." Quinn bit her lip.

"Are you breaking up with me?" Quinn saw the vulnerability in Rachel's chocolate brown eyes. "No sweetie, I can't imagine life without the stolen moments I get to share with you." Rachel smiled at that answer and beamed at Quinn before she gently kissed Quinn on the lips.

Rachel pulled apart and asked "Then what were you going to tell me?"

Quinn chickened out. "I just wanted to tell you that I love you." Rachel smiled again this time it was brighter than 1000 watts. Rachel pulled Quinn in for a passionate lip-lock. They only stopped when a pig loudly squealed a couple of yards away.

That next morning Quinn was at her locker when Finn came up to her. He gave her his old baby blanket. She couldn't help but smile at how sweet he was being. She thanked him and then hugged him. Puck sneaked up behind them.

"Hey you guys...how you doing? You know lately I've been getting really sick in the morning." She tried to play off his bullying. "Must be a virus."

"Hey you putting on a little weight, you should watch your carbs. They're not going to be able to hoist you to the top of that cheerleading pyramid much longer."

"Hey don't talk to my girlfriend like that." She wished it was Rachel saying those words but it was Finn. Puck apologised and walked off.

Three new members joined Glee club. Rachel was pissed when Mr Schuester gave her solo to Tina again and she quit and decided in a split second decision to commit herself to the musical.

"There is not much of a difference between a stadium full of cheering fans and an angry crowd screaming abuse at you. They are both just making alot of noise. How you take it is up to you...And that's how Sue C's it."

And that's what you MISSED last time on Glee.