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Ally picked up the top and is confused, but then she gets that heart sink feeling again. She knows exactly whats going on up stairs, and if she knows that if she goes up there, its gonna rip her heart out.
Ally argues in her head for a minute... maybe Austin bought her this top for their anniversary tomorrow?
Ally tries hard to convince herself that Austin wouldn't do this to her again, he promised. Her mind flashes back to the day where he held up his hand in hers telling her "this is forever."
Ally can still hear his angelic voice saying it in her mind. Each second that passes, her heart dies a little bit more. Ally finally starts to make her way up the stair. Ally sees Austin's long sleeved yellow shirt he was wearing before she left scrunched on the stair.
She can hear him moaning and making noises like he did the day they had sex on the beach. Ally can feel herelf go numb, but she continues to go on.
She tiptoes further to find a pair of skinny jeans. She kicks them out of her way. She's shaking by the time she reaches the top of the stairs. She reaches for the door handle, but she pulls away... too scared to open it.
For another few minutes, she argues in her head whether or not she's ready for whats behing the door. She decides to press her ear on the door to listen.
She can hear Austin laughing that adorable, unforgettable laugh. She can faintly hear Elizabeth. "Way better than that skanky Ally, don't you think." Austin doesn't reply, he just moans softly.
Ally wishes she could just barge in, kill Elizabeth for being a slut, and kill Austin for lying, but she doesn't have the guts to do that. Ally backs away from the door and makes her way back down the stairs, picking up Austins yellow shirt as she passes.
Ally sits cross legged on the couch with Austins top in her hands. She smelled it, D&G, Ally's favorite. She can hear Austin and Elizabeth upstairs fooling aroung. She was giggling obnoxiously and yelling at him to stop tickling her. Ally tried to block it out, but it was impossible and she cried into his top.
She has no idea why she sat downstair, she should have went to Trish's house. But she wanted to make sure Austin saw her. She wanted to see the hurt in his eyes. She wanted him to feel the same pain she's feel. She wanted him to suffer.
Everytime she got the courage to go upstairs, she'd get to the bottom of the staircase and then walk back to couch to cry some more.
The thought of Austin and another girl in her bed mad Ally want to puke, but she just cried, and cried, and cried.
Ally picked up Austins phone and went to his 'call list'... empty. He must've deleted all of them. She checked his messages and they were all gone except the one she sent him. Ally deleted that one too. She chucked his phone at the recliner across the room, but it missed and the battery popped out.
She can still hear Austin moaning and its breaking the remains of her heart. Ally know this is it, the end of their relationship. Ally can still hear 'We have the rest of our lives to make mini me's and beautiful mini you's' echoing in her mind.
Life without Austin just isnt one worth living, Ally knew Austin was supposed to be the one. The one who she gave all her love and trust to, the one she would die for, the one who makes her smile at the simple sound of his name... and now he's destroying everything they had.
Ally hates herself for giving him the power to walk all over her. The past 7 months have been Hell, but Austin was able to turn it into Heaven, he was the reason Ally continued to live. His presence lifted her mood, his touch made her feel special, and when they were together... Alyy felt invincible, like she could do anything.
Even now she missed him, though she could hear him with another girl, even though he's got her hands all over her and she's got her hand on him... even though Ally was slowly dying on the inside... she craved his touch.
Ally picked up her song book. Maybe writing a song would get her mind off of all this chaos. All the noise upstairs, the emptyness in her chest, everything.
You had it all
The day you told me
[Told me]
you want me
I had it all
But let you fool me
[Fool me]
completely
Yeah, I was so stupid
To give you all my attention
'Cause the way you played me
Exposed your true intention
Chorus:
And One day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
Yeah, one day I'll have you crawling like a centipede
You mess with me!
I mess with her!
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah, one day you'll be begging on your knees for me
So watch your back
'Cause you don't know when or where I could get you
I set the trap and when I'm done
then You'll know what I've been through
So oh, do you feel like the man now
And I bet you're nervous 'cause this song makes you freak out
And One day I'll have you begging on your knees for me
Yeah, one day I'll have you crawling like a centipede
You mess with me?
I mess with her!
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah, one day you'll be begging on your knees for me
I know I'm being bitter
But I'ma drive you under
Cause you just don't,
Don't deserve a "happy ever after"
but what you did to me
After you told me
You never felt that way
it was only just a game
[You had it all]
And one day!
And One day I'll have you begging on your knees for me (begging on your knees for me)
yeah, One day I'll have you crawling like a centipede (crawling like a centipede)
You mess with me
I mess with her,
So I'll make sure you get what you deserve
Yeah, one day you'll begging on your knees for me.
Everything in the house went silent, and Ally could clearly hear Austin yell "Shit, what time is it!"
Ally knew they were about to come downstairs, but she remained cross legged on the couch, song book right beside her, Austins shirt in her hands.
They got up out of bed, still laughing, and they made their way down the stairs.
"Hey, i could have sworn that I threw my shirt right here," he said smiling and kissing Elizabeth.
"Maybe its in the lounge Austy-kins," she said. "Things got pretty heated in there."
Ally was disgusted and stood up from the couch. She turned to face the door, but didn't move from the spot she was standing in, and she still had the shirt in her hand.
They walked into the living room hand in hand through the door, and Ally's breath caught in her throat. He wasn't looking forward because he was talking to the girl, so he didn't see Ally.
"You best get home now Elizabeth before Al-" as he turned he saw Ally standing there... Makeup smeared, red faced, and tears streaming down her face.
I actually felt bad doing that to Ally... but it makes a good story ;) Keep reviewing you guys! 3 Also, I do not own the song Beggin' On Your Knees. All rights go to Victoria Justice and Nickelodeon. I also do not own Austin & Ally or the characters, only one I own is Elizabeth.