Yeah I know its been a while and at first I really didn't want to write another chapter but all the alerts and reviews convinced me. I hope you like this chapter. The chapter includes Puck and Sam's friendship. Oh, and by the way Rachel doesn't know what Puck told her because she was knocked out :( Here goes.


Within a few weeks Rachel was better and was out of the hospital within a flash. She had a cast on her hand which got everyone talking about what happened and if she was okay. Puck was happy that she was better and secretly prayed and wished she had heard what he said to her at the hospital. A few weeks later Puck's heart broke. There he saw the girl of his dreams hand in hand with him, that douchbag Finn. He stood by his locker and faced the other way to avoid any contact with the happy couple. Hot tears fell from his face but he had to suck it in quick before anyone saw because he was a badass and badasses don't cry.

He tried so hard to convince himself that maybe Rachel was it for him, but he was just kidding himself. She was perfect in every single way. He would just spend days just looking at her picture and the texts that they had sent when they were together for that week. Some off the days Sam used to come over and tell him he had to get over it and live a little. But he would always reply saying why should I life if she's not here, here in my life. Life was becoming miserable for him and he just hated that douchbag Finn so much.

He always got everything Puck wanted, first it was being quarter back, then Quinn and now Rachel. School started to go slow and Glee club went slower. Everyday Finn and Rachel did a duet and all he could every do was watch, watch in pain. And that's what led him to stealing the ATM. It really sucked but at least he was way from her. Everyday he would think about how life would have been if she was with him and every time it hurt more and more. After he was out, he had it set that , no more Rachel for the rest of the year, but he broke that promise after he had saw her.

Sam kept asking where Puck was that afternoon. when he got to his locker he found a note that said:

I could not do it.

I love her to much that it hurts my heart.

I know I would make her the apple of my eye and love her forever and always.

But deep down I will always know that she would always love him more then she would ever love me.

They look perfect together.

I'm nothing without her.

Lifes nothing without her.

So why should I live,when

It Hurts Inside.


Ok, I know this chapter was a bit sad, but the next chapter going to be better. Please review. It may take me some time to write the next chapter becasue I'm going to revising a lot this week. I rushed this chapter so ignore any mistakes. Thanks x