SO HERE WE GO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF YOU'RE NOT SORRY I own nothing and thanks to the 7 alerts 7 favorites and 7 reviews

I could go back to every laugh,

But I don't wanna' go there anymore,

And I know all the steps up to your door,

But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,

Talk to the man with the reasons why,

And let me know what you find.

I'll leave my window open,

'Cause I'm too tired at night to call your name.

Just know I'm right here hopin',

That you'll come in with the rain.

"Now that you have heard the first half of my life with vampires are you sure you want to hear about my transformation? I have to warn you it is filled with… it's not a pretty transformation, it is worse than most."

"Yes" they all yelled.

"Ok, but remember you wanted this." I said chillingly as I grabbed the top of my left sleeve and pulled. I repeated this on the right and held out my arms for them to see all the scars from Victoria's many bites. "This was the one she bit first." I pointed to my right thumb, the only one you can see if I have a long sleeve on. For that reason I almost always do, unless I am hunting alone and I know I will not run into another vampire. I've only told Allie and that's because I am the one who changed her. Even Luke and Kendall don't know much more than I jumped off the cliff for fun and a friend was supposed to follow. It was Victoria. She had heard the conversation in the woods. You know, the one where you said after laughing at me and my foolish trust you said and I quote: "You don't get it, do you? You were just a distraction. We didn't love you. In fact, you were just an annoying little human who we found mildly amusing. Think of it this way, your memories will fade and if you actually mattered I could always just distract myself."

Then after you left me crying in the woods Victoria stepped out from the shadows and said: "I was going to kill you, but now I am going to find you again and change you, but after your precious Cullen's have left you." Then she disappeared.

I yelled "May as well do it now, they don't care anyway. There's nothing stopping you!"

"But me being me, I figured that she would wait at least a few days. Well, I was wrong. She pulled me into the woods and bit me. She then threw me into a tree and continued to bite me over a three or four minute period so I had to feel every second of pain, but the worst part of the pain that should have been the most painful thing in my life but it was only second to you leaving. The feeling I had for that one day was almost a 1000 times worse I am so happy that she changed me because if I had to spend many more reasons, and now here you are telling me you were lying. Before I may have believed it, but now I doubt it. All because you were all lying one of you would've tried to find me one of you would've been there to try and stop me from jumping. So don't bother lying that it wasn't at all true whatsoever don't give me the lie that it was for my safety or that I am part of your family save the time because this time I won't listen. How about you give me one reason to believe that you were all lying or try giving me a reasonable excuse. You are not sorry. No," I said raising my hand up to Alice, "don't even bother. I can't do this. Sorry Allie. I just can't. I'm so sorry." I said running as fast as I could. When I got to a point far enough, I found a tree that I thought was high enough and climbed so high that only Allie or Kendall would think to look there. Once up close to the top I went a little further out; used one of my powers that made it so I could change myself and from basically a human to having no human characteristics so I could let the tears fall. I felt the branch move a little I turned to see the one Cullen I did not think would be looking or ever talk to me- Rosalie, for a minute we were silent then I put my finger to my mouth and whispered to her "what are you doing here?"

"Well, when you ran off your coven started asking what happened and what did we do to make you lose your cool like that."

"That wouldn't surprise me. The only other time I've lost it completely like that was when Brad was angry and decided to mention you guys. They learned that day not to do that if they value their limbs and discovered you seven were a forbidden subject."

"Bella why are your eyes brown before they were golden?"

"That's one of my powers. I can turn from practically human to all vampire; it comes in handy if we have to eat food. Now I think we should get back I need to explain I don't want any more drama than there will be tomorrow." I said shifting back to full vampire and jumping down and yelled "so are you coming or what?" When she got down we immediately started running back to the clearing. Once we got there I was shocked to see everyone but Rose, Allie, Alice, and myself screaming and about ready to kill each other. I immediately took over the situation by first getting in between what looked like the closest to a fight which was Rick, ever the protective older brother, and Edward, being annoying and lying. Since they seemed not to be able to see me I took the step that I was hoping I wouldn't have to. I took the pain I remember from the day the Cullens left and sent it to everyone who was yelling and fighting. Most collapsed in pain, the rest looked to be on the verge of it. The moment they stopped yelling I stopped. They first looked at Jasper who quickly shook his head then Luke who also shook his head. Why didn't they see me? I realized I was so angry at their reaction and having to get between I hadn't kept my powers in check, in particular the newer ones: my invisibility and control of the weather. Suddenly I realized the thunder and rain storm. It meant I was upset yet sad and I knew it was for the same reason. They were probably just mad but I still decided to trick them so they'd all get along. A plan that at the moment seemed like Mission Impossible Vampire Edition, since I figured that the three who weren't yelling understood, I told them to meet me a mile or so out of the meadow. They agreed and excused themselves saying that they were going to look for me. When they finally all came to the point where I wanted to meet which was actually just close enough to Charlie's that we could smell the family now living there. Once they were all there I allowed myself to calm down to the point where they could see me and the thunder quieted down. "Now before I tell you why I called you here, what was said to get everyone so angry because the only one who normally acts like that is Brad. Everyone else generally has enough control to not lunge at someone else ready to kill."

