"So, Samsquatch, tell me about yourself?"
Sam sighed- where did he start- he didn't really have a "normal" life.
"I don't really know where to begin?"
"Your family- Dean seems great- you two close?"
"The closest. Dean basically raised me- don't tell him this, but I don't know what I'd do without him."
Gabe smiled. He wished he could have this relationship with his siblings, Castiel and he were on good terms, but everyone in the family had grown apart since-
"What about you?" Gabe's thoughts were interrupted by Sam's question, Gabe wasn't sure what to tell him, but after looking into his big, soft brown eyes, Gabe decided to tell him the truth.
"Cassie and I get along, but we're not as close as you and Dean, and the rest of my family- we're not really that close."
Sam's face went from curious to concerned.
"How come- sorry, didn't mean to pry."
"No, I-I want to tell you...my dad, he disowned us. He left, relatively recently, about 7 years ago, said he couldn't take it anymore- the pressure and responsibility of having us as kids. Said that we dragged his reputation down. That's all he cared about- his reputation, and his fame. He left us with the money- but we never wanted that- we just wanted him. Sorry- you probably don't wanna hear this."
Sam sighed. He knew the absent father story all too well.
"It's alright, I understand. My dad wasn't the best either- he left me and Dean on our own most of the time- when I said Dean basically raised me, I wasn't kidding. It was just me and Dean, no money, shitty motels and a crappy dad." Sam didn't know why he kept talking, the words just flowed, they kept flowing, like he had opened a damn in his mind, releasing the years of hurt he had kept to himself.
"When dad was home, it wasn't much better. Dad was an alcoholic, when he wasn't out, he was passed or he was...he used to..." Sam could feel tears stinging his eyes. Gabe leant over the table, rubbing Sam's arm in order to comfort him.
"Sam," Gabe gave Sam a reassuring, warm look. "You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to."
"No...I...I want to- it's just hard to think about sometimes- I've worked hard to shut those things out...I don't know- with you...it just feels...different..."
Sam sighed before continuing. "My dad...used to beat up Dean- real bad. Never laid a finger on me though- I felt terrible- I...I never did anything to stop it."
Sam punched his leg, willing the tears away.
"Sam...it wasn't your fault- you were a kid-"
"Dean never got to be one because of me!"
"That's not your fault- that's your dad. He was supposed to raise you. He failed you both. You didn't fail Dean. Dean loves you- first thing he said when I asked him about himself- 'there's not really much to me, but I've got this amazing kid brother, Sam, he's gonna be a hotshot lawyer, putting the bad guys in prison, got a scholarship to Stanford.' God- he wouldn't shut up about you. He's proud of you Sammy, you're his whole world. You didn't fail him."
Gabe and Sam maintained eye contact, Sam could feel Gabe leaning closer. His eyes drifted to Gabe's lips before he leaned down, pressing a soft kiss to his lips. Sam had never kissed another man before.
Sam pulled away, eyes wide with surprise. Gabe smiled. There was a sort of innocence about Sam's eyes, maybe it was his first time doing this sort of thing...with a guy.
Gabe grinned before leaning forward to whisper something in Sam's ear.
"Have you ever been with a man before?"
Sam shook his head, causing Gabe's grin to stretch from ear to ear.
"Do you want to see what it's like?"
Sam nodded, pressing another kiss to Gabe's lips, kissing him harder this time.
Gabe lay some cash on the table.
"Do you wanna come back to mine?"
Gabe asked, relieved as Sam simply smiled and brushed his hand against Gabe's. Gabe took it, interlocking their fingers before heading to his car.
Cas wrapped his arms around Dean's waist as he started to whisk the pancake batter. Dean jumped in surprise, causing batter to splatter all over himself. He gave Cas an adorable grumpy frown. Cas smirked before proceeding to unbutton Dean's shirt.
"Oops...your clothes are ruined...better get you out of these..."
