SO HERE WE GO THE NEXT CHAPTER OF YOU'RE NOT SORRY I own nothing and thanks to the 11 alerts 10 favorites and 7 reviews

If you're out there

If you're somewhere

If you're moving on

I've been waiting for you Wary since you've been gone

I just want it back the way it was before

And I just wanna see you back at my front door

And I say

Come back, come back, come back to me like

You would before you said it's not that easy

Before the fight, before I locked you out

But I take it all back now

Come back, come back, come back to me like

You would, you would if this was a movie

Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out

Come back, come back, come back to me like

You could, you could if you just said you're sorry

I know that we could work it out somehow

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now

The moment that the pain hit them Kailey, Brad, Jasper and Esme all fell from the pain. A few seconds later rick and then Luke. The rest tried to stay up but, by the time the 20 seconds was up, I was the only one standing in the clearing. When I realized this and the fact that they may have needed more of a warning I ran and helped them up.

When I got to Rick he asked "who did that to you if you want me to I'll kill them for hurting you"

I laughed and said "no thanks, I'd rather you not. ok." when everyone was back on their feet I started talking again "so, yes that was human. I'm sure on what I said rick. It only hurt one day as human, as a vampire every day for the last fifty years tomorrow, and for some strange reason starting (note sarcasm) this morning it got worse, but I've buried it and I don't want it dug up. yes I didn't go full force because, I'm not doing this for the fun of it I'm doing this to get a point across ok, and if you all agree I will tell the two covens separately so there is no fights. So do you want to know? No Allie I'm not going to show them."
Yes they all said at once
I turned to Luke and Rick "ok you six go to the house I'll be there in an hour. Rick and Allie will you please go to the recording room and get it set to record and the disc ready to burn and another ready for later after the first ok. I'll be fine. don't their as likely to hurt me as the wolves. Relax. Go. If anything happens I can use my powers. No rick. Go. You do realize my powers can be used on you. Now go." When they left I turned to the Cullens "now what questions do you want to ask and then I will tell you what memory I used Alice what is your question"

"well why did they listen to you. You don't seem to be the leader."

"I'll show you" I said stepping back and putting a shield around them and using one of my more basic powers I decided to just do a basic weather I flicked my fingers and made a tornado and pushed lighting out of my fingers to say the Cullens were shocked would've been the understatement of the next 100 years I stopped the lighting and tornado then I lowered the shield and said, "that was basic compared to some of the stuff I can do so with some of the powers I've collected and learned to use I will barely hesitate to use it on someone even someone I trust if they cause me pain or won't listen or if they hurt anyone I care about they also learned that to say one of your names in front of me has a result like a volcano and tornado combined unless it is the recording session where nothing can bring me down except if it is today because I'm low in their today because of the songs now next question"

"why didn't you tell us you sing"

"simple because I had no meaning behind the songs until after you left so I just didn't sing now I just do it when the pain gets to be too much or if I'm really happy which happens once maybe every ten years"

why do you seem to be closer to rick and Allie then any of the others"

"Because me and rick have a strong relationship and he is grateful for me changing Allie because he now has his mate and, because he is just four years older than me so he thinks it's his job to protect me. The same reason the wolves are almost always near me here. Allie is because I changed her. I also saved her from a tracker that was after her so we became close really fast so it's just natural. any more questions? No. good. Ok, the memory I used is from right after you left and, Edward told me the truth. So, if you want the rest of the story I could tell you it tomorrow night because if I don't go now there will probably a war and, they will get the wolves too. I'm also needed to recorded for the fiftieth and final track. I'm sorry that I was a burden when I was human and, I'm sorry that even after 50 years I'm still something you can't get away from I do have one question though but if you don't answer that's fine. why?" everyone was confused

Esme voiced the confusion, "Why what Bella?"