Allie spoke first, "Well when you ran off, most thought it would be a good idea to go try and find you. Kendall, Luke & I along with Alice & Rosalie thought better of it. The majority of us could almost see the fire in the trail behind you when you left, but I swear that idiot of a husband of mine and your brother and sister love to get burned, and tried to follow you. As for the others, well Luke tried to reason with them, with the fact that as soon as you were out you would've changed to a human; at least your scent and possibly your eyes. Then, after Edward said it would be dangerous I was hoping someone would say that when you were within ear shot. Man, they would've gotten more than what you gave back there, the fight broke out then after a few things were said" turning to Rose and Alice "Why did you all think you guys think you could find her if she didn't want you to?"

"Well, first we know her human scent better than any of you. Then when either Rick or Brad..."

"It was Rick," Allie interrupted.

"Oh great. What did he say this time?" This was not the first time Rick opened his mouth and almost caused a fight. I had to step in then too. Brad was the loud mouth; but when it came to any of us girls Rick was quick to defend. When he defended one of us he was fast but didn't think it through, and that often resulted in fights. Allie was the one who was usually the hardest on outsiders, but if any of us showed trust in them she would open up slowly but surely. Kailey's the one who keeps the walls semi stable even if all of us are ready to let them fall. It's kind of hard for her let them fall but when she does she lets them fall to their very base, meaning there are no secrets between her and whoever. Kendall is the one who helps with most of the problems and is the peacemaker. Luke is even more protective than Rick and Kailey combined, but is also trusting. If that's broken though, it takes years to get it back. I had qualities from all of them. I sometimes had a loud mouth, I'm quick to defend and have walls up but try to keep the peace and if you're in my bad book it's hard to get out.

"Luke brought up the scent and such but I think it was Esme who said that you're part of their family." I scoffed. Did they really expect me to believe that? "Rick opened his mouth and said "Ya, whatever." He definitely hit a weak spot. We all tried to keep our cool but then Carlisle said that you were just as much as a daughter as Rose or me. Brad said oh, so you would've left them in the woods to tell them that they were just a distraction. That set Edward, Jasper, and Emmett off, and then everyone started yelling which is when Rose went to go find you. Then Rose came back suddenly & almost all of them collapsed. You sent us the message to meet you here, now want to tell us what you sent to them?" Alice questioned.

I almost laughed. "You don't want to know. Let's just say they are lucky that it faded since it was a human memory, but you three should be happy that you didn't feel that. Now the plan, we have two choices. A is make all of them see what happened or B, start a storm and find a different way for them to see eye to eye but nothing too physical. I don't want to target one side over the other. Let's vote."

"I think after you send them that pain for at least twenty seconds, but with the same restriction so they will understand how hurt you were when we all left you. I will also let you do it to me so I can understand what you felt, that it was because you couldn't tell any of us and blew up like that" said Alice. Allie and Rose also agreed to feel the pain and with that plan we ran back so no one got hurt any further. When we got there, the girls got back to their covens sides and started yelling so no one would know of their involvement. I yelled over all of them, most fell in line, all but Rick and Edward. I sent them a small lightning bolt with that landed right between them. It shut them up really fast.

"Now I don't think I can continue this story tonight, but I can show you with one little thing. I will give you all an emotion and you will see why I chose this one later. No worries, its human, it shouldn't hurt very much but I would suggest that you all find something to support yourselves in case it's stronger than I remember. I will show you my story if all of you explain why you were all trying to rip each other's throats out. Deal?"

"Deal" they chorused.

"Ok, so here we go." Too bad they didn't ask what memory, I didn't want to hurt them more than I had to. I sent them the pain I had been bottling up for fifty years as the storm picked up around us.

I could go back to every laugh,

But I don't wanna' go there anymore,

And I know all the steps up to your door,

But I don't wanna' go there anymore.

Talk to the wind, talk to the sky,

Talk to the man with the reasons why,

And let me know what you find.

I'll leave my window open,

'Cause I'm too tired at night to call your name.

Just know I'm right here hopin',

That you'll come in with the rain.

I could stand up and sing you a song,

But I don't wanna' have to go that far.

And I, I've got you down,

I know you by heart,

And you don't even know where I start.

Talk to yourself, talk to the tears,

Talk to the man who put you here,

And don't wait for the sky to clear.

I'll leave my window open,

'Cus I'm too tired at night to call your name.

Oh, just know I'm right here hopin',

That you'll come in with the rain.

I've watched you so long,

Screamed your name,

I don't know what else I can say.

But I'll leave my window open,

'Cus I'm too tired at night for all these games.

Just know I'm right here hopin',

That you'll come in with the rain.

I could go back to every laugh,

But I don't wanna' go there anymore…

There you go the third chapter of You're Not Sorry. I will be rotating between this and Bella Melina Potter. So about 2 weeks between each chapter so sorry and if you haven't read my other story please do and please review. You know you want to. J