I called the number, He wasn't able to talk from what it sounded like they were moving a body. I was only sad for a moment as I knew he'd rather talk to me than anything. I took a nap and got an Idea in my sleep for a painting that often happens. My inspiration had been my beautiful Ludwig, in the middle of my art work, he was atop his bike, which I blurred with black lines so it looked like it was speeding away. You couldn't tell it was him. I surrounded that image with fuzzy scenes from our lovemaking. Things like hips lips touching my hair and my lips plump, wet and quirked in a sexy smile and our fingers entangled. I stepped back and examined my picture while I ate dinner. I ended up turning it toward the wall.
I laid down in bed my brain already beginning to doze. I heard a strange noise from the asphalt. I ignored it and rolled over burying my face in my pillow. The noise drifted to my window four times before I went outside the cold cement freezing my toes. Whatever it was, I couldn't sleep through it. I reached the balcony and looked over at the cold desolate street my eyes fell on the offender. My amazing German decorated the parking lot. He must have been honking his bike's horn and it sounded like a donkey. He had a helmet under his arm. I took his silent invitation to go with him wherever he planned to go. I turned and obtained a pair of jeans, shoes, and a jacket. I trotted outside and down the stairs. I snatched the helmet from his hands and hopped on behind him.
As we drove, I noticed that my hands weren't clasped tightly around him, instead they rested at his waist, (his gorgeous waist I might add.) I admired for a moment, the ease, he drove his vehicle with, his muscular arms that pushed gracefully on the leather jacket he had on. His arms could look big and scary, but I remembered that they had only ever held me in tenderness. I wondered in the back of my mind, why me, why had he approached me the wimpy looking boy in the corner who had no intention of drinking? Why had someone as smart and godly as Ludwig decided to bother themselves with someone as dinky and slow as myself?
Not that I could regret it in the slightest! Who could regret, finding their love? Especially a love who was so kind, smart and of course dead sexy and an amazing lover. I looked up at the strong curve of his neck and then I looked at the world we drove past, I felt the sudden urge to flip them all off. We, on the bike had special privileges. We could speed far ahead of any pedestrian, and where cars would be stuck in traffic we could slip in between them and come out on top.
I began to recognize where we were going, I don't know where I thought he was going to take me. I was somewhat excited to see his house when it wasn't trashed by a party and if at all possible, not inhabited by anyone but the two of us. We came to a stop in front of the house. He jumped off inhumanly fast and I was yanked off soon after. He marched inside very purposefully and I bumbled along behind him. He charged inside, rid himself of the helmet on his head and ignored the barks of the dogs that crowded around him. I pulled the helmet off my head as well.
He pinned me to the wall with a passionate kiss and a leg between mine. The passion of his kiss literally took the air from my lungs. I ran my fingers through his hair, I knew where this was going and I liked it. His larger hands slid down my back, to my butt and squeezed gently through my jeans. I heard the odd pop as we separated from our kiss. His breath was hot and heavy against my neck. "Too long," he sighed against my collar his hands massaging my ass.
"I know," I was able to breathe before his mouth clamped mine shut. My head was spinning, I'd wanted this all day. When he separated to give me a chance to breathe I was able to moan, "Bed" he seemed to wholeheartedly agree and picked me up so my legs wrapped around his midsection. He still fascinated his amazing mouth with my neck, I was pretty sure I'd have a hickey but who cares!
When he dropped me into the bed with a heavy thump, I sighed and he straddled me, his knees pressing into the mattress on either side of my hips. His fingers began fumbling with the zipper on my jacket. As I shoved his heavy leather jacket off his shoulders. His fingers tangled themselves in my hair as he pulled back a few inches to admire me.
"Gott, Feli, do you know how beautiful you are?" he whispered in my face. "Especially when your cheeks are red and you are panting." I looked into his light blue eyes and was able to see my reflection in them, I couldn't see what he was talking about for I was far from gorgeous. Our mouths met again. I wanted Ludwig, on more than a sexual level, because his being inhumanly sexy was just a bonus. He told me I was good and smart and beautiful, when he didn't know me all too well. He was supportive and comforting. I felt like I needed that, I'd always felt puny and less-than-amazing but he insisted otherwise, and I knew he would protect me if I got in trouble. Those features, more than anything, were what attracted me to him. His huge hands had found their way somehow, into my jeans, and my thoughts were becoming a dizzying swirl.
I was able to hear the dogs bark a greeting to someone coming inside. Then the mystery person, Gilbert, I assumed. Shouted, "Hey, you idiots shut up!" A crash then, "AOW! Scheiße!" Ludwig had frozen and now he pressed his forehead into my shoulder with a long sigh. He pulled away from me and brought himself to his feet. I looked at him, shirtless, with a partially undone belt and his hands on his hips. It was easy to see that he was unhappy. I struggled to bring myself into a sitting up position. "WEST!"
Ludwig looked thoughtfully around the room, "can you do me a favor?" I nodded, my heart was beating at the prospect of being caught. I was also quite upset that we had been interrupted. "Hide."
My head cocked to the side and I thought where? I glanced around the room then began to skip to my hiding spot. He kissed my head as I past him, I had some childish glee at the idea of hiding from Gilbert and possibly getting found. Within seconds Gilbert barged in the room in his hand he held my helmet, "West, your dogs and your stupid fucking helmet tripped me. Ludwig I swear you aren't five! Pick up after yourself, Godammit!" he threw the helmet down. "And why the hell are you shirtless?"
