Chapter 5

Alexandra turned when they started undressing each other, the whole time Severus kept call her his sex kitten. Closing her eyes Alexandra could;d stop the image but not there moans as they took pleasure in each other arms. Alexandra couldn't stop the tears as they fell from her closed eyes. When was when they came that her eyes shot open to stare at Severus.

Her name.

Her name fell from his lips, even bow as he held Hermione he whispered her name. Alexandra now understood what he was trying to tell her, it was her. He missed her so much an was so drunk her truly believe she had returned to him. She turned as the sun began to shine into the room. Her eyes went back to Severus as he slowly began to wake, at first they held hope then he rolled over an she jumped as he threw him out of the bed. When she ran into the bathroom she followed , turning away as he got sick. Her eyes then fell to Hermione as Snape soon came out an stared at her.

"You were drunk." She sighed.

"OF COURSE I WAS DRUNK YOU STUPID COW! WHEN I HAVE I EVER LEAD YOU TO BELIEVE I LIKE YOU MUST LESS COULD STAND YOU!GET OUT! GET OUT OF MY ROOM AN STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!"

Alexandra watched as Hermione grabbed her things an ran for the flew, see turned to watch Severus fall to ground holding his head as he cried.

"What have i done ,my poor angel please forgive me."

Alexandra went to reach for him but felt herself being pulled out of the memories. She found herself in her chair, looking up some how she was not surprised to find Snape standing in front of her desk.

"At the moment i can not deal with right now, but mark my word Severus we will be talking about this when i get the time." She told him before he could talk.

Nodding Severus nodded leaving. Weather she was aware of it or not she had uses his first name. Severus knew he was finally getting threw to decided to call it a night she had to much on her mind an knew sleep would be hard to come to tonight.

To say the least the next morning was a hectic one, the first thing she did when she woke was to go over everything she wanted to present to the Ministry. That in its self was a headache, she went over everything at least three times , second guessing everything she she had to talk to Lucius.

"Lucius could you come down please."

"Of course." He smiled walking down the stairs.

"I'm going to call Draco in here an let him know what's going on. I -" She stopped as her door opened, Lucius quickly stepped back into the could have smacked herself for not warding the door. "Severus?"

"I was..." Severus paused as he spotted the shadowed figure. "I was not aware we had guests Headmistress."

"We don't , he's a guest of mine. Was there something i can do for you?" she asked watching as his shoulder slumped.

"I was wondering if you would be joining us for lunch, i can see the answer to that is no. Sorry to have interrupted." Severus said turning to leave

"Could please send Draco up a soon as possible."

"Of course." Severus nodded leaving.

"You know he thinks we're lovers." Lucius commented taking a seat.

"I can only deal with one thing at a time. Do you wish me to deal with him first?" Alexandra asked turning to face him.

"No, so what will you being telling Draco?"

"The truth. Are you going to be okay?"

"I'm worried on how he will react to the news that i am alive." Lucius confessed.

"Most likely he'll be upset an confused, but he loves you Lucius no matter what you are his father." She told him trying to relax herself.

Lucius walked the floor as Alexandra went back to her papers waiting for Draco to arrive. So when a knock came to her door they both stopped what they were doing to stare at each other.

"Lucius wait up stairs please." She said getting up an going to the door. "Draco come in, please have a seat."

"Alex is something wrong, Severus said you need to se me?" Draco asked walking in an taking a seat in front of her desk.

"Wrong? No nothings wrong. Tomorrow i will be going to a meeting with the Minster and the Wizengamot, it's that meeting that i want to talk to about." She told him sitting down.

"Is the Minster bothering you?" Draco asked concerned.

"No, no i asked for the meeting. First the bird, Hawk was sent to watch you then later mostly you."

"WHAT! Someone was spying on me!" Draco growled jumping to his feet.

"Now please clam down an sit. Draco you know how my father could never really be a father to me because it would in danger me?"

"Alexandra who dose that Hawk belong to?"

"Draco, first you have to understand-"

"WHO OWNS THE BLOODY THING!"

"I am Headmistress Malfoy an you'd do well to mind your tone with me!" She warned him getting to her feet. "You have to understand in order to help him i had to keep this from you. The Hawk belongs to your father Draco, it's Lucius'."

"He's dead." Draco stated.

"No he faked his death, no body was ever found remember. No one could say for sure they saw him faked his death hoping i could him like my father helped Severus when i grew up."

"You lie, you wouldn't do that to me Alex,you spend all this time with a man i believed was dead an not tell me."

"Draco I-" She stopped as she heard Lucius coming down the stairs. "I couldn't tell you until i knew i could help him, i didn't want to give him to you only to have them take him away."

"Dragon." Lucius said stopping halfway down.

Draco turned not believing what he heard or saw. "Father?"

Lucius stood there not sure what to do, Alexandra walked up the stairs an placed a hand on his shoulder. "Just be his father Lucius that all a child ever really want, love him let him know you always have." She whispered continuing up the stairs an into her bedroom.

"I am truly sorry my son, but you must know everything i did i did to protect you." Lucius said going to his son an pulling him close.

"Father." Draco said whispered holding tight. "She's going to the Wizengamot for you?"

"Yes she's going to prove I'm a different man just like Albus did for Severus. I'll be free an we can start again my Dragon. This time the Malfoy name will be a name to be proud of."

It was two hours before dinner when Alexandra left her room smiling she left the Malfoy men talking as she headed out side to get some air, beside she thought it might be nice of the student actually saw her out an about.

"Do we really have anything to talk about?"

Alexandra turned from the lake to find Severus standing a few feet away.

"I all ready told you we will talk when i have the time to-"

"Am i not worth you finding the time?" He snapped.

"Bloody hell! There are more blooding well important things then you Severus Snape!You know what i am i can only handle so much at a time! Either you wait or just PISS OFF!" She yelled storming past him.

"Alexandra what is going on?" Severus said going after an grabbing her arm.

"You'll find out. The meeting the Wizengamot was called for,i asked for it." She said pulling her arm away an leaving him.

She went back to her office an felt her mood lift as she watch Lucius watch his son as he told him of everything he had done since the war spotted her an smiled getting up.

"Do you really think you can free him Alex?"

"Son have you ever know a Dumbledore to fail?" Lucius asked with a grin.

"Well, no." Draco replied

"Well we should be going to dinner unless you wish to stay here an eat with your father."

"I would."

"Then i will leave you once again." She smiled. "Oh an you may accompany me tomorrow Draco if you wish."

"Thank you i would like to be there." Draco said going to her a giving her a hug.

Dinner was a quiet affair Severus keep looking at her but her mind was on tomorrow not in the now. When the meal was done she sat as everyone left before she took her leave. When she arrived Lucius was waiting for her.

"What is wrong Alexandra?" He asked the moment she closed the door.

"Nothing, you should go an rest you'll need it." She told him sitting down.

"You know your father wasn't to proud to ask for some help when he needed it." He pointed out not moving.

"It's Severus." She sighed looking at him "He just keeps pushing me to deal with what happen an i just don't have the energy. I know he's hurting i can feel it when ever he's near, but...Lucius i have to focus on you if i want to help you. I have to." She said looking away as she said the last part.

"He'll understand when this is all over." He said taking her hands in his own an pulling her up. "Now take your own advise an go to bed." He said giving her cheek a kiss before he retired himself.

Alexandra went to bed shortly after, hoping she was truly ready for what the morning would bring.