I know that this has been like freakin' years, but I want to get back into finishing all of my stories, so here we go! The next chapter. And yes, my writing has much improved so you will definitely see major differences!

When did Edd start acquiring these feelings? The perpetrator never gave him any reason for Edd to like him, so why did he have such passion towards the enemy? Edd clenched his thighs together as hard as they could go restraining himself from deepening his emotions any further. He stared down from the bleachers while the sun beat down on his forehead while beads of sweat formed and fell.

Edd clenched his fists tightly holding in his erratic breathing. Just watching Kevin's sweaty and muscled form on the field had him trembling and gasping for air. Just how long had it been since he felt such immense pleasure from just looking at another male. And not just any male, but Kevin. He gulped trying to tear his gaze away, but his eyes would not budge. He finally blinked letting his body squirm lightly. He knew he wasn't close enough for anyone to take notice to his unnatural behavior, but he felt like Kevin kept gazing back up at him.

Kevin's expression alone sent spasms running down Edd's back, and he wanted to just lift up and run away from the situation, but he promised Ed he would be here to watch him practice. That's right, Ed was the only reason that Edd was there so he ripped his eyesight from the muscled boy and blinked at Ed's own place on the field. He immediately started to calm down and smiled softly at how determined Ed looked. Edd knew that he wasn't really intrigued with Football as much as Ed was, but he would definitely be there to support his best friend through anything he wanted to do.

He wiped beads of sweat forming on his face before realizing how it must feel for Ed. He quickly stood up and started stepping down to the drink machine. He put in a dollar as a bottle of water fell down for him to pick up. Edd heard whistling coming from behind him, and he smirked gently at his timing before jogging onto the field to Ed.

"Ed," He waved towards him and the big guy turned to look at him with a triumphant smile playing his lips.

"D-D," He spoke up as Edd closed the distance before holding the water out for Ed.

"Here, drink this," He closed his eyes and gave a wide grin, "You need to keep yourself hydrated."

When he opened his eyes back up, he saw a rose-colored cheeks on his friend, "T-Thanks D-D."

Ed took the bottle and twisted the cap before bringing it up to his cheeks guzzling down the contents. A deathly aura filled the air near them and Edd did a quick scan before landing on bright orange hair. He immediately tore his gaze away not wanting his body to react on its own again. Ed finally broke away from the drink holding it out for Edd.

"You also need to stay hydrated," Edd took the bottle without hesitating bringing the bottle to his lips.

Before it could make it, though, it was thrown out of his hands and into the mouth of someone else. He turned to the perpetrator gasping at how close Kevin was to him, "H-Hey, that was mine."

Edd stuttered his words, but he really couldn't do anything against Kevin. As he finished the bottle off, Kevin finally put his head back down letting a small smile play at his lips, "Oh, I'm sorry. Did I drink all of it?"

He threw it over to the side and it actually landed in the garbage can. Edd gulped at how cool it was, but also cursed himself mentally for thinking about it. While in his thoughts, Ed pulled him into his body and towered over him. He peered up into his friend's eyes tilting his head slightly. He was confused about this situation.

"Don't worry D-D," Ed paused glaring at Kevin intently, "I'll buy you a new one."

Kevin scoffed throwing his hands in the air before crossing them over his chest, "Nah, I'll buy you one, dork."

Edd blinked confused even more. He heard Ed's teeth grinding together intensely above him, but that isn't what happened him questioning things. He felt as though he was being fought over like a toy. He mentally slapped himself at the stupid thought knowing that there was no way that Kevin would "fight" for him much less over him.

Blinking more, he spoke up, "It's fine. I can buy a new one."

Both of the boys narrowed their eyes before dashing off towards the drink machine. Edd just stared incredulously as both of them made it to the machine at the same time before starting to bicker and quarrel over who was going to use it first. Everything was going fine before Kevin threw a punch across Ed's cheek making him stumble back a bit.

"Hey," Edd finally snapped out of his confused daze before running over.

While jotting over, Ed had recovered thrusting his own punch. People started to gather around or stare from afar, and Edd made it to the both of them while they were jumping each other's throats, "Hey, Hey, Hey! Stop it!"

He pressed in-between the two trying to push them away, but he was far too weak to even stand a chance at even budging one of them, "D-D, get behind me," Ed grabbed onto his hand pulling Edd towards him.

Just when he thought things were going to escalate further, Kevin clasped onto his hand as well, "Hell, nah, he comes with me!"

They both tugged on him, and his mind was spinning in circles drawing a blank. What in the world was going on?

"S-Stop it," Edd tried speaking up but his voice was hoarse.

Finally, he drew the courage throwing both of their hands off of his own, "Stop it! I don't want you guys fighting over whatever the hell you're fighting over! I just came to see my friend practice, but all of this is just too much for me!"