"Why did you leave? What did I do to make you stop faking? Who thought of the idea to play with me? Why did you stop James? Why was I worth saving from him? Why would you do that? Where did you go? How was it when you left? Do you know what it was like when you left? Do you know what I was like? I just sat there didn't here because I didn't want to didn't eat unless I almost collapsed from hunger this is the second time I've been able to stand high school without collapsing from the memories. I became the first suicidal vampire. I tried the south with the newborns and they didn't kill me. I tried the Denali's nope. I tried anyone I crossed my path no one would. I even went to the Voltori and they wouldn't. What was I supposed to do? Why would you do that to me to my friends Charlie, my family, everyone? Why did you let it go on so long? Did you think of any of these? How about how close I got to you seven what did you think would happen? What did you expect to happen? Me to forget? Why did you leave? Why didn't you just let me live my life? Why did you step in? Did you think of any of these? Am I just a pawn in your game that you didn't want so you didn't put it back in the box? Why do you want to bring me down so you can climb high? Now, I would like the truth to any of those or, if you want, I can leave and, you can continue your immortal chess game without any interference from me. no more lies. I can't stand it when people lie. especially lie the leave." the rain that almost stopped before I started talking was now raining so hard it felt like rocks the lighting appeared with much more fury the wind picked up with the speed of a tornado

I could see the words hit home all of them even Rosalie seemed to be on the verge of tears or well sobs

"NO. I'm sorry but, I will not ever be lied to by any of you or anyone else again. I have to go. see you five in school and you two around town. I will stay out of your way. Sorry you still can't get away from me and, sorry for believing in you at all good bye Cullens" I said just as a clap of thunder rang out and the lightning that led it hit between me and the Cullens I teleported to my writing room and whispered the words I needed to finish my song I'm not drowning in my yesterdays you're not talking to the same girl who used to forgive you that girl is long gone typed it up it put each of our parts in a different font highlight and ran into the recording room close by and passed one of the copies to Allie and one to rick and quickly told them what parts to sing "Ok, O just a minute hey Luke, Kendall, Brad, Kailey, get up here" when they were up right in front of me I asked them all to play I told them what instruments to go and play and just follow my lead Kendall you start she started on the guitar and Luke fallowed her on the piano and I started singing

(Bella, Bella, and Rick, Bella, Rick, and Allie)

It's so like you just to show up at my door
And act like nothin's happened
You think I'll sweep my heart up off the floor
And give it to you
Like so many times before
You're talking to a stranger
I'm not that girl anymore
That girl is long gone
Boy you missed the boat it just sailed away
Long gone
She's not drowning in her yesterdays
Betcha never thought I'd be that strong
Well this girl is long gone
Don't waste your breath with baby baby please
Cuz I am so not listening
Don't bother getting down upon your knees and try to beg me
I'm tired of how you twist the truth
You're not talking to the same girl
Who used to forgive you
That girl is long gone
Boy you missed the boat it just sailed away
Long gone
She's not drowning in her yesterdays
Betcha never thought I'd be that strong
Well this girl is
Gone like the wind under Superman's cape
Like a thief in the night I made the great escape
I'm not the kind of girl that keeps making the same mistakes
That girl is long gone
Boy you missed the boat it just sailed away
Long gone
I'm not drowning in my yesterdays
Betcha never thought I'd be that strong, betcha didn't
Yeah well baby I proved you wrong
This girl is long gone, long gone
This girl is long gone, long gone
This girl is long gone
This girl is gone

"Wow Bella that's the best one yet except for the first one" Kendall said

"You know I haven't heard that one can you please play it" Allie pleaded

"Ok on the condition that I get to warm up with another new song and you all have to listen" I knew it would be a yes the moment I got the idea because it is rare for all of them to see me sing all at once

"Yes."

In The Heat of the Fight
I Walked Away,
Ignoring Words That You Were Saying,
sayin' Make Me Stay.
I Said, "This Time I've Had Enough."
And You've Called a Hundred Times,
But I'm Not Pickin' Up.
'Cause I'm So Mad, I Might Tell You That It's over.
But If You Look A Little Closer
I Said, "Leave," But All I Really Want Is You
To Stand outside My Window, Throwing Pebbles, Screaming, "I'm In Love with you."
Wait There In the Pourin' Rain,
Come Back For More.
And Don't You Leave,
'cause I Know All I Need
Is On The Other Side Of The Door.
Me and My Stupid Pride
I'm Sittin' Here, Alone.
I'm going through the Photographs,
Staring at the Phone.
I Keep Going Back Over
Things We Both Said
And I Remember The Slammin' Door,
And All The Things That I Misread.
So Babe If You Know Everything
Tell Me Why You Couldn't See
That When I Left I Wanted You To
Chase After Me? Yeah
I Said, "Leave," But All I Really Want Is You
To Stand outside My Window, Throwing Pebbles, Screaming, "I'm In Love with you."
Wait There In the Pourin' Rain,
Come Back For More.
And Don't You Leave;
'cause I Know All I Need
Is On The Other Side Of The Door.
And I Scream Out The Window,
"I Can't Even Look At You, I Don't Need You,"
But I Do, I Do, I Do.
I Say, "There's Nothing You Can Say
To Make This Right Again, I Mean It,
I Mean It"
What I Mean Is
I Said, "Leave," But Baby All I Want Is You
To Stand Outside My Window, Throwing Pebbles, Screaming, "I'm In Love With You."
Wait There In the Pourin' Rain,
Come Back For More.
And Don't You Leave,
'cause I Know All I Need
Is On The Other Side Of The Door.
With Your Face, and Your Beautiful Eyes
and the Conversation
with the Little White Lies.
And The Faded Picture
Of A Beautiful Night
You Carried Me From Your Car
Up The Stairs
And I Broke Down Cryin'
Was She Worth This Mess?
After Everything and That Little Black Dress
after Everything I Must Confess,
I Need You

