Wow...

I.

Am.

So.

SORRY!

This was, for some unknown reason, impossible for me to write. I've been extremely busy lately with exams, but it's spring break now and I have my life back!...How long has it been anyway? A months now? *shiver* man I feel really bad now...Damn school...

And before I forget!

Disclaimer: If I owned Code Geass this not would be a fan fiction. Just saying.

NOW READ! Sadly no lemons...yet, I wanted to make this longer but I figured this is better than nothing...right?

Kaze felt as if he were floating in the sky, he could faintly hear the sound of bubbles thrashing about around him, opening his eyes as he felt one slowly slide it's why up his cheek. He watched as the water rippled above him, the sun bursting through the blue liquid rippling continuously above him. He laid there, his body gently resting on the calm surface of the sea's floor sand, burying his fingers deep into the comforting moisture, his eyes slowly fluttered close as he lost conscious under the warm embrace of the sea.

I'm...dreaming...right?

Kaze asked himself as he felt himself lose feeling in his toes as his oxygen slowly dissipated from his lungs, he watched the bubbles fly toward the not-so-far surface. He fluttered his eyes back closed as he felt the waves shift the ground below him as they hit the rocks of the beach shore.

Kaze~

He opened his eyes as he heard his name being called in the distance, the voice a deep mellow sound, his body shook in response as it recognized it. watching as a figure slowly made its way deeper into the sea above him. He let out a small inaudible chuckle as the tan feet rocked back and forth, bubbles showering around him. He slowly got up, ignoring the pain in his chest as the last of his air wasted away, his body rocking back and forth in sync with the sea's waves,

Kaze!

The screaming got louder, Kaze watched as the figure began to swim farther out to sea. Grunting as he kicked off the floor, his body jumped toward the moving body as his vision began to fade black. He kicked his legs as he focused his vision on nothing but those tan legs kicking at a now ridiculously faster pace above him, he slowly began to sink back down toward the sandy sea floor as his legs slowly came to a stop.

Damn it...

Kaze whispered to himself as he grasped the foot, his fingers intertwining around the ankle as he lost consciousness.

A slow breeze passed by Suzaku as he laid on the beach shore, the waves crashing roughly against his feet. Twitching his nose in annoyance as he felt his curly hair blow against him, sliding his hand against his forehead he opened his eyes watching as clouds soared across the deep blue sky. He slowly stood up and looked around, observing his surroundings as his toes clenched the sand beneath him.

"Where's the Lancelot?" He asked himself as he slowly rubbed his head, his eyes suddenly widened in shock as he realized a certain stubborn teen wasn't beside him. Suzaku scanned his surroundings, pacing back and forth as he looked for Kaze. Who was no where to be found, just vast vegetation surrounding the small inclosed beach all was quiet as he looked around, the sound of the waves crashing against the rocks mocking him with every impact.

The silence enhancing his own insecurities, spilling things like you've failed again or will lose Kaze to?, Suzaku ignored the threats of his own thoughts and ran out into the sea water, bursting out toward the sky as he dove forward into the sea, now shouting Kaze's name.

"Kaze!" He screamed again as he waited, kicking his legs while he caught his breath, clenching his teeth at the accursed silence he kicked off in another direction. He felt a hand clasp around his ankle and came to a stop, twitching as he felt the familiar fingers tightening against his soggy skin. He dove down into the sea, his head almost hitting directly against Kaze's forehead as he broke through the surface in a full force dive. He gasped and grabbed him up into his arms as he swam toward the surface, zipping through the water and threw Kaze onto the shore. Kaze laid there motionless as Suzaku pulled himself from the sea,

"No..."

