Lord, I'm soo sorry I didn't upload yesterday. After that one chapter, I had to leave to go to Disney On Ice. It was amazing, and if it comes to a venue near you... I would totally recommend it. Cause, I'm 14 and I was singing along to all the songs. ;) Any whooo Ch. 18!

By this point, Austin can't control his tears. He's panicking and shaking like a Chihuahua. One of the medics pulls out the electric shock pads. "1...2...3..." She says. She pushes them on Ally's chest, her body pops up, but then falls back down lifeless. "1...2...3..." She said again, the same thing happens.

Austin is crying even harder now and yelling at the paramedics.

"DO SOMETHING! PLEASE!" He cries. He feels so helpless just sitting there watching the love of his life die.

Austin sits down and puts his face into his hands. "Dear God," He starts. "I know I haven't treated Ally like I should, but I love her. Please don't take her from me." At that every second, the machine started beeping again.

"We got a pulse," the paramedic says.

Austin shoots up to Ally's side, and holds her hand the whole ride to the hospital, and on the way to the operating room. He's forced to wait outside.


Ally can feel Austins hand in hers. He's at the side of her bed talking to Dez and Trish. Ally can hear them, but she can't open her eyes to see them.

He tells them how she flatlined in the ambulance, how she's doing now, and what the doctors have told him.

A few hours later, Dez and Trish go to the cafeteria to get something to eat.

"Do you wanna come with us Austin?" Trish asks.

"No," he said. "I think I'll stay here with Alls. I wanna be here when she wakes up."

Awh, Ally thought to herself. It was silent for a while, and Ally couldn't help but wonder what Austin was doing. He pulled a chair up to sit by Ally, and stroked her knuckles lightly.

The door opens. "AUSTIN!" a girl screams. He stands up really fast.

"Oh my God Babes, are you okay?" she asked. "I heard you were in the hospital."

Ally concentrates on the conversation, trying hard to match up the voice with a face.

"Elizabeth," Austin sighs in frustration. "Just please get out of here."

"I just wanted to make sure my Austy-kinz was okay," he says innocently.

Ally can't believe it. Elizabeth was here? She tried screaming at Austin, but nothing came out of her mouth.

"Well, I'm fine now that I know Alls is better," he said. "Now get the fuck out of here incase she wakes up!"

Ally was beyond pissed now. It sounded like Austin was trying to hide something.

"But baby," she whines in a seductive voice. Ally wishes she could open her eyes to see what was going on.

The room goes silent, and Ally can hear kissing. She wanted to cry, but she can't.

"The fuck do you think your doing Elizabeth?" Austing practically screams.

Elizabeth just laughs. "Okay Austy-kins! See you later though." She says.

"Uhh, no you wont," Austin says impatiently. "And don't call me Austy-kins."

Austin rushes back to Ally's side. He takes her hand again, and Ally squeezes his hand hard so it would get his attention.

"OUCH!" He says freaked out. "Can you hear me Alls?" he asks. Allys response is squeezing his hand hard than the first time.

"THE FUCK ALLY, can you squeeze a bit gentler before you break my hand?" He was laughing. Ally didn't find it funny, so she squeezed with all her might. He tried to ignore it.

"So, I'm guessing you heard everything?" he asked.

Of fucking course I heard everything, Ally thinks to herself, but she hears her actual voice saying it instead.

Ally slowly opens her eyes and realizes she can speak now.

"What was she doing here Austy-kins," Ally asks. "You know what? No, don't even answer that, just get the fuck outta my sight Austin."

Austin doesn't move. He just watches TV in silence for an hour before the doctor came in.

"You made a speedy recovery Ms. Dawson," the doctor smiled. "But I'm afraid we have bad news." Ally took a deep breath and knew what was coming. So, when he said she had lost the baby, it wasn't a shock. Ally looked over to Austin, he seemed more hurt about the loss than she was.

"But your free to go home now," he said.


The car ride home was silent. Ally sat in the back with Austin, while Dez and Trish were up front. He tried to hold her hand, but Ally pulled away and stared out the window. Her stomach still hurt and was extrememly bruised. She could barely walk, so Austin picks her up and takes her upstairs and lays her on the bed.

"You can leave now," Ally says to him.

"What do you mean?" He asked with a hurt look on his face.

"What else does 'you can leave now' mean?" Ally snaps. "It means get lost."

Instead of leaving, Austin goes downstairs to play the wii with Dez and Trish.

Ally sits on her bed and looks up at the ceiling. In a weird way, Ally's glad there no baby inside her. She just wasn't ready. That means, if it was Ryans, she doesn't have to deal with what to do with it now that its gone. Then a thought comes across her mind...

What if it was Austins?

When she thinks about it being Austins, she's really upset. He would have been a great dad, and the thought of having a mini Austin running around the house made Ally smile and she laughs to herself. But then, she was glad she wasn't ruining his career. Her mind trails back to the mini Austin, and she starts laughing again, wondering if he'll be as cocky and funny as his dad.

Austin walks in and see's Ally laughing. "What are you laughing at?" He asked.

Ally completely dropped being mad, because she could tell Austin was hurt about the baby loss and she didn't like fighting with him, she's had enough drama to last her a lifetime.

Austin sits on Ally's bed, and she explains the mini Austin. He laughs. "I am not cocky!" he defends himself.

Ally raises an eyebrow. "Okay, sure you're not," she says sarcastically. Ally leans in to kiss him, but she pushes him off the bed instead (haha, I rhymed!)

In a calm voice, Ally asked what Elizabeth was doing in the hospital.

"I honestly dont know, she just came in and kissed me," he said. Ally frowned, but let it go.

Another weel passed and papparazzi started showing up at Ally's house. The paps must have found out where Austin's been spending all his time now that he's not on tour. Ally closes the curtains.

"UHGG, they are so annoying!" Ally growls. Ally turns to Austin. "I'm taking it you told the world about me and you?"

"Well not exactly. My fans are pretty insane and I don't want you getting hurt," he said.

Ally laughs. "So, when the paps get a picture of you leaving my house, how are you gonna explain that?" Ally questioned. Austin starts to answer, but stops because he realizes that he had none.

Ally could hear the mail coming through the mail slot. You pick it up, and flick throught them.

"Dads, Dads, Bills, Bills," and then Ally stops and startes at a letter. Its addressed to her. She knows what it is, but she can't bring herself to open it.

"Do you want me to open it for you Alls?" Austin asks.

Ally nodded her head. Even though the baby was gone, it was still nerve wracking. Austin opens it and stared at it for a few minutes.

"The baby was his wasn't it. Oh well, I didn't want that dicks baby insi-" Austin cuts her off.

"It was mine," he says quietly, not taking his eyes off the paper. He rakes his fingers through his hair and sits on the couch.

Ooooh, cliffhanger! I swear on my FOOD that I will get the next 2 chapters up today! On another note, 28 reviews... I am so blessed that you guys like my story! Keep up the good work. And also, I tried to reply to everyones... but there were so many, and if I skipped you I'm sorry. /3