A/N: Subs are people too, guys... How do you guys feel about the emotions in this story? They real enough for you? Getting any feels?
Sorry, I'm fishing for comments guys. It's just, I've been feeling kinda down lately and I don't want to lose muse. Comments inspire me to keep writing.
Also, new chapter of Daisy Chained is about half-way done.
Sam happily hummed as he stir-fried some vegetables on the stove for dinner. The kitchen smelled wonderful and soft instrumental music was playing. This was a nice end to a horrifically stressful day.
On the kitchen floor, under the table, was a large folded quilt. There were some large lounge pillows as well from the couches in Sam's den. Beside one of the pillows was the green dildo that Sam had bought for Gabriel.
The omega was actually curled up on his little blanket nest, relaxing. He was playfully pawing and batting at his new tail. It made his little clipped cock twitch because the plug would rub against his slick glands, stimulating them.
It was actually the jingle of his collar as he batted his tail that led Gabriel out of substate. His senses came back to him and he stopped playing. He simply half-sat there on his hip with his legs spread open so he could touch his tail.
He paused there, simply blinking at his beautiful tail. He hesitantly reached out, stroking the soft fur. The touch was both relaxing and made tears pool in his eyes. The animal tail was just another reminder that all he is now was an animal. An animal with no rights and was legal to fuck.
He sighed softly and slowly sat up. He ignored how sitting on his tail made it press painfully against his pussy. He had had worse pain down there before.
Like birth. That had been literal agony. Who would have guessed right? At least going to the bathroom was always the easiest during recovery the six weeks after littering. But Gabriel didn't really want to think about that now.
No, he wanted to think about his new life while he still had the chance. Having a sub state sucked. Gabriel hated it, he hated being a fucking whore! No, a slave. At least whores got paid!
He wanted to be himself again! But he didn't know who that was anymore. He wasn't Gabriel Novak anymore. He was just some slutty omega who took cock and pushed out litter after litter.
Gabriel didn't realize he was crying until he heard his own despairing sobs. His hands covered his face and he tried to hold back the tears but he couldn't. They just kept coming as he began to wail miserably.
The sound didn't mean anything to him at the time but he heard Sam hurriedly move the pan to the side of the grill and click off the stove. The risk of fire gone, the alpha rushed over to the omega and carefully knelt beside the table.
"Gabriel, Sweetie, what's wrong?" Sam called gently in worry, reaching out and stroking Gabriel's hair soothingly. He lovingly wrapped his arms around the trembling omega and pulled it against his chest. He made soothing shushing sounds as he petted Gabriel's hair and lovingly rocked the sub.
Who was this alpha that called his name and gave him tender touches? Gabriel didn't understand Sam at all. Why did Sam care that Gabriel was in despair? Why didn't he just force Gabriel's legs open and fuck his pussy until it bled from the abuse like all the other alphas did?
All alphas were the same. They thought with their knots and their wallets. This was all Gabriel could think as he slumped against his master's chest, still sobbing softly.
"Shh…. It's okay, Omega. I'm here." Sam cooed softly to Gabriel, kissing his hair. Gabriel hated himself for loving that voice. He shouldn't grow attached. It was just playing him. It would turn cruel and violent, they all did. Gabriel's back had the whipping scars to prove it.
But oh, how those warm lips felt against his skin as his alpha lovingly kissed his shoulders feel wonderous. Gabriel couldn't help the purr that escaped his throat as his master soothed him. He couldn't help turning his head and sniffing at his master's throat.
There was no scent gland there yet. No, it would take about two more days. But his master's true scent was there and it was so calming. The scent of old books mixed with the musk of full male. Oh, it was heaven.
"Good boy. Such a pretty boy." Sam's praise was starting to make Gabriel slick heavily. Gabriel hated the feeling of slick being trapped by a plug, it was disgusting. But, it was worth it to keep his alpha from yelling and beating him for slicking on the furniture.
Muscle memory and training kicked in, Gabriel raised his head. He tenderly licked at Sam's cheek, thanking the alpha for being kind. It was all that Gabriel could give in return because all his efforts to provide sexual release had been foiled.
Did he not arouse his master? No, that wasn't right. He had smelled arousal on his alpha before. Then why?
"Just relax, Gabriel." Sam soothed tenderly as he laid the omega down on the soft blanket and pillows, "Wait right here, Moon Sugar." With that, Sam got to his feet and hurried to the stove. This left Gabriel time to think.
Moon Sugar. It was a nickname, but not the type he was usually called. No, this one was a term of endearment. It showed kindness and affection. Something Gabriel was no longer used to. God, what did it all mean?!
While Gabriel struggled with the question of the universe, Sam was preparing food. He was horribly worried about his omega just sobbing out of the blue. Had he hurt or upset it somehow. He thought he had been treating it right. Had he been wrong?