His voice was raspy and faint as he checked for breathing, not finding any he began to pound against his lungs. Forcing the water up as he drove his palms into the rib cage, he continued for a minuet or so before Kaze gasped and sat up, spilling water from his mouth as he grasped onto Suzaku for support. He gasped for air as the last bit of water exited from his body, bursting out from his mouth, soaking the sand him. Kaze felt tears coming to his eyes and Suzaku laid him gently down in his lap, Kaze watched as Suzaku gazed down at him and let out a chuckle,

"Never thought...you'd miss my complaining...huh?...heh heh." Kaze laughed in between his coughs, drawing his hand to his forehead and rubbing it gently.

"Kaze! You almost died, can't you act like you care! I almost lost you I...I..." Suzaku hated Kaze's attitude, always so optimistic in the most difficult of circumstances. Suzaku grabbed him into a hug, desperate for the warmth he came to depend on. Like a parasite, constantly consuming Kaze's essence. Eating away mercifully at that wonderful fluid that constantly managed to escape his mouth.

Kaze gasped at the sudden motion, holding back his sly remark, calming as he felt the stiffness of Suzaku's muscles, he placed his arms around Suzaku's neck, sliding a hand down to slowly caress his back. He remained there until he could no longer feel the constant stressful drumming of Suzaku's heart, pulling back he placed a hand on his cheek with a sigh.

"I'm sorry..." Kaze said as he watched a tear form in Suzaku's eye, he shivered as he felt the tear break away and fall over his fingers. Suzaku grabbed Kaze chin and pulled him into a rough kiss, his tongue wrapping around Kaze's bottom lip earning him a lustful moan. Kaze opened his mouth, throwing his arms around Suzaku's neck as their tongues danced. Suzaku pulled Kaze against his chest, trying to pull them even closer together if it were possible. Kaze flinched as he felt Suzaku's hands slowly caressing back, feeling every bone along the way. Kaze smirked, pulling away as Suzaku suddenly groped his ass. Kaze shivered at the familiar feelings coursing through his body, Suzaku chuckled as Kaze shivered in his arms and kissed down his chin toward his neck.

"Haaa, S-Suzaku..." Kaze moaned as he felt him sink his teeth into his neck, almost breaking the skin as his teeth brushed his flesh. Suzaku removed his teeth and lightly grazed his tongue against the popped blood vessels, soothing the skin. Kaze flinched at the sudden treatment and tightened his grip, his nails digging into his back. Suzaku let out a small chuckle and trailed his tongue up toward his cheek, stopping suddenly when he reached his cheeks, a familiar salty metallic taste filling his mouth. Suzaku pulled away to look at Kaze's expression.

"Kaze? Why are you...crying?" Suzaku whispered, his hand making it's way to rest on the teens tear stained cheeks. Kaze blinked and rubbed his eyes, holding back the sudden sobs threatening to strike.

"S-Sorry...I must of got something in my eyes.." Kaze tried his best to manipulate his voice as he got up from Suzaku's lap, wobbling a bit as his vision blackened from his sudden movements. Suzaku watched him wobble as he stood up, sliding his arms around his waist and pulling him close.

It hurts...

Kaze thought to himself as he felt his heart clench at the feel of Suzaku's embrace. Kaze ignored the pain and turned around placing his arms calmly around his neck placing a quick kiss on Suzaku's lips. Suzaku smiled and pulled him deeper into the kiss. Lightly biting on Kaze's lip, begging for entrance. Kaze hesitated before he slowly opened his mouth for Suzaku, gasping as he felt Suzaku's tongue caress his own. They stayed there together, completely oblivious to their surroundings. Kaze finally pulled away as he felt his lungs burn from the lack of air, resting his head on Suzaku's shoulder. Kaze flinched as he felt Suzaku's hands slid under his shirt and over his sore stomach, reminding him of his actions from a couple hours before. Looking up innocently at Suzaku he spoke softly, still ignoring the constant throbbing of his heart whenever he embraced Suzaku.

"S-Suzaku..." Kaze managed out as he faked his innocence, Suzaku looked down at him,

"Yea?" He said relaxingly as he moved his fingers up toward Kaze's forehead, brushing the smooth bangs from his eyes.

