Thanks for all the reviews and everything. It means a lot to read them! It really does. So I don't know if you guys noticed but the last chapter was heavily Logan orientated and there was a reason for that. So you're now going to read the same situation but from Kendall's perspective. And this was posted so soon because of that reason. I needed the whole sex scene fresh in my head. I'm not one to keep a chapter stewing on my computer for a couple of days, because I know how much I hate waiting for people to update their fics. ;) So the next update won't be up as quick. But if you want it sooner, you know what you have to do...? REVIEW! And enough waffling, on with more smut!
"Now… kiss him." Kendall's heart began to race within its confines of his ribs. He couldn't believe this was actually happening. Ever since he had accidentally stumbled upon a story written by a fan, depicting how he and Logan had become a couple and had hot passionate sex, he no longer looked at his genius friend in the same light. He had never noticed how the boy would unconsciously bite his bottom lip when he was nervous, but now every time he did, it drove him wild. Kendall no longer saw Logan as just his best friend. He wanted them to be more.
Logan had walked into the room while Kendall was playing some Biohazard Battle Blast, an awkward look plastered all over his face. Logan had refused to talk about what was bothering him, but Kendall being the persistent type, had finally managed to force it out of the petite boy, only to be disappointed what he had been told.
'I just can't believe someone would write us doing such things. It's just… it's just wrong.' The words still cut Kendall deep to this day. The way Logan just spat the words, ashamed of them. Even as if he was afraid of them.
But now, here they were, forced to explore each other's mouths with their tongues. Despite the situation, Kendall had a sense of glad wash over him. He would finally be able to kiss Logan, feel his lips against his own.
Kendall caught Logan's brown eyes, seeing nothing but awkwardness within them, only afraid that he wouldn't be able to hide the eagerness in his own. And just when Kendall thought his heart couldn't beat any faster, Logan began edging closer to him, biting his bottom lip, just like he normally did whenever he was uncomfortable. Kendall scrunched his eyes shut, afraid that looking at the boy while they kissed would someone not live up to the expectations he had sent. But boy was he wrong. As soon as their lips came into contact with one another, Kendall finally understood the common clichés that romantic movies highlighted. He swore that he could feel jolts of electricity run through his veins, causing his lips to tingle against the smooth skin of Logan's. But the feeling didn't last long, as a couple of seconds later, Logan removed his lips, opening his eyes and assessing the look of relief that sat on the blonde's face. Relief that the kiss was everything and more that Kendall wished it had been.
"You call that a kiss? I kiss my grandma with more love than that. You just need to let go. Let your feelings for each other take over." But Kendall couldn't do that. If he just pounced on his best friend then when they finally got out of this mess there would be a larger sense of awkwardness between the two. Logan could be disgusted that Kendall was willing to do all this without the pressure of this crazed fan. No, he had to pretend he didn't want this, just like Logan didn't. He only needed to experience the boy once, and then he would be able to get over him. Right?
Logan's eyes fixated upon Kendall's figure once again and Kendall felt the pressure build within in. What should he do? How should he act? Kendall felt like a thousand seconds had passed and Logan was still waiting for a response, all Kendall could think of doing was shrugging. So that's what he did. A shrug. But his green eyes couldn't hide his true feelings, they never could. He wanted Logan, more than anything in the world, and he was sure his eyes would give him away.
Bang! Logan and Kendall both snapped their necks towards Emily to see smoke trailing from the tip of the gun.
"Son of a bitch!" James roared out as blood began oozing from the identical wound he now shared with Carlos. Kendall felt Logan push him back gently, knowing that Logan was wanting to rush over to his friend, but he fell still when Emily steered the barrel of the gun towards Logan. Kendall felt a sinking feeling in his stomach. Sure he cared about James and Carlos, but he felt like he would physically die if Logan were shot.
"Move and Big Time Rush foes from a four member band to a three member band. Carry on. Release the passion. If I find you both holding back, I'll kill James and Carlos." Kendall's ears pricked slightly as James' familiar high pitch squeak filled the room. That was it, he now had a reason to express his true feelings. He could do what he wanted to with Logan and Emily was his excuse. He grabbed the back of Logan's head and smashed his lips against the other boy's. But he needed an excuse to where this passion was coming from otherwise Logan might catch on.
"Just pretend I'm Camille." Kendall spoke, without breaking the kiss. Those four words cut him more than Logan's disgust at the fans' interest in Kogan.
This wasn't what he wanted. He wanted to be with Logan, sure. But he didn't want to have to make the brunette think of someone else while they were making love. Kendall wanted to make love to Logan, and he wanted Logan to make love to him. But given the circumstances, he would take what he was given. He jabbed his tongue against the brunette's tightly sealed lips, begging for access into his glorious mouth. But Logan's lips remained locked. But Kendall had a plan. You don't be best friends for years without picking up certain things. Kendall began exploring every inch of Logan's body with his hands, running his fingers down his back, highlighting each exposed muscle. He fixated his grip and forced the small boy on top of him. But the boy refused to fall against Kendall; he remained rigid, keeping his skin away from the contract of the blonde. Kendall began drifting his hands further and further down the boy's body until he came across the two perfectly sculpted muscles hidden within Logan's dark blue jeans. He firmly grabbed each cheek causing Logan to moan into the kiss and Kendall, seizing the opportunity to ram his tongue into the strange mouth and begin exploring.
