Tell Me What The Rain Knows
Toushiro Hitsugaya
Tell Me What The Rain Knows
"Beyond the falling flood of the rain, there is a place where I'm normal. A place where I'm just like everyone else."
I tell myself that every night, just so I don't fall into despair. I have nary a good memory of anything. Those words are the only reason I keep going. The only reason, I keep living. But the nights have gone cold with heartlessness and I don't know how long I can keep saying it and still believe.
But it can't happen anyways, I don't know why I even try. I'm a freak, and that's all I'll ever be.
Oh!
Are these the Tears of Ages
I curl up into myself, willing the hurt to disappear. My ears, I try so hard to keep unseen, flatten completely. My chest heaves, racked with sob after sob. Twin rivers of tears flow down my cheeks. My heart aches, throbbing in my chest.
I hate this place. And the people here hate me. It's just not fair! Why don't they like me? What'd I eer do to them?
What'd I do wrong?
That wash away the Wolf's Way
The moon's bright. My inner wolf howls loudly, but I can't let him out. People already hate me, h give them reason to hate me more? They'd probably kill me.
I sigh. I've been feeling really awful lately. My ears ache constantly, and I've been having the strangest dreams.
And leave not a Trace of the Day?
It's raining again. But now the clouds are so thick, they're smothering me. The sun blocked out, and it feels like night. The only thing missing is the moon's friendly glow.
I don't wanna go home. Grandma's sick. The doctor came and said it's because she's been to cold.
But how'd Grandma get so cold?
Tell Me What The Rain Knows
It's my fault, Grandma got so cold. My rietsu froze her. It's my fault. I wail and burry my face in my arms. I did it. And now I have to leave.
What if people still don't like me?
Oh!
Is this the Flood of Fortune
That Pours it's self upon Me?
I have a friend, a real friend! His name's Kusaka. And he actually likes me! Somebody likes me! Finally!
Well besides Rangiku. She doesn't count.
Oh!
See how I drown in this sea
Kusaka and I have the same Zanpactou, Hyorinmaru. She's really nice, and she likes me too! No one could ever know how happy that makes me.
I hope Kusaka and I'll be friends forever.
Where will you Go
Now You've no Home?
I'm a taicho, a captain now. I'm living Kusaka's dream, the dream he wanted for so long. Kusaka can't fulfill it, so I will. I'm not an outcast anymore.
I'm Toushiro Hitsugaya, the Captain of Squad 10.
Let the Rain wash Away
Your Last Days
And to think it all started with the rain.