"Come here.." Kaze said tiredly as Suzaku leaned down to him, expecting a kiss. Kaze waited until his mouth neared his and his eyes closed, then he struck him. Slapping him directly across the cheek, Suzaku flinched at the slap and placed his hand on the cheek. The force of the slap throwing his head to the side, he looked back at Kaze and he gave him a warm but guilty smile,

"I guess I deserved that." Kaze sighed and soothed his reddening cheek, leaning in for a real kiss as he whispered,

"Ass."

Suzaku grabbed Kaze's hand as he slipped over a lose rock, pulling him close to his chest. Kaze shivered at first then looked up at Suzaku with a smirk

"Sorry, my legs are still a bit stiff." Kaze moaned as he dug his head into Suzaku's warm chest, their clothes still damp from the sea water.

"No, that's my fault..." He said with a sigh as he looked away from him, Kaze sighed and grabbed his cheeks, turning him back to face him.

"Do I need to slap you again?" Kaze's voice flat with an annoyed expression, Suzaku laughed and shook his head no. Kaze intertwined his fingers with Suzaku's as he left the embrace, shivering as his shirt stuck to his skin. Suzaku smiled and turned around looking down at the beach below them and out to sea,

"It's another island after all." Suzaku looked back at Kaze,

"Since we lost our radios, we have no way of contacting the outside world. It'd probably be best if we find a water source and stay there." Kaze nodded his head and turned around spotting a waterfall in the distance, smiling he turned back to Suzaku,

"Found our water source." He said with a smirk, pulling Suzaku into the lush forest, Kaze admired the vegetation of the forest and gasped as they parted through the trees and stood before a small calm pond below the water fall.

"Wow, this is kinda nice." Kaze said as he left the cover of the trees and walked toward the water, placing his head over the trickling stream of water falling downward through a crack in several boulders. Kaze sighed as the spring water streamed down the sides of his face as he pulled away, Suzaku smiled at Kaze only to have it disappear as he thought of Euphemia. Kaze turned and watched his smile fading and walked over calmly to him,

"Euphemia is safe, she's with Lloyd and Cecil." Kaze placed his hand on his shoulder, sighing as he felt the tension in his muscles

"Relax, Suzaku." Suzaku looked up at Kaze and smile,

"Yeah, your right." When suddenly Kallen burst out of the bushes behind them, diving at Suzaku with her trusty pocket knife. Suzaku gasped and grabbed her by the wrist as she drove at him, throwing her to the ground. Kallen stared at him in awe at his reaction speed while Kaze simply looked at Kallen questionably and then quickly turned away with a blush as he noticed her exposed breasts, the coat she previously had wrapped around her body dispersed in the fight.

"Kallen. Kallen Stadtfeld, why-" Kallen looked up with a deadly expression, completely ignoring the awkwardness of their position.

"Don't call me that! I'm Kallen Kouzuki, a proud Japanese citizen!"

"Then you really-"

"A member of the Order of the Black Knights? Yes. I don't need to hide it anymore!"

"Very well then. Karen Kouzuki, I'm placing you under arrest on the charge of treason against the Britannian government."

"Uhhh, Suzaku? Maybe you should, oh I don't know, LET HER GET DRESSED?" Kaze yelled avoiding all and complete eye contact with Kallen as a slight blush appeared across his face. Suzaku gave him a questioning glare and turned back to face Kallen, blushing as he looked down at her breasts. Turning away suddenly he knelt off her, still holding her wrist captive in his iron grasp. Grabbing her coat from the floor he wrapped it around her chest and stood them up. Suzaku looked around for a moment until he spotted a small headband-like cloth and grabbed it wrapping it tightly around wrists, Kaze and Kallen both shared a look of question before Kaze put his hand on Suzaku's shoulder and squeezed. Suzaku stopped in the middle of his knot and looked back at Kaze. Who calmly walked away and grabbed her semi-concealed Black Knights uniform from behind a bolder near the waterfall.