Kendall's tongue was soon interrupted in its search when Logan's began fighting back with him. Was Logan finally kissing him back? Was Logan actually enjoying this as much as he was? Kendall fought back a smile, his plan having worked. He knew the small brunette couldn't deny sex when he was horny. His hormones took over the constant rigid body and Logan no longer had control. And that was what Kendall was counting on. But he could tell Logan was still hesitant. He needed to up his game. Kendall's hands began travelling back up the boy's body, detouring underneath the thick fabric of Logan's clothes, so his bare palms were now rubbing against the coarse skin of Logan's back. Enough teasing. Kendall needed more and without hesitation he wrenched at the hem of Logan's top, breaking the kiss so he could remove the clothes fully. Every second that Kendall's lips were away from his crush's was like agony to him. He soon reconnected them, feeling the sense of completion run through his body when they were once again reunited.
Kendall risked the chance to open his eyes to peak at his lover only to feel disappointment. Logan was clearly still feeling uncomfortable. His plan was beginning to fail. He only had one more option. He reached down to the other boy's crotch and began fumbling at the button, ignoring the fact that he should be attempting to hide his eagerness to get the boy naked. He quickly began kicking the loose material from Logan's perfectly toned legs, leaving him exposed in nothing more than tight grey boxer briefs. It was the sight of Logan in his underwear that brought him to the realization that his dick was begging for it's own release from the tight skinny jeans surround it.
Kendall began to palm his own crotch, attempting to relieve some of the stress before taking the plunge and palming Logan through the light grey material. Logan wasn't hard. He clearly wasn't enjoying this as much as Kendall was. But Kendall knew he could change that as he could feel Logan's member hardening slowly as he continued to massage it through his underwear.
Kendall, for a split second, thought he heard Logan whimper in loss when he broke the kiss to strip himself entirely of all his clothes. So Kendall wasn't going to make his friend suffer for long, before he gripped the back of Logan's head, connecting their lips back into a passionate kiss.
It was then that Kendall felt the warmth of Logan's skin against his own. Logan had finally started to relax and go with it. Kendall felt his dick twitch as he took in the red tint on Logan's face. Logan was so cute when he blushed. But he wasn't at the point Kendall wanted him yet. He still had some self-control; he needed Logan to fully embrace his hormones. That way there was no way of going back.
Kendall wrapped his muscly arms around the torso of Logan and flipped them so Logan was now lying on his back. Kendall wanted nothing more than to leave his mark on Logan as he began kissing down his neck. He wasn't ashamed to say that he had done this to Logan. He wasn't ashamed to say he wanted to be with the boy. But he knew Logan wouldn't want that. He would be ashamed. After all, Logan thought the idea of Kendall and him being together was 'wrong'. Therefore Kendall fought every urge to prevent himself sucking harder and biting down on the boy's skin. Kendall smiled as he saw Logan throw his head back from the pleasure, fighting back a small chuckle knowing that if the boy was enjoying this then he was going to be in a state of complete ecstasy when he wrapped his plump lips around the head of Logan's dick. But Kendall needed to tease Logan first, make him beg for it. Kendall began kissing down his chest, pausing at one of Logan's nipples, where he circled it with his tongue before biting at it gently causing it to harden. Kendall couldn't help but wish Logan's dick would be as quick to get hard as his nipples did.
Kendall then felt the firm grip of fingers locking in his hair and he was forced lower down Logan's body, stopping so his lips were inline with Logan's now rock hard dick, still hidden beneath the grey material. Kendall brushed his dry lips against the material, kissing across the clear outline the throbbing muscle created.
He couldn't believe this was finally happening. He was about to taste his best friend. He was about to suck of Logan Mitchell. The thing he had dreamt about for weeks now. This would be the thing that pushed Logan over the edge, and he knew it would lead to more. He was now beginning to question it all. He wanted this more than anything. But not in these current circumstances. He wanted Logan to admit to him that he felt the same way Kendall did. And then the boys would kiss for the first time as the sunset in the background. They'd then return to their room and make sweet love to each other. Now it was all forced. And the worst part was that Logan was probably heeding his advice and thinking of Camille and not him.
He felt the pressure on his head increase, knowing Logan wanted more now. Kendall couldn't pull out now. This could be the only chance he got to do this. He needed to make it happen. Kendall tugged at the underwear removing it completely before taking the entire length straight into his mouth. Logan's dick tasting like the skin on his neck with the added bonus of the precum leaking from the slit on his head.
"Fuck!" Logan moaned as he began forcing Kendall's head up and down at a rate that Kendall was not ready for. But he wanted to pleasure the boy; giving him everything he wanted, so he didn't protest. He continued to bob up and down until he decided to fight against the brunette's grip holding him in place. Kendall pulled off of Logan and looked up at him. He needed eye contact, he needed that small sign of intimacy and know that this wasn't just about getting off. Logan locked eye contact, and Kendall felt his heart soar, causing him to break the stare and return to pleasuring the boy.
