I forgot to say that all of this is in Angie's POV unless otherwise mentioned. Enjoy Chapter 2 :)


We stood there, holding each other for a while, not wanting the long awaited reunion to end. But we were cut short when Alex cleared her throat. I pulled away from James and took a look at her. The confused look on her face was priceless. I looked over at Carlos and saw a mimicked expression on his face and started cracking up. I was thinking to myself that I really wished there was a camera handy right now so I could relive this moment. I looked over at James and saw tears rolling down his cheeks. That shut me up quickly as I walked back into his grasp.

I breathed in, taking in his all too familiar scent and whispered, "I missed you" into his ear. He automatically whispered back "I missed you too" which made me grin like a Cheshire cat. Our teary reunion was then cut short again, by whom I was assuming their manager.

"DOGS! WHERE ARE YOU? THE SHOW STARTS IN 5 MINUTES!" he came ranting down the hallway.

When he came into my line of vision, I was quite frightened by the glare he threw in my direction. I could see Kendall, Logan, and Carlos looking back from me to the man from the corner of my eye. I was the first to look away as I took in a long breath. I hadn't even realized I had stopped breathing.

"Let's go dogs. You can talk to more fans after the show." He said walking away with Logan and Kendall following closely behind him.

I looked up at James with an obvious longing in my eyes, while he was fumbling around his pockets. He looked up at me and tossed his phone into my hand. "Put your number in it so we can catch up after the show." He smiled. I quickly put in my number and tossed his phone back to him. He shoved it into his pocket said "Bye" and walked away so he wouldn't get yelled at again.

I sat down, heavily, on the couch and thought more about James before he left. Seeing him for the first time in so long brought back so many memories, it was hard to hold back tears. I didn't try to be strong when I threw myself at him because I knew that he wouldn't judge me. He never had. The day he left, I remember waiting with him at the airport. We held hands in the friendly way and talked. We had talked about nothing in particular, which was what our conversations were usually like. About 5 minutes before his plane took off, he got really sad and looked into my eyes.

"Angie, when I made the decision to take this offer, I hadn't been thinking much about how it would affect our friendship. But I have thought about it a lot in the last couple days and realize it would be too difficult for us to keep up our friendship long distance. I don't think we can be friends anymore without it hurting me too much. It brings pain to my heart leaving you here all alone, but I have faith that you will be able to make new friends. I love you Angie and you will never leave my heart, but I have to go now." He said as he grabbed his bags and walked onto his flight.

Those were his last words to me, and they had hurt me so much when he said them. He walked off before I even had to chance to at least hug him goodbye. That was the day he walked out of my life for what he assumed would be forever. I never thought I would see him again, but I was obviously wrong. I didn't want to lose his faith so I made new friends. The only friendship I was able to maintain was with Alex, because she had gone through a similar situation with her old best friend.

I snapped back into reality with Alex waving her hands in my face trying to get my attention.

"Wh- What?" I asked her, stunned

"What the hell just happened?" She jumped up with concern and enthusiasm

"Well, you know that guy I told you about when we just met?" I questioned

"Um, ya. Why?" She looked confused

"That was him." I said bluntly

"YOU WERE BEST FRIENDS WITH JAMES FROM BIG TIME RUSH?" she screamed making me fly out of my seat.

"I guess I was. But it was way before he was famous. I'm had no clue that he was in Big Time Rush, that's why I looked so dumbfounded when he said his name." I semi-mumbled in response.

"Shit, Angie! This is so exciting!" she squealed

"Why?" my question seemed to have stunned her

"James is the guy I've been in love with since the band was created!" My eyes grew wide as I remembered everything she had described about this James person. How had I not known that she was talking about my old best friend James that whole time! This was completely insane. Life had dropped me clues about where James had went, and I hadn't even thought twice about noticing the small things.

I realized I had zoned out again and I quickly looked at Alex and grinned. If I still knew James like I used to, I knew he would like Alex. A lot. It would be worth a shot to try and get them together after I caught up with him after the show.

I heard screaming from some speakers next to the couch and realized that the concert was staring. Alex and I both looked at each other with bewildered expressions as we jumped up and sprinted into the stadium to get into our front row seats.

We got there just as the first note of their song came on. I surprisingly knew the song, although I didn't really listen to Big Time Rush all too often. I could blame Alex for that. I smiled as I sang along and watched James dance around the stage and sing his solo parts.

I took my eyes off of James for a few second and realized Carlos was singing right in front of me. I looked up at his face and jumped a little when he was staring at me intently while singing his part of the song. I blushed and he must have noticed because he grinned and winked at me.

What had just happened? Did he like me? No he couldn't like me. Maybe he did that to a girl at every concert. I had to be over reacting, but whatever that was, it gave me huge butterflies and made me realize I was crushing on the untouchable, out of reach, Carlos Pena.


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