"Wow meeting up with them defiantly stirred something." Kailey stated like we all weren't all thinking that

"Ok ready to hear what they say is my best song."

Allie nodded so fast that her head was a blur to even vampires

I can't believe you did it again
Walked by and took my heart with you
Why did you have to look so good?
Don't you know that I'm trying to hate you
Trying to have a dream without you in it
But how can I put out this fire
When you're the one who lit it

I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do
I'll keep writing songs about you

I've got a stack of papers so high
And it's all about you baby
Keep thinking maybe I
Can make sense of something crazy
Something I can't get out of my Head
I write your name I write your name
Then I tear it all to shreds

I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do
I'll keep writing songs about you

And if you ever change your mind
And want me back again
I hope these songs will remind me
Why I shouldn't let you in

I can't wait for the day I stop pretending
That I'm really ok cause I'm not
I want to know how it feels to be
Over you for real
Until I do

I'll just wait for the day
I stop pretending
That I'm really ok when I'm not
I wanna know how it feels to be over you for real
Till I do,
I'll keep writing songs about you

"Now let's move on to some happier songs. I will do a request from each of you. To start, Kailey pick one."

"Our song"

I rolled my eyes she always chose that one so it went quick

"I grabbed a pen

And an old napkin

And wrote down our song"

"Ok next song"

Allie's pov

"Hey Bella me and Kendall are going to go grocery shopping so people won't get suspicious ok" I said

"Ok."

"Come on Kendall."

"K…"she got even more confused when I veered off to the right

We walked in silence when we were on the edge of our family hearing range I spoke in a voice just above a whisper "I know you're here I just want to talk. Now stop hiding. remember I will pop up behind you if you don't come out." the Cullens came out from a clearing just cut off from our view

"Ok what do you want to know?" Carlisle asked

"I want to make a trade Bella's and our side of the story, for yours."

"Ok, what's the catch?" Emmett asked

"Simple, no lies from either side. Do we have a deal? Shoot we will have to do this in about an hour. Now do we have a deal?"

Carlisle looked from his left to his right receiving a small nod from each and finally spoke "I think we have a deal."

Last night I heard my own heart beating
Sounded like footsteps on my stairs
Six months gone and I'm still reaching
Even though I know you're not there
I was playing back a thousand memories, baby
Thinking 'bout everything we've been through
Maybe I've been going back too much lately
When time stood still and I had you
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
I know people change and these things happen
But I remember how it was back then
Wrapped up in your arms and our friends were laughing
'Cause nothing like this ever happened to them, Now I'm pacing down the hall, chasing down your street
Flashback to the night when you said to me,
"Nothing's gonna change, not for me and you
Not before I knew how much I had to lose"
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
If you're out there
If you're somewhere
If you're moving on
I've been waiting for you
Wary since you've been gone
I just want it back the way it was before
And I just wanna see you back at my front door
And I say
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said it's not that easy
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I take it all back now
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie
Stand in the rain outside 'til I came out
Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you're sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie you'd be here by now
You'd be here by now
It's not the kind of ending you wanna see now
Baby, what about the ending
Oh, I thought you'd be here by now, whoa
Thought you'd be here by now

There you go thefourth chapter of You're Not Sorry. I will be trying to rotating between this and Bella Melina Potter. So about 2 weeks between each chapter so sorry and if you haven't read my other story please do and please review. You know you want to. M