Cas said whispered before nipping hungrily at Dean's neck. Dean sighed.
"We just spent the whole night having sex, and this morning in the shower."
Cas pulled away, he tilted his head slightly.
"Does that mean you don't want to do anything now?"
Dean grinned before pulling Cas closer for another kiss.
"I never said that..."
Dean said in his low, husky voice.
Cas smirked before leading Dean back to the bedroom. He hastily stripped Dean of the clothes he was wearing and lay him down on the bed. Cas removed his own clothes and was straddling Dean. He pressed a light kiss to Dean's lips while guiding his hands to the bedpost.
Dean licked his lips and gripped onto the bedpost.
"Keep your hands there..."
Cas groaned as left a trail of kisses down Dean's torso, stopping at his crotch. He grinned as he heard Dean's moans.
"Oh...god..."
Dean moaned as he felt Cas' mouth around his skin. Cas' tongue swirled and moved, almost expertly around Dean's body. Cas found a rhythm, moving faster and faster, causing Dean to get louder.
"Oh...god...god..."
Dean moaned, he arched his back and bucked his hips upwards, thrusting further into Cas' mouth. Cas placed his hands on Dean's hips, steadying him to the bed as he took in more of Dean's length, increasing speed as he did.
Dean bit his lip as he pulled away.
"Say my name..."
Cas growled. Dean licked his lips, and nodded, as Cas continued, taking in Dean's full length. Dean let out a series of almost intangible noises as he felt himself hit the back of Cas' throat.
"Ohh...ahhh...Cas..."
Dean moaned, his knuckles grew a paler shade of white as he gripped on the bedpost grew tighter.
"Don't stop...Cas...Don't stop...I'm so close..."
Dean could feel everything building, he knew he would-
Cas pulled away, smirking.
"Why did you stop?"
Dean asked, still holding the bedpost.
"I'm sorry- did you want me to continue?"
Dean's eyes widened.
"Uh..yeah- you can't just start a guy off and not finish, Cas."
"How much do you want me to continue?"
"More than anything..."
Dean half panted- he just wanted Cas to finish him off.
"Beg."
Cas growled.
Dean sighed.
"Please...I want you...I need you to finish..."
Cas grinned.
"What do you want?"
"You know what I want..."
"I need specifics."
Dean rolled his eyes- he was going to make him say it.
"I want your mouth...around...my cock..."
Cas groaned.
"You can do better than that..."
Cas left a trail of kisses down Dean's inner thigh, inching closer to his crotch, making Dean's erection throb harder.
"Fine...Fine...I want you to suck me off until I scream your name so loud I lose my voice!"
Cas' eyes widened at Dean's sudden outburst. He grinned before grabbing Dean's legs and wrapping them around his neck, nestling his head between Dean's legs.
"As you wish..."
Cas whispered before taking in Dean's full length, groaning as he did, he vibrations causing Dean to moan louder, writhing under the feel of Cas' tongue.
Dean felt everything build again.
"Cas...Cas...I'm close...I'm so close..."
"Cum for me..."
Cas continued, moving faster and faster. Dean moaned so loud he thought he might actually lose his voice.
Dean came with a final cry of
"OH...GOD...CAS!" Before lying back, panting as Cas continued to suck and swallow.
Cas placed a chaste kiss on Dean's lips before lying beside him. Dean turned around feeling Cas warm, safe arms wrapped around him in a comforting grip. Dean smiled to himself. He never thought he would enjoy being the little spoon so much. He pressed a soft kiss to Cas' hand, causing Cas to leave a trail of tender kisses down the nape of his neck.
"I love you."
Dean whispered, closing his eyes and relaxing into Cas' arms.
"I love you too."
Cas replied, squeezing Dean a little tighter in an attempt to tell him that he never wanted to let go, and that he never would.
The couple slept soundly in each other's arms, at peace for once, knowing that they were safe; knowing that they were happy.