These reviews are making me soo happy, I actually have tears in my eyes. I'm getting a lot of suggestions of making Elizabeth disappear, trust me, somethings gonna happen VERY soon! ;) Oh, and sorry I didn't update sooner, I was at Logans Steakhouse with my familia:) Chapter 21 here we gooo!
Ally's heart is in her throat. She's experiencing mixed emotions. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea waiting for him to see his reaction, because she's not sure if she can handle whats about to come.
Austin stops dead in his tracks and Elizabeth walks into him from behind, bashing her face into his back.
"Ouch, Austin what are you doi-"
Austin cuts her off. "Shut up!" he yells.
"But what abou-" he cuts her off again. "Just. Fucking. Leave." Elizabeth takes the hint, so she grabs her shoes and bag and leaves.
Ally stares at Austin, he has pink lipstick marks all over his face and chest.
"I suppose you want this," Ally says throwing the shirt at him. He doesn't say anything, he just looks to the floor. Ally doesn't say anything either, but she's staring at him. The silence is awkward, but at this point, Ally doesn't care. She's so nervous about what is about to come that she's shaking. The hardest part is trying to get the two words out thats gonna destroy her life.
"Its over," Ally says. "We're finished."
Austin looks at her desperately hoping and pleading for this to be a joke. "This can't be over Ally, please I'm begging yo-" Ally cuts him off.
"It's done Austin, you had the choice whether or not to give into that bitch, and you blew it.. Now please, get out of my house," Ally says, she doesn't feel tears even beginning to form, all she feels is numbness.
Austin breaks down crying. "If you end it now, I'll end my life for good," Austin said, still looking at the floor.
Ally didn't expect that, and now he has her full attenion.
"Ally, I'm so uncontrollably in love with you," he continues. "that if I can't have you, then there's just no point in living." He cries even more.
Ally was scared this would happen, that she would give into his words. Austins tears always made her weak, Ally found it hard to control her emotions. Austin walked over and took Ally's hand. Ally jerked away, his touch didn't make her feel the way it use to.
"You did this. YOU FUCKING DID THIS AUSTIN!" Ally screamed at the top of her lungs. He tried to hold her hand again. The thought of him touching Elizabeth with those hands a few minutes ago was repulsing, and she jerked away again.
Ally walked into the kitchen and Austin followed her.
"Tell me you don't love me," Austin said.
"What?" Ally asked. That caught her off guard, and she was confused.
"Tell me you don't love me and I'll leave. I'll walk out that door and never come back." he says through tears.
Ally tries to bring herself to say it, but she couldn't, no matter how hard she tried. She still loved him, more than anything else in the world. He was the reason she breathed.
Ally looked up at Austin. He was heartbroken, and the pain in his eyes was real. Thats what Ally wanted to see earlier, she wanted him to suffer. But now, actually seeing it- she felt like half of her was dying. Seeing Austin like this feels like getting stabbed in the heart.
"You can't say it because I know you still love me Ally," he says. "And I love you... We went to Hell and back and we survived, and I'm 100% certain we can get over this too. I'd die for you Alls, and I'd die without you." Austin's in tears by this point, his face is a splotchy red.
Soo many thoughts raced through Ally's head. If he really loved me as much as he's saying, would he have invited Elizabeth round to MY house have sex in MY bed? Ally thought to herself. Ally didn't know what to do.
Austin gets weak at the knees, and crashes to the floor. Ally wan'ts everything to just stop and disappear. Its his fault all of this happened, but why does it seem like Ally's?
Austin is still on the floor crying. Ally walks over and sits on the floor next to Austin. She takes his hand and intertwines her fingers with his.
"This is forever, rememer?' Austin asks through tearms.
Ally nods her head, and cries too. "But forever is over Austin." Ally kisses his hand, gets up, and goes upstairs. He doesn't follow.
Ally goes into her bathroom, looking for that razor to end all this pain and confusion. She eventually finds it, putting it to her neck this time instead of her wrists. A life without Austin isn't worth living at all. She's just about to slash it across her throat when Austin grabs her hand, knocking the razor to the floor, and pulling Ally in for a hug.
He holds on so tight, that Ally couldn't get loose even if she wanted to. Ally cries so hard it hurts. Austin picks her up and lays her on the bed. Ally screams in disgust. Austin realizes why she creams, so he picks her back up, downstair and into his car.
"We need to talk properly," he says.
Snap, sooooo much drama! Keep them reviews up! If you have any questions or suggestions for the story, you can review or send me a PM. Whatever works ;)
