A/N hey! Thanks for the reviews guys wow! You really are great you're making me have a good weekend. So I woke and before I fell asleep I had 35 reviews now it's51! :D *happy dancing* Here are the links of the songs that Rose and Dimitri will sing. Please review! Enjoy chapter 6! ***I DON'T OWN VA***
P.S I'm sorry about this late update. I'll try to get another up by the end of the weekend.
.com/watch?v=tT7lQp-ZnBg&feature=related : Dimitri
Goal: 65
Chapter 6: Dimitri sings.
RPOV:
Once his lips met mine I felt like I was on fire. That electricity current that I've always dreamed of when I had found "the One" spread through every inch of my body. My body responded to the kiss without even me knowing it. My hands went around his neck and into his hair pulling him even closer, which made him moan. And that got me even more into the kiss. I got and wrapped my legs around his waist. His lips were so soft and so…delicious. I moaned at the sweet taste. I wanted more and more. Then I felt being lifted up and on my bed. Dimitri laid me on my back, then put his hands on my body and UGH it felt so good! I never experience this before. Not even with Adrian. He made me feel so much more alive than Adrian. He started rubbing my thighs with his huge muscular hands…and boy did that feel like heaven.
"Roza…" he whispered like a prayer. And I love it. Every single bit of this. I never wanted this to end. Never. That's when our make out got even more intense. His tongue gently touched my bottom lip asking for entrance, which I gave in no time. Our tongues battled and his mouth was so warm. The current went to an all-out frenzy. When I pulled away to breathe, his lips never left my body. He went for my neck. Sucking and kissing. I moan so loud and whispered "Dimitri…" my hands let loose of his pony tail that he had on, which let his long shoulder length gorgeous and soft hair down. They pulled him even closer. My body burned everywhere that his body touched. Things were getting even hotter till,
A knock came on the door. More like bang.
"ROSE! OPEN THIS DOOR NOW! WE"VE BEEN CALLING YOU FOR TEN MINUTES NOW!" Dimitri jumped away from me and sat on the bed. He then tried to fix his hair that my hands messed up. "I'm sorry Roza….I didn't mean-"
"Don't Dimitri…it my fault too…" then I went into the bathroom and closed the door. What. The. Fuck. Just. Happened?
Stupid! That shouldn't have happened! I mean you just FUCKING broke up with Adrian and now you're making out with your best friend? Oh god what am I going to do? I know that I love Dimitri but I know I'm not in love with him. I felt tears going down my cheeks. I'm so fucked up. I probably just fucked up the only good thing left in my life….
"Roza? Rose? Please it wasn't your fault. It was mine and mine alone. I'm the one who fucked up. I shouldn't have kissed you like that. I'm so, so sorry. Please just unlock the door and let's talk. Please!"
"NO! It was MY fault… I always fuck up EVERYTHING! Dimitri I'm so sorry but just go downstairs….let me have some space and I'll see you in the dining room." I said while tears fell down and on the floor.
"Roza….." he whispered. "It was MY fault. I'm the one who kissed you. Even though I loved EVERY bit of it I'm so sorry I hurt you. Roza…." He took a deep breath. "I love you. I'll be waiting down stairs…." Then I heard the door open then close. "I love you, I love you…" the words kept repeating in my head. In truth I always thought I'd one day let Dimitri have a chance but he was the best part of my life and I'm so afraid I'm going to lose him because of my Fucked up life. Just then I felt the presence of someone. I turned around and opened the door. There stood Yeva. Her face showed nothing of interest expects a hint of sadness. "Child it's time to go downstairs and eat." Then she turned around and left. But before she really did leave she said, "Remember my words." then disappeared down the stairs.
Listen to your heart and you'll find the answers that you seek. But don't let fear stop you from doing what your heart wants. It will all come in due time.
She's right. I can't be a coward. But I don't know if I'm making the right choice. He said he loves me but I do love him? Ugh I'll think about this later when I'm not hungry. So I looked at the mirror and was horrified at what I was seeing. My makeup was everywhere and my eyes looked not that red but still red. If that make sense. I washed my entire make up off, fixed my hair, and tried to look presentable. When finished I was happy with the results. It looked like nothing happened. Thank god. Then I went downstairs.
