Winterstürme wichen dem Wonnemond (The Spring Song)
"In some very rare cases, an opposite-sex pair was born, and they always mated one another. Disturbing as it might sound, when it did happen, the offspring were invariably gifted. Sera and Trace's sons were noted psych-scientists." -Belinda McBride
Audrey
I was on my bed laying on my back and staring up at my daylight sky ceiling. The milky painted clouds swam in the soft tone of cerulean pastel as the golden obscurely painted sun resided in the corner. It's a very pleasant ceiling and I find myself staring at often rather than an actual sky. It reminds me of Greco-Roman art or Fairy Tales, sometimes I like to stare up at my ceiling with Tate.
A giddy smile snuck upon my lips just thinking about him. Everything about him made me want to sing and dance, from his boyish blonde waves to the way his identical dark chocolate gaze softened at the sight of me. I also find myself questioning my love for my inseparable twin, not the love part if our love our sinful love is too wrong for me to continue? I know it is but I can't seem to help myself! Just seeing him lick his lips and sing along to his favorite Nirvana song makes me want to jump in his arms! But his feelings are mutual, at night he cradles me in his arms caressing my skin an twirling my locks telling me everything he loves about me kissing me after each sentence oh how his lips make my heart throb like a fresh wound.
When I'm upset about society's take on "twincest" I find myself doing a bit of my "geek search" as Tate loves to put it. I'm the type of girl who researches about almost everything if I hear about it or if it keeps my interest for a long period of time I tend to read about it. This twincest apparently in some cultures they believe that twins of the opposite gender are to be married as if we are made for only one another like in the Balinese culture. In a few Asian mythologies there are deities who in fact have twin couples and they're worshiped! In European cultures there was this German composer who was notorious for his operas named Richard Wagner who wrote an opera called Die Walkure which showed the romantic relationship between female and male twins Siegmund and Sieglinde.
Things like this make me feel less of a freak for loving my brother, but by the end of the day...I still feel like an outcast all alone, no one in school would ever understand they only see what they want to see they only see perfect, pretty, popular Audrey Langdon, they don't know me they don't want to they just want to maintain this Barbie they have in their mind. By the end of the day I feel like I only have Tate.