Author's note: this is something that has been in my head, what better way to ease in then by doing a revenge ish song x D don't be fooled I love Eclare but I was inspired. Enjoy!

I stood in front of the closed curtain eyes closed, heart thumping wildly I took deep steady breathes and tried telling myself that I had to do this. I was ready, after weeks of shutting myself out of the world and writing down my feelings I felt that I made a break thru. I was no longer the shy quiet girl they knew-he knew.

As my thoughts were swarming all round me the black velvet curtain began to rise, and the loud voice soon began to mum and shifted to curious whispers. I took one last breathe and opened my eyes as the intro of my song began to fill into the café- a small smile appeared in my pink lips as I grip the mic and opened my mouth…

Head under water and they tell meTo breathe easy for awhileThe breathing gets harder, even I know that

I began to move a little at this point I added a side to side movement, I had to move a tad before I was frozen in place.

Made room for me, it's too soon to seeIf I'm happy in your handsI'm unusually hard to hold on to

I took a second to look out my audience to see some of them shock to see me up here I mentally smiled at them. They are in for a treat I was no longer saint Clare, I spotted alli in the 3rd row giving me a encouraging smile and both hands up giving thumbs up. I winked and continued to plow out the verse. I failed to noticed the café front door open, the bell chiming signaling someone entered…

Blank stares at blank pagesNo easy way to say thisYou mean wellBut you make this hard on me

More hip movement, I was now not shy. As I felt the chorus come up, I smiled. A started shaking my left hand out, extending my index finger as I moved .I'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you ask for it'Cause you need one, you seeI'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

At this the crowd began to cheer, I flashed them a smile as I kept moving, this time courage picked up as I slowly rose from the chair and started ascending the steps that lead to the stage as I came closer to the audience.

If you're on your way

I smiled as the audience was moving to the beat of the song, I began to tap my foot on the floor as the audience rose from their seats. I was into it also until I saw the piercing green eyes that haunted my dreams. Right at the entrance stood my ex boyfriend, Eli or how I liked to address him Elijah Goldsworthy.

I'm not gonna write you to stayAll you have is leavingI'm gon' need a better reasonTo write you a love song today, today

instead of feeling small insignificant as I thought I was to feel once we were to cross paths I became enraged at him. There was a burning sensation inside my chest that I never knew what it was, but I know it was directed towards him. for everything he put me thru those pass few months.

I learned the hard way that they all sayThings you wanna hearMy heavy heart sinks deep down under

I met his gaze, forest green clashed with icy blue as the memories of the pass months became tumbling inside me at full force. The audience soon forgotten.

You and your twisted wordsYour help just hurts

I stood but a feet away from him, but I dared not to break off the silent face off and threat that I was sending with my hallow eyes and voice.

You are not what I thought you were

He stood there for a second, Adam began to tug at his long sleeved shirt, telling him it was time for them to leave but he stood his ground for a second later but his gaze went to the floor. I inwardly smirked and began to strut back to the stage, the smirk never leaving my face. I extended my left hand and waved goodbye to the crowd but they all knew it was meant to follow him.

Hello to high and dry

As I became close to the stage I changed my direction and jumped on one of the tables. I extended my arms towards the people in front of me. As if I was to hug all of them but I reached nothing but the chilly air that was being radiated by me.

Convinced me to please you

I slinked to the table as to add dramatic effect to the part of the song, my hair fell in front of my face. The audience gasped as the scene took place

Made me think that I need this too

I quickly shot upward as the next line was to be singed. The audience began to roar at me, but I only pressed my hands together and rose them above my head.

I'm trying to let you hear me as I amI'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you ask for it'Cause you need one, you seeI'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking thisIf you're on your way

I stood up and jumped off the table, my gaze shifted back to Elijah who stood there to a rather shock Adam. Adam slowly side ways stared at Elijah with a eyebrow roused. Elijah just looked at me. His face blank of giving me any hint of emotion.

I'm not gonna write you to stayIf all you have is leavingI'ma need a better reasonTo write you a love song todayPromise me you'll leave the light onTo help me see daylight, my guide, gone'Cause I believe there's a wayYou can love me because I sayI won't write you a love song'Cause you ask for it'Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this

I turned my gaze to the audience who were now standing up, the girls mouthing the chorus. The guys whistling and cheering at me.

Is that why you wanted a love song?'Cause you asked for it'Cause you need one, you seeI'm not gonna write you a love song'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking thisIf you're on your way

Elijah finally had enough as he shook his head and harshly pushed the café's front door opened. Adam gave me a weak smile and follow pursuit after him

I'm not gonna write you to stayIf your heart is nowhere in itI don't want it for a minute

Elijah passed right by the glass window not sparing me a second or final glance back, and my heart began to hurt a little as I blinked back a ninja tear that failed to obey me.

Babe, I'll walk the seven seasWhen I believe that there's a reasonTo write you a love song today, today

Song: love song

Artist: sara bareilles

Author's note: it is completed! Lol you can make what you want of the ending I wanted it to end like this. So yup sorry if I made Clare a b- but I thought it did her justice? Anyways enjoy! Any request will be APPRECIATED! I got a new ipod xD