Chapter Eighteen

Jake POV

I'll freely admit, Glee Club had a really strange vibe going on today and I had an even weirder feeling it had something to do with me - I honestly couldn't think what though. It started from the moment I walked into the Choir Room and all eyes fell on me, which I tried to ignore as I sat down on the seat next to Marley at the front. I cast her a wary look and was pleased to see she gave me a kind smile, but that didn't stop me from noticing Tina and Kitty glaring DAGGERS at me.

"You okay?" Marley asked gently, nudging me with her shoulder and I nodded slowly… shouldn't I be okay?

"I'm cool," I answered, realising that it was pretty much all the girls giving me the evil eye "have I done something to piss off the entire female race except from you?"

I was in part joking, but my questions were answered when Adam walked into the room with Bella and all the New Directions (minus Marley) glared at him or gave him a sly smirk. Shit, they knew! I wanted to grab Adam and get him away from the verbal abuse I knew was coming, people at this school can get disturbing thrills out of bullying someone and I wasn't going to let anyone hurt Adam emotionally or physically - the one place we should feel safe is Glee, but now it felt like a battlefield that my boyfriend had unknowingly stepped into the centre of. Almost as if the girl was reading my mind, Marley placed a hand on my shoulder and I looked at her fearfully.

"Don't freak out, okay?" Marley said reassuringly, but my eyes found the conniving Asian bitch Tina Cohan-gossip-bitch! I bet she found out and ratted on my relationship, pathetic hoe!

"Marley…" I began, but didn't know where to start. I was crazy about Adam, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me and he makes me so damn happy. I figured I'd be able to explain this stuff to her in my own time, but now it was going to all blow up in my face.

Adam sat down and gave that sweet smile that drove me crazy, but it soon turned to concern when he saw whatever panicked/scared/freaked out look I had on my face.

"You alright?" he asked softly, but I couldn't answer and I just took his hand in mine…entwining our fingers together and trying to gain some of Adam's inner strength that had gotten me through some dark places. Adam's eyes widened in shock and I realised then how much it would break me if he pulled his hand away, but he didn't and he just gave it a comforting squeeze.

"It's true then!" Tina snapped as Mr Shue marched in with today's set list, stopping dead in his tracks when he saw Tina glaring at us "Jake and Adam are fuck buddies!"

My fear turned into anger instantaneously as I turned to glare at Tina, I actually couldn't believe what she had just said and my anger intensified when I saw the colour drain out of Adam's face with shock - lost for words for the first time.

"Tina-!" Mr Shue started, but the bitch was on a role as she jumped to her feet and pointed an accusing finger in my direction.

"I saw them making out in the library!" she stated dramatically and it took everything within me to remain calm, but Marley and Adam weren't trying to keep cool.

"Don't talk about them like that!" Marley shouted at the same time Adam snapped "our relationship is none of your business!"

"Oh, it's a relationship?" Tina demanded and I seriously did not know where she was getting off on this shit "it seems like Puckerman is done with the girls and has now started on the guys, so where best to start than the British gay from a broken him?"

That was it. Not only was she labelling my boyfriend and saying he didn't mean fuck all to me, but now she was saying that I was a man whore that only thought about sex. These people were suppose to be my friends, but they knew fuck all about me. I jumped to my feet at the same time Adam did and he grabbed my arm, restraining from doing something like kicking a chair or breaking something.

"Leave it!" Adam said quietly, his voice catching and my anger died down when I saw the tears in his eyes.

"Does you Dad know you like black dick?" Blaine asked coyly and that seemed to be the final straw for Adam, who let go of my arm and rushed to the door with tears in his eyes. Not one person except Marley had defended us and they let Tina and Blaine talk to us like shit, well I was going to put the record straight.

"You wanna know the truth?" I announced loudly, speaking the most truthful words I'd ever said in my life "we're not just screwing, we're together and I'm in love with him!"

The silence could have made a pin dropping sound like a bomb and they all stared at me in shock, but my eyes were fixed on Adam's green ones as he turned from the door to face me. I'd known for awhile now that my feelings for Adam were that genuine, but I wanted to find the right time to tell him and this wasn't exactly the romantic scene I had in mind.

This was it, I thought firmly as I walked to Adam and waited with baited breath as I looked into his beautiful green eyes. The dude still hasn't said it back…

"Do you mean that?" Adam asked softly and I nodded, feeling fresh tears in my eyes and realising I had never let myself be emotionally vulnerable with anyone before and his face broke into a smile that made my heart leapt "good, because I love you too."

The tears fell down my cheeks as a small laugh of relief escaped me and I cupped his face in my hands, crushing my lips against his. I had never felt so happy and felt like I could break into tears with joy, this kiss was the only way I could think of to let him know how special he was to me. I loved this boy like hell and he loved me, screw what these idiots thought…. I was loved by someone as amazing as Adam Jensen.

A cough from Mr Shue caused us to break apart and I smiled sheepishly as he merely pointed to his set list.

"Can we start now that's sorted, guys?" he asked with a grin.

"Yes," Adam nodded, taking my head and lead us back to our seats. Kitty nodded with a small smile of approval.

"If you had to be into guys, at least you have good taste," Kitty said and smiled at Adam who returned one back "so Tina, get a life and leave these guys to it."

Wow, that was something I thought would never happen - Kitty Wilde defended me and giving her approval of who I'm dating.

Adam POV

I snuggled into Jake's chest as we lay on his sofa, watching the latest episode of The Vampire Diaries and loved the way Jake casually traced his fingers up and down my back, causing my skin to tingle from his touch. Today had been eventful to say the least - I had been kicked out of the closet by a spiteful Tina and now the whole of Glee Club knew I was gay, but the most amazing part was Jake telling me he loved me and all the rest felt irrelevant. My heart had literally jumped into my throat when Jake said those three tiny words that made my whole universe stop turning and I wished I had a Time Turner so I could relive that moment again and again.