Ludwig let out a long breath, before saying, "I only have three of the dogs, the other half are yours. I lost track of how many times your cat pissed in my shoes. My room is constantly inhabitable whereas, I can't even open the door to your room some days. And if it is absolutely critical you know why I am without a shirt, I was changing." I was only able to see from the little crack I'd left. And Gilbert's face wasn't in that vision, but I knew his face would look quite beaten. "Now, if you don't mind, I don't need your help to change, Bruder, I'm not five." I almost wanted to shout Oh Burn! Instead I stifled my giggle behind my hands. Gilbert turned and began his defeated trek out of the room. Once I heard the door shut I clamored out of the closet. Ludwig was locking the door I came up behind him and wrapped my thin arms around his bare waist.
"Leave it unlocked… it would make it more fun if we got caught." I smiled against his shoulder blades, my hands were gliding across his stomach and lower, his breath caught and I saw him turn the door unlocked. I beamed and he turned and I hopped away to the bed, landing on it with a fump and a creak. I watched his beautiful form shyly crawl onto the bed. He went for my body pulling my shirt above my stomach and kissing it my shirt was drawn over my head. After a moment of undeserved admiration, he kissed my pounding heart. I wanted it to be still, I shouldn't be breathing so hard, it wasn't the first time.
I melted as he kissed my neck, his hands undoing my pants. He pressed me back into the bed then he pulled my loose pants to the floor, followed by my shorts, I was nervous, I felt horribly puny and girly. His fringe had fallen in his face and I thought it a nice look. He gently kissed my knee, then dragged his lips down my thigh before tenderly proclaiming it was soft against my skin. He kissed the tip of my quivering erection. His hands ran up and down my thighs to my butt massaging it as he brought his lips around it. And began his slow, sexy sucking. I was a complete mess my head tipped back and my voice wanting to scream I shoved my arm in my panting mouth to muffle my ecstasy. I was able to whisper, "Ludwig, Ludwig, ohh… Ludwig…" he backed off, then stalking me like a tiger, crawled to my neck and bit it gently. His hand snaked between my thighs and he stroked gently.
It was now that I realized I'd done nothing for him. I pushed on his shoulder as a signal for him to get up. Once he sat back and looked at me I kissed his nose then brought myself to his belt which I made quick work of then began what I considered really very bad sucking, but if his sighs and quivering thighs were any indication, he felt differently. I was able to feel his fingers in my auburn mop. I separated myself from his member a thin, glimmering string of saliva tying me to it.
"Gorgeous, gorgeous Feli." He grunted, kissing my flushed red lips and maneuvered so he was between my legs. His stiff member pressed on my still slightly sore entry. But his hands and lips, not only touching, but worshipping my body even though I didn't deserve any of it. He whispered that I was gorgeous or beautiful, or amazing. I couldn't handle his praise and my body shook with my amazing orgasm. Mine led to his and afterwards we lay, a muddle breathing heavily and holding each other close.
It was my turn to confess the love that we were both so sure of. "Ludwig?" he sighed softly in response. "I love you," his sky eyes pierced mine. "I love you because, you think I'm amazing when I'm far from it. I love how you love me in the best ways. I don't know where you get this silly idea that I'm incredible, but" I stopped noticing that he was blurry in my teary vision, great now I was crying like a little baby! "It's still nice to hear." I choked out, before I sobbed into my hands.
He brought me to his chest crooning a quiet hush. "And I love how you comfort me when I cry for no good reason!" his arms were warm and his chest was home I sniffled for a moment and soon I had stopped crying. His hand pet my head gently. His lips touched my forehead. He rolled off the bed and locked the door. I reached for his chest as we continued to lie there softly murmuring things we admired in the other. I was positively happy, my brother understood, I felt horribly naughty, and I think we both liked it. "Ludwig, why did you want me to hide from your brother?" I asked as I only just noticed that I wasn't clear on why I'd hidden, he squeezed his arms around me and I felt his lips brush my forehead as he whispered.
"I don't know, I thought it would be fun I guess" He wasn't a good liar, I was exceedingly curious now, even though I'm sure he hoped I'd let it go, I pressed.
"But I didn't hide you from my brother, were you afraid he wouldn't like me?" I asked tipping my head up to meet his gaze.
An uncharacteristic giggle escaped his lips and he said, "Not that he wouldn't like you, just that he wouldn't like what we were doing when he walked in, I'm sure he doesn't care one way or the other." This news didn't comfort me, I'd never liked Gilbert all that much anyway but I could probably hate him if he did anything to my Ludwig.
Anything included hating him for loving me. "So, you aren't gonna tell him?" I asked pitifully. I wondered, if that could possibly work, from what I'd observed, Gilbert and Toni were best friends so he couldn't hate gays. Gilbert would probably find out by Toni if Ludwig and I tried to hide it.
"I will but just when he'll actually listen." He sighed, I brought my face to him and kissed his chiseled nose. Who cared? I wondered, whether Gilbert liked it or not, Ludwig loved me and I didn't think that was going to change.
So, Hi I thought about having Gilbert come in and like hit on Feli, but I decided against it. And left it at that. What do you want to see next? I'm busy doing other stuff and the like but if anyone wants to see something I'll be happy to write it up.