And my bad day gets worse. My grandma walks in and was like "Would you go to Disney on Ice?" (I live with my grandma, and I'm 14) I say yes and she said... "Well, your dad is going and he got your two sisters tickets and Sydney and Dennis tickets (Dads fiances bestfriends children) but he didn't get you one." So, I don't think I'll be posting another part after this today. Sorry guys. I'll write a bunch at school tomorrow, I swear. Oh, and I changed my mind about the filler, it's gonna be the next one! This is in the format of Ally's Songbook!

Dear Songbook/Journal/Diary,

I have no idea what to do. I feel like my life is falling apart, and I have no control over it. I just took a pregnancy test... positive. I'm so scared right now, i feel so alone.

I was raped by Dallas about a month ago. The baby could very well be his because he didn't hold back. This is my fault, I don't know how I could have been so stupid and how I didn't see this coming.

But there is a slight upside to this tragedy. Austin and I had sex on the beach 2 weeks ago, and the baby just might be his! Could you imagine though, little Austin babies runnign around the house. Hopefully they'll look just like him; His hair, his eyes, his voice, and hopefully, his confidence.

But there's still two problems... what if the baby isn't Austins, and what if Austin doesn't want me anymore.

What do I do? Do I get an abortion? Do I give it up for adoption? Do I just pretend its Austins? And what about Dallas? How am I going to tell him? I just couldn't even bring myself to tell him, or even look at the child knowing it belonged to Dallas and not Austin.

And then there's Elizabeth. What about her? How will she react to all of this? I wonder if she'll understand, or if she'll go completely bitchy. I don't know. I'm just worried Austin will think I'm a slut for being pregnant, and leave me with his- I mean, the- child and go off and live happily ever after with Elizabeth.

Words alone can't describe how lost, terrified, and confused I am. I'll just have to write a song, thats the only thing that can get all this fuckery off of my mind.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,

Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.

People are people,

And sometimes we change our minds.

But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,

Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.

Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,

Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.

Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.

But people are people,

And sometimes it doesnt work out,

Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,

And I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Its two a.m.

Feelin' like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know its not easy,

Easy for me.

Its two a.m.

Feelin like I just lost a friend.

Hope you know this aint easy,

Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,

Never easy.

Never a clean break, noone here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to,

Breathe,

Without you,

But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry

Well, that was actually pretty bad! Haha, but this actually wasn't as easy as I thought it would be! Haha! The song Ally 'wrote' was Breathe by Taylor Swifts. All rights go to Taylor and the rightful owners of the song.