Saying it back felt like the most natural thing ever, because that was how I felt. When Jake looked scared out of his wits in Glee today and held my hand, I feared what would happen and I looking back on it now I realised that we had become a united front against the cruel insults from Blaine and Tina. I'm still seriously pissed off with them, but I wasn't going to let it bother me and I just enjoyed the last few minutes of the show which ended on it's usual cliff-hanger.

"This shit is fucked up," Jake said as he turned off the TV with the remote and grinned cockily at me "I'm sure you only watch it for the guys being shirtless."

Hey, there was not one shirtless scene in this episode - although I have to admit I have a small crush on Paul Wesley.

"I was a fan of the books when L.J. Smith was writing them," I retorted, grinning as I shifted my weight so I leaning my chest against his and Jake wrapped his arms around my waist, our faces inches about "it doesn't matter how hot the actors are, I'm a fan of the characters and story."

"Yeah, that's only because your guy is a hot stud," Jake chuckled and pressed his lips against mine in a tender kiss, smiling at me with his deep brown eyes "I love you, babe…"

"Yeah, I love you" I smiled, realising that I was never going to get bored of hearing him saying that and meant it with all my heart when I said it back. I loved this guy so much and being with him so right.

"So, what do you want to do now?" Jake asked and I suddenly realised what I wanted, only I was too scared to say it out loud. How could I tell him that I was ready to go further?

I sat up and stood from the sofa and turned to his perplexed facial expression, taking his hand and pulling him to his feet. My heartbeat quickened as I wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed him with an intensity that I couldn't describe, trying to tell him through touch what I couldn't find the right words to say. His tentative response told me he knew what I was saying as he kissed me back, moaning against my lips and cupping my face in his hands.

We were both seriously nervous now… this was Jake's first time with a guy and this was my first time ever, but neither of us wanted to break away from the kiss.

"Are you sure?" Jake breathed against my lips, looking at me through hesitant yet lust filled and caring eyes "we don't have to rush it, man"

"Never been more sure," I told him softly, resting my forehead against his and sighing "do you want to?"

Jake nodded, a nervous smile playing on his lips as he kissed me briefly and I took his hand and lead him into the hallway. As we walked up the stairs, my head was filled with so many conflicting emotions and all of them were leading back to my certainty that this was right. As we reached the landing, I pushed the door to Jake's bedroom open and pulled him into the room. Jake closed the door behind us and the room was almost pitch black, the only light coming from the moonlight through his window. My body shivered as Jake's strong arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled my back against his chest, trailing gentle kisses on my neck.

I couldn't stop myself from sighing in pleasure, moving my neck to allow his mouth more access and I felt his hands roaming my chest and stomach which quickly slide under my shirt so his hands was pressed against my skin.

"I love it when you make that noise," Jake sighed, biting gentle on my earlobe "it's so sexy…"

He tugged on my T-shirt and lifted it over my head and threw it on the floor, smiling as I turned to face him as he pulled me closer to him and our lips were locked in a fierce battle as I gripped his shirt and felt the bulge in his jeans press against him. Within a few seconds, I had pushed Jake against the wall and ripped off his shirt, kissing hips muscular chest and flicking my tongue over his dark nipple. The gasp and moans told me I was doing something right, which made me grin as I kissed his chest for several more seconds before pulling back and attacking his lips again.

My hands fumbled with his jeans zipper and button, but as I pulled the zip down I caught something firm and caused Jake to wince in pain. Oh God, I glanced up at his uncomfortable face as I let go of his jeans and felt so embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, Jake" I said quickly as Jake grinned weakly, shaking his head and taking my hands.

"Don't be, just be more careful." Jake said and gently slid my thumbs under the waistband of his jeans and pulled them down. Jake kicked off his shoes and allowed his jeans down to the floor and stepped out of them. His body was pure perfection and I couldn't help but admire his beautifully sculpted muscles and strong thighs.

His arms snaked around my waist and he scooped me into his arms as he kissed me with lips filled with a passionate desire, my legs wrapped around his waist as he carried me to the bed and lay me against it.

Our hands and lips explored every part of the other's body as the last of our clothes were thrown on the floor and my heartbeat quickened as I reached between Jake's legs and stroked him.

"Oh… god!" Jake breathed, his hand moving down to my chest to my lower part and caressed me with a fast pace that felt incredible "that feels so good…"

"Yeah, it does." I gasped as Jake kissed my neck and I pulled his sweaty body against mine. My body felt like it was on fire, every time Jake touched or kissed me made my skin feel like a powerful electric current that felt so intense.

Jake straddled my waist and reached over to the bedside table, pulling a condom from the cabinet and looked down at me with a loving smile.

"You really are beautiful," I told him as I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down into a kiss that took my breath away.

"Not as beautiful as you, babe." Jake gasped between kisses.

I gave into sensations as Jake and I became lost in each other… all I felt was Jake's lips, Jake's hands caressing my body, his chest pressed against mine and above all Jake's love.

I really understood why they called it "making love" now.

Author's Note: Thanks for reading guys. I hope you liked this chapter and I'd love to hear your thoughts and feedback on this chapter in your reviews. The sex scene between Jake and Adam was something I was concerned about writing - I really wanted to do a good job at writing it as a romantic and intimate moment between these guys, bit of a romance lover lol :)

The next chapter will introduce Adam's mother and you'll see the family dynamic of the Jensens, which will bring back some painful memories for Adam and Jake will be his support system while opening up to his brother Puck about his relationship with Adam :)

Thanks for reading and I can't wait to read your reviews :)