Hey guys! What's happening? Me? Nothing much. Well I'm glad how many hits my last chapter received. I guess I'm doing something right since, I got at least doubled the hits. Haha. I AM SOOOOOO SORRY, that I didn't keep to my word. I know I'm like almost a motherfucking month late. School's been a bitch, ACT prep/test was a drag, and internet disconnection is a drag. Well people nothing else for me to say but to READ & REVIEW! Please and Thank You!

Chapter 7: Clumsy

Logan

After Carlos left, Logan felt flattered. I've never felt like that since I was with- No, he's gone. I LEFT him. Damn it! Go AWAY! he thinks while simultaneously punching the wall. He's not there. Logan had been emotionally scarred from a past relationship with a guy he knew as Dan.

3 years ago….

Dan Romero, had dark brown hair, eyes that were a dark auburn brown, dark tan skin that was smooth. He was the perfect guy, in Logan's eyes. He definitely fit the tall, dark, and handsome persona very well. Everything in their relationship was perfect. However, every relationship is NOT perfect. They all have their ups and downs. This was not the case in Logan and Dan's relationship. It never bothered Logan until months later into their relationship.

The first sign was when ever Logan beat Dan at something, Dan would have a fit. "Ha! I win, you lose!" exclaimed Logan. "That's not fair! You asshole!" yelled Dan. Logan started to gloat, and this irritated Dan even more. He grew pissed gradually and punched Logan in the eye. He flew back due to the great force Dan had. "OUCH! Dan that hurts. Why would you do that?" he asks. "Oh, I didn't know Logan. I'm sorry." he apologizes and rubs his boyfriends eye, which sure would produce a bruise. The second sign was when Dan started putting Logan down about almost anything. "You got a B+ in your science class?" he asks. "Yeah I did, I'm so happy." he states. "You're fucking stupid. Anyone can get a B, in Chemistry. Your not even that smart. Your just a dumbass." he angrily spits. Logan excused himself from their conversation and tried to hold back the tears forming in his eyes. The third sign was the worst, and sometimes the most numerous: sexual abuse. Dan would continuously rape Logan against his will. No matter how hard he tried to say no or fight back, Dan would always overpower him.

Over the course of their relationship, Logan grew to resent his "boyfriend" and took a stand against him. Logan wanted to show that Dan no longer intimidated him. He fought back. However, in the process he almost killed himself. They were coming back from watching a movie and took the back roads for a "rendezvous" as Dan would call it. As they neared their destination, Logan told his boyfriend to speed up. Dan obliged to the brunette's orders. As they were reaching 95 mph, Logan took the wheel from him and ran them off the road. Logan tucked and rolled his way out of danger and Dan stayed strapped in his car and hit a tree. With the great force, Dan flew out of the car and busted through the windows. Logan called 911 and reported that Dan lost control of the wheel. His alibi worked and soon they charged Dan with reckless driving. When they uncovered the mess, Dan was nowhere to be found. Weeks went by and his parent's filed a missing persons case. Months went by and not a trace of him at all. It's like he disappeared into thin air.

Present Time….

Logan had gotten lost in his past and didn't even know that there was only 2 hours remaining till his proper date with Carlos. He decided to kill time by calling James.

J: Hey you whore, you didn't even call me this morning.

L: Oh sorry, I woke up late and I was with someone this afternoon.

J: Shut the fuck up! Who was it? Was it that that hot guy, ummm Carland?

L: You shut the fuck up! His name is Carlos and I need some fashion advice.

J: Oh, you need help from Diamond, Inc.?

L: I'm like five seconds from hanging up on your ass.

J: Ok calm down, go with something that's down to earth. Go with something that says I'm here to have fun, but watch out bitches cause I am the motherfucking bitch in this place!

Sometimes Logan thought that his best friend was a diva sometimes.

L: Okay Nicki, I got the point now.

J: So, where is he going to take you tonight?

L: He didn't say, but I guess he's going to show me around the town, I guess.

J: OMG! He is so trying to get into your pants! Just kidding, I think he's saying something else, though.

L: Like what?

J: Like I think he wants to make it official.

L: But…. I thought we were official.

J: Well…you thought you guys were official.

L: Wait, are you saying…I might just be a "fling"?

J: I don't know. But if you're going to get this clear, you're going to need to just ask him. Just let him know what's on your mind tonight. Okay?

L: I guess. Where would I be without you?

J: You'd be on . Haha

L: Haha, Could you stop with your internet dating sites? Anyways thanks and I'll text you later, then.

J: Okay, bye broseph.
L: Ughh not again. Bye.

2 hours later….

Logan went with a white v-neck with a silver-grayish outer vest, with some onyx-black slim jeans, and to top it off he picked out some black Vans. He anticipated Carlos' arrival. He started to get sweaty and nervous. He thought he would pass out on their third official date. He started counting to 10, to help ease him under control.

1. Flash backs occurred of him meeting Dan.

2. The happy times he had with him.

3. The first kiss.

4. Their first time.

5. The abuse.

6. The crash.

7. The move.

8. Meeting Carlos.

9. Last Night.

10. And now.

*Ding Dong Knock Knock*

Here goes nothing. You can do this Logan, he thought. Logan opened the door to let the slightly taller boy in. "Hey there, beautiful." Carlos tells Logan. "Umm hey yourself." He replies and soon blushes at his feeble attempt at flirting. "So what are we waiting for? I'm taking you around town-and around the world-So let's go." the Latino answers back.

Carlos literally took him on a tour of Los Angeles. He showed him the inner city metropolis and smoothly cruised around the suburban areas surrounding it. They go as far as the Hollywood sign, but Carlos refuses to go further, due to heavy duty traffic. They take a turn to a scenic view of the city. They look out as the sun sets and see the fluorescent colors against the sky. Logan mentally laughs in his head, of how cliché the gesture is.

After of a few minutes of silence, Carlos decides to start the conversation, "So what do you think of LA so far?" Logan replies, "It's interesting." He states back, "You find it boring." Logan says, "I didn't say that, exactly. I just want to see something that catches my attention. I mean show me something that I haven't seen of LA, in movies or commercials." Carlos says, in a most seductive tone, "I can show you something you've never felt." Logan sees through his motives, "Really? Well then, show me." They close the gap between them and have a gentle kiss. Pecks soon turn into heated smacks on the lips and Carlos licks the bottom of Logan's lip. Logan lets his wet muscle enter his mouth. Pretty soon their kisses turn into a full make out session. Carlos tries to take their session to 2nd base. He moves his hand down to caress Logan's thigh. He starts tugging on the black locks of hair. Logan gently tries to move him back, but again, Carlos doesn't take the hint. "Ughh, Carlos no. Please." he finally says. "Why what's wrong?" Carlos asks. Soon Logan can't take the memories of what had been done to him in the past. He tries to form words, but the pain is too much and he slides out of the Latino's car. He tries to collect himself and tries harder to make him seem less of a feeble fool in front of Carlos.

"Hey what's wrong? It was me wasn't it?" Carlos said. "No it wasn't! I just don't want you to touch me there." he replied. "Why can't I touch you?" he asked out of curiosity. "I knew it! You just think of me as a fling! You think that I'm a whore and you just want sex! Is that it Carlos? Huh?" he yells at the top of his lungs. Carlos was dumbstruck and he couldn't form words in his mouth and started to stutter. "L-L-Logan, w-w-why would you s-say that?" he asks. "If that's what you think that I want from you, then you're wrong!" he yells. "Is there something that you're not telling me? If you don't want to see me anymore, then I'll see you