Edd's hair shook into his face and tears threatened to escape his eyes, but he couldn't look so weak in front of everybody so he did the best thing, He ran away from the situation all together. He ran as fast as he could if not the fastest he's ever run. In the beginning, he heard distant pleas for him to come back, but he just couldn't think straight. All he wanted was to go home into his mother and father's loving arms, but they wouldn't be home for at least another month. He had all this time to be alone. He loved it but he hated it. If he was with friends, they would bother him constantly and get on his nerves, but if he was alone, he would be bombarded with incessant and unnecessary thoughts. He never had a win-win situation and probably never would.

The door slammed shut behind him as he buckled over and fell onto his knees on the floor. He gasped and wheezed for air knowing that he needed to get some water in his system, but his tears finally set free dropping down his face and onto the wooden floor. Being a teenager was tough, but this was the first time he had such conflicted feelings. He wanted to know what happened, but he didn't want to know right now. He couldn't know right now because he was already at his breaking point. What was the point of being a genius if everything else around was falling apart?

Finally, he stood up going to the fridge grabbing a bottle of water. He thrust it into his mouth gulping it down as fast as he could while some of it dribbled down his neck and onto his shirt dampening the hem. Wiping away the tears, he depressingly made his way up the stairs to his room. He ruffled through his messy hair and peered over at the bathroom door.

"Maybe later," He spoke to himself softly before sliding into his bedroom.

His Rocket Alarm Clock stared him in the face. He always worked best under pressure and maybe, just maybe he could finally figure out what made it tick wrong. He slumped down in his chair clearing off his work desk putting the Rocket in the middle. He started working on it with all of his undivided attention.

Edd jerked slightly wincing at the pain. He had accidentally cut himself while throwing the last piece back on. He quickly fumbled through the drawer on his right grabbing the peroxide and a band-aide working his magic to get it fixed. He ruffled through his oily hair once more when his work was finished thinking maybe it was time to finally take a bath even if he had no more energy left in him.

Sliding all of the items out of his pocket, he put his phone on charge before sliding out of his clothing dropping it into the laundry basket. He walked to the bathroom flicking the light on. He turned the knob on for the bath starting to let it fill up. He grabbed a towel tossing it onto the rack and began to get ready for when he got out placing his skin, teeth, and hair products all in line for him to use after the bath.

He took a good look at himself in the mirror gliding his hands over his body gently. He was so skinny and pale. His body appeared fragile and weak. His dark circles and wild hair bore an ugly eye sight before he finally tore his gaze away climbing into the warm bath. He turned the water off making sure there were a plethora of bubbles surrounding him. The sweet aroma of lavender filled his nostrils as he laid back enjoying the calm, relaxing state.

It was short-lived, though, as he closed his eyes remembering what he saw from the bleachers. Kevin's muscles rippled as they exercised on the field. His arms bulged and turned swiftly. His legs strained and bent beautifully. Even up close, the sweat dripping down his body and musk smell was engraved into Edd's mind. He felt heat rising in the room as he thought about all of this. He was a growing teen, and he knew that this was normal, but what wasn't normal was that he didn't at all feel this way about anyone else. Not for girls and not even guys. He was a sorry broken excuse for a male. His eyes bore open as he blinked peering at the tip poking through the water.

Edd gulped knowing exactly what it was and the only safe way for it to go away was for him to find release. Each and every time he did this, he felt grossed out and repulsed of himself for even doing it. With all that being said, he still placed his hand around the shaft gasping at how attentive and alert it was. He stroked upwards feeling light tingles slide through his body. The head appeared and then re-appeared onto the surface with each stroke. He bit his lower lip stifling an unwanted moan. He threw his head back imagining himself thrusting into a hot, wet mouth. Edd's lips finally parted, and let out a small groan of pleasure while bucking his hips up letting the cool air play at his cock before the length went back under the bubbly water. The tub shook while the water slammed into the siding sending ripples back into his body.

His hand roamed down to his balls grasping onto them gently while his other slid up his wet body before giving small flicks to his pink buds. Another moan left his mouth, as he thought more about what that warm, wet tongue could do to him slipping around his cock playfully and prodding against his urethra. While thinking about this, he clenched his teeth feeling a surge from the pit of stomach surface to the tip of his penis as he let out an unimaginable moan while his head dipped back against the bathroom siding. He gulped before opening his eyes watching as his seed slipped down his soaked cock.

"God, I'm awful," He breathed out before starting the rest of his routine in complete and utter silence.

"Tomorrow," He peered over at his laptop, "I'll definitely look at the site tomorrow."

Edd spoke that as he climbed himself into bed exhausted from all the events from earlier.

Boom. There's this chapter. Be awaiting the next!