After dinner.
Everyone is at the living room mingling. I was listening to lissa talk about how weird Christian was acting. She said the, I quote "I bet he is going to pop the question! I can feel it!" and blah, blah, blah. I wasn't really paying attention. My mind kept going back on the kiss and how incredibly good it felt. How his hand toke hold of my body and-
"Rose!" I snapped back into reality and saw that lissa was shaking me.
"I'm sorry what?" lissa just shook her head and said, "Dimitri is going to say something listen." I then put my attention to Dimitri. I saw that there were a few tiny hairs loose but I think I'm the only one who noticed. Everyone else was smiling and waiting for him to speak.
"First of all," he began. "I want to thank everybody in this room for everything that they'd done for me and for staying together against all odd. Janine was like my mother besides my own mom. I have grown up with her and my mom and I love them both dearly. I knew things would change after Janine's death but I always thought of more extreme things. So it was a relief for me the ways things have turned out. I will always remember Janine. And I'll remember her through Rose. Roza you remind me of your mom so much. I know you too were very close and I know you'll make her very proud. You're strong and independent. And very, very brave. I know you will have an amazing life ahead and I hope to be next to you every step of the way. I made a song for you and if it's alright I'd like to play it." He said. I was frozen. I couldn't move. He just knew I wouldn't resist saying yes. I love listening to him play music. But what shocked me was that he'd write one for me.
"Go-go ahead." I manage to get out. He nodded and went to the piano.
"Christian" he said. I looked to where Christian was and saw that he was taking out a guitar. He started to tune it then he gave Dimitri a thumb's up. Dimitri gracefully sat down and put his hands on the keys.
That's when I heard beautiful music come out.
Secondhand Serenade - Stranger Lyrics Artist: Secondhand Serenade
(A/N I don't own this song.)
{Piano starts}
"Turn around,
Turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection"
Oh my….Dimitri….
"I can't speak, I can't make a sound
To somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection"
Does he really think that? I'm not perfect…
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
He thinks I'm beautiful?
Christian joins in.
"You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight"
They are…
"I'm broken, abandoned, you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight"
Dimitri….. I wish I can give you what you want but I'm broken too.
"I'm confident, but I can't pretend
I wasn't terrified to meet you
I knew you could see right through me"
That's true from day one I always knew what he was thinking just like he knows mine.
"I saw my life flash right before my very eyes
And I knew just what we'd turn into
I was hoping that you could see"
What did he see? Me and him together?
Take a look at me so you can see
What do you want me to see? That you love me? That I might just love you back? Or that I'm afraid and you know it?
"You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broken, abandoned, you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
You are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight"
You dream of me?
"Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
Take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are
Your beauty seems so far away
I'd have to write a thousand songs
To make you comprehend how beautiful you are"
He'd really do that?
"I know that I can't make you stay
But I would give my final breath
To make you understand how beautiful you are
Understand how beautiful you are"
Oh Dimitri…..
"You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broken, abandoned, you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight
You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
You call me a stranger"
(End)
Everyone started clapping and cheering while I sat there dumbfolded. I was so lost that I didn't see Dimitri stand in front of me.
"Roza, I know that you're confused….and angry of what happened before. But I love you and I don't want to lose you. I meant every word in that song. Please give me chance and ill prove to you that I'm the one you've been looking for all these years. I'll make understand what true love is and ill protect you in every way possible." He said while on one knee and with pleading eyes. It was like he was proposing but he was asking me for my hand. Not in marriage, but in a chance. He wanted to prove that he was the one I was looking for. I didn't know what made me say yes but I thank my stars for not allowing me to say no.
"Yes." I said. Then I jumped up and hugged him. "But if you do something wrong I'll make sure you never have children again." I threatened when I pulled away.
"Never" he whispered and then he did something I didn't think he'd do in front of everyone. He kissed me. Not a feisty, hot make out but a slow loving kiss. Again that current appeared and gave me a shock all around my body. Not a bad one but a good one. It felt nice. I barely noticed everyone clapping but once we pulled away we were pounced by hugs from every female in this room.