Still, he hummed softly as he put the food together, hoping the sound would relax his omega. Sam made his humming a little louder as he grabbed Gabriel's bowl. He spooned some steamed rice into it then a serving of vegetables and some grilled pieces of chicken. He then poured a bit of warmed teriyaki sauce over it.
Just because Gabriel technically had to eat from a dog bowl didn't mean he had to eat dog food. It wasn't written as a rule in his booklet so Sam wasn't going to force that on Gabriel. He was still going to give Gabriel people food, because he was a person! Sam refused to see the truth of the so-called "sub-species" Cas had spoken of.
Frustrated by the memory of that, Sam had to clench his fist in anger. He reached for the jar of his own cum that he had collected before dinner. His hand hesitated before he touched it. This was so sick and wrong!
His eyes watered as he forced himself to grab it. He felt so dirty and disgusting as he poured it over Gabriel's meal. He could not wait to ween Gabriel off this stuff. He had never been so disgusted at cumming as he was now!
Sam sighed and picked up the dog bowl. He headed back to the table and placed the bowl on the floor before leaving to fetch himself a pillow. He was sure that Gabriel was trained not to eat without permission.
While he was gone, Gabriel slowly sat up and stared at the bowl in shock. The very sight of it startled him. He couldn't remember the last time he had been fed twice in one day. And it smelled so good! Was that teriyaki sauce.
This had to be a trick!
There was no way this was real. Not only was he being fed twice, but both meals weren't some disgusting congealed canned dog food. Or worse, kibble. Got, not that had been hell.
"You waited. Good boy!" Sam praised Gabriel as he returned. Gabriel flinched softly as Sam dropped a soft couch pillow on the floor next to the dog bowl. Gabriel watched in confusion as his master then sat down on the pillow.
"C'mon, Omega." The alpha cooed softly and gently patted his own leg to get the stunned omega's attention. Gabriel felt dazed but did as he was told, crawling to his master. He squeaked again as he was lifted onto Sam's lap, "Good boy."
Gabriel could only wait there limply as he slumped in his master's lap. He didn't understand what was going on. So, he simply let the alpha be in charge.
He was given a sweet kiss to the cheek that made him flush. Then he watched in awe as his alpha scooped some of the food into his fingers and offered it to Gabriel. Just like what had happened at Gabriel's breakfast.
Scared to pass up a second meal, especially of one he hadn't tasted in twenty years, Gabriel quickly ate from his master's hand. The taste of the perfectly cooked meal made him moan as his eyes rolled back and closed. He was in bliss; this meal was paradise.
"O-oh god, S-sams-shine. T-that tastes f-fucking amaz-zing!" The words were moaned from the omega as he swallowed down his food. His voice was so weak from disuse but his pleasure was easily heard. Until the terror struck.
Gabriel's eyes snapped open wide in horror as he slapped a hand over his mouth. He stared at Sam, terror-stricken. He hadn't meant to speak. The words had just slipped out!
He desperately tried to scrabble away. He needed to move away before the beatings started. But he couldn't get away, the alpha was clinging to him. This was it. This was when his alpha would finally show his true colors!
"You spoke!" Sam practically squealed in excitement. The sound left Gabriel stunned. He had honestly never heard such a noise from an alpha before.
"You can speak, I'm so happy!" Sam cheered, nuzzling and cuddling Gabriel close. The omega was so lost right now, "Twice in one day! This is so much more that I had hoped for! Such a good boy!"
Sam just kept praising and petting Gabriel for speaking. This was going to take some time for Gabriel to process. Because this was too confusing.
He didn't understand what the fuck was going on!
~*~z~*~
Dean groaned loudly, hand pressed to his heavily swollen belly, as he stood up. He gasped softly and walked towards the bedroom. He was worried about his husband. He could hear the older man crying.
"Cas, Babe, you okay?" He asked cautiously as he slumped against the doorframe tiredly. He frowned as he spotted Castiel sitting on the bed. The dom was clutching a ratty green jacket and sobbing over it.
"I-I miss him so much, D-dean!" Cas wailed softly, hiding his face in his brother's utility jacket. He clung to the old material, drawing comfort from it. Their brother Balthazar had given it to Gabriel for his birthday. Gabriel had instantly adored it and wore it everywhere. So, why hadn't Gabriel taken it when he had run away?
Seeing Cas like this broke Dean's heart. He sighed sadly and hobbled tiredly to the bed, plopping down heavily beside Cas. He pulled his husband into a tender hug.
"I know, Babe, I know." Dean whispered sadly as he held his husband. He lovingly rubbed the dom's back, soothing him. He wished that he could do more to sooth Cas. But no one in the Novak family had ever heard from Gabriel again after he had run away.
There was nothing Dean could do to ease his lover's pain beside simply hold him through the pain.
~*~Chapter End~*~