"Here." Kaze spoke in a comforting tone that made Kallen's heart flutter. Looking back at Suzaku with a glare she grabbed the coat from Kaze's grasp and removed the coat from over her shoulders. She gingerly dressed into her uniform, pulling it up and over her breast only to have her hands snapped back behind her as she attempted to cover her cleavage. With a sigh she allowed Suzaku snatch back her wrists and retie them. Kaze rolled his eyes at Suzaku's rough treatment with her and laid down on a bolder near the pond, Kaze began teasing Suzaku as he watched him struggle with Kallen's wrists.

"You really to lighten up Suzaku~ Your going to break her arm if you yank at it so violently. You-" Suzaku interrupted him with a glare,

"How can you even keep calm in this situation! We just found out our friend is a member of the Black Knights, the same organization that killed innocent lives trying to obtain freedom!" Kaze felt his heart clench and held his chest, tears threatening to fall from his eyes as he yelled back,

"Because it's my job! What the hell is wrong with you? Are we really going to have this fight while we're stranded on an Island? If you ask me survival is a hell lot more important than finding out Kallen is a Black Knight!" Kaze sighed and calmed his anger as he slowly walked away from the scene.

"Aren't you supposed to be the calm one here?" Kaze whispered as he looked back a final time before walking of into the forest, desperate for air.

Suzaku watched as Kaze walked off and sighed.

"Nice going, bipolar asshole." Kallen removed her wrists from Suzaku's grasp and stormed off.

Kaze looked down at the ground as he walked further away from the "camp" and back to the beach for some fresh air.

"It hurts again..." Kaze huffed as he clenched his shirt gently caressing his skin as it fluttered in the wind. Kaze looked up to the sky and watched the clouds roll, Kaze sighed and closed his eyes. Giving in to the comforting wind.

"I think...I love him too Nunnaly." Kaze's eyes shot open as he watched a familiar scene play in front of him. He watched as he was pulled into a quick kiss by Lelouch. watching himself turn away from him, a blush stretched across his face. He felt his heart clench as he listened to Lelouch's laugh.

Lelouch?

Kaze said to himself in confusion as he watched Lelouch recover from his laughing spree.

"You should get married!" He watched Nunnaly say with an innocent smile, he burst out into laughter as he looked at Lelouch's blushing face.

Lelouch...why...

Kaze said to himself as he watched his memory play.

"N-Nunnaly!" Lelouch said as he tried to hide his blush from Kaze, Kaze giggled and pulled Lelouch to look at him.

"I think so too, Nunnaly." Lelouch gasped at first, then smiled and placed his hand on Kaze's cheek slowly stroking it, pulling Kaze into a passionate kiss.

"This is fucking ridiculous!" Kaze screamed out as he clenched his palms, turning toward a palm tree he let out a scream and slammed his foot against the smooth bark. Placing his face in his palms he slid down to his knees as he cried the confusion away.

"Fuck!" Kaze screamed out into his palms as his neck burned and his heart clenched.

"Kaze?" Kaze jumped at the sudden soothing voice from above him and looked up. His eyes met with the vibrate violet orbs and he felt his eyes well up with tears as their eyes met. With a sob he jumped up from his spot and dove into Lelouch's warm embrace.

"I'm sorry Kaze...I'm so sorry," Kaze continued to sob into Lelouch's shoulder for what seemed like hours before his emotions died down to a small hiccup. Shivering in his hold he looked up at Lelouch with teary eyes.

"What did you do to me?" Kaze begged calmly. Lelouch looked down at him, pulling Kaze closure into his embrace he leaned into his ears.

"I loved yo-"

"Kaze!" Kaze's eyes darted open as his shoulders were gently rocked.

"Hnn..." Kaze moaned out as his head throbbed, opening his eyes only to slowly close them again as the sun directly shined down into them. Kaze felt himself being slowly lifted off the ground by a familiar pair of arms and nuzzles into them as he dozes back off to sleep.