He swirled his tongue around the tip. Knowing how good it felt when he let Jo do that to him. Heck, everything he was doing to Logan was what he liked to have done to him. Kendall began kissing down the shaft, heart pounding, wondering if the next step he wanted to take was too far.
He hoisted the boy's legs up into the air and began kissing along Logan's leg, before edging closer to Logan's ass.
Kendall paused when he came to the sweet pink hole that stared back at him. He had done so much already; he had to do this too. After all, he was doing everything to Logan that felt good on him.
He still remembered the first time he had asked Jo to rim him. She had been hesitant at first but had reluctantly agreed and started by sucking Kendall off, trying to postpone her promise. But Kendall didn't forget about it, and he began pushing her head closer to his ass and as soon as her wet tongue probed at his virgin pucker he reached his release, painting his stomach in white hot sticky cum. It had felt amazing and he wanted to share that feeling with Logan.
He placed his lips to the sphincter as Logan let out a small gasp. Kendall smirked before jamming his tongue straight past the tight walls causing Logan to pant like he had never done before. Kendall continued to fuck Logan with his tongue before his urges became too great. He needed to feel Logan's member inside him.
He wrapped his fingers around Logan's dick and returned so he was face to face with Logan, connecting their lips in a sloppy lustful kiss.
With his heart begging to break free from his ribs he placed his lips close to the brunette's ears.
"Fuck me."
"What? Really?" Logan was becoming suspicious, Kendall needed to think fast.
"Urr, You heard what she s-said, she's not going to be satisfied unless we do. I'm willing to do this if you are." Kendall finally mimicking Logan's blush from earlier.
"Isn't it going to hurt like hell?" Kendall just shrugged. Kendall had been fingering himself since he first developed his feelings for Logan. He wanted to be prepared if the time ever came. That was what he told himself at first. But now, he couldn't toss himself off without finger fucking himself. The feel of his finger brushing against his prostate drove him crazy. He longed for the day when his thin fingers would be replaced by Logan's thick dick.
Kendall mashed his lips against Logan's, hoping that he could portray his answer through the kiss. Wishing that the kiss would finally push Logan over the edge, allowing his hormones to finally take over and slam his dick into the boy's virgin hole.
Kendall felt over the moon when Logan snapped into his dominant mode, flipping Kendall onto his back and wrenching up his legs to rest on his shoulders. He quickly positioned himself at Kendall's entrance and Kendall wondered why Logan was hesitating. Kendall reached around to Logan's ass, gently pushing him, showing that he wanted him inside him. Kendall winched slightly as the head of Logan's large dick buried itself within him. Kendall knew that it would be different to fucking himself with his fingers. But there wasn't much pain, just a little discomfort.
Kendall's discomfort was snatched from him when he found Logan initiating a sloppy wet kiss. Kendall became so engrossed within the kiss that he didn't realize Logan was inching himself further inside until he felt that familiar jolt of sensation shoot up his spine and Logan's pubes brushed against his ass. Kendall needed his prostate to be abused so he began kissing back harder against the genius' lips, hoping he was smart enough to know what the kiss meant.
Logan went to break the kiss before Kendall stopped him, pulling back so Kendall's lips could brush against Logan's ear once again.
"Just go crazy. Do what you want to do. Don't worry about hurting me." That was it; Kendall had given the game away. He had basically told Logan that he was enjoying being fucked by him. That he loved sucking his dick. That he loved having his hard dick shoved up his ass. He might as well kiss goodbye to his friendship with the smaller boy now.
But Logan was smiling. He had that devilish grin he wore whenever he was enjoying something. And before Kendall could assess the smile any more, Logan had pulled out of Kendall and slammed back into him. Kendall couldn't control himself anymore. Screams of pleasure were leaving his mouth as the boy's dick began jabbing against his precious prostate.
Kendall began stroking himself slowly, afraid that he'll spill over into his climax too quickly if he matched the boy's thrusts.
"K-K-Kendall, I'm gonna…c-c-um." Kendall couldn't help but admire the timing and began matching his stroking with the other boy's thrusts.
"Just do it." He screamed back, wanting nothing more than to feel the hot seed of the boy he cared about more than anyone in the world, fill him up. Logan rammed in one last time, holding there for a few seconds before he pulled straight back out collapsing on the bed next to Kendall.
It didn't take long for Kendall to cum all over his stomach as he felt the now rapidly cooling spunk leak out of his now slightly stretched, abused hole.
Kendall had never cummed so much in his life. And the sensation was at least ten times the amount he felt when he fooled around with Jo. His whole body felt like jelly. He couldn't move, not that he wanted to. He turned his head slightly to look at Logan who's breathing had slowed, showing that fucking Kendall had zapped him of all his energy too. Kendall pulled him close, kissing him on the top of his head before following the smaller boy into the land of slumber.
The last thing Kendall remembered before falling asleep was that this was a wake up call. His feelings for Logan weren't going to go away. And he was going to do anything he could to make the other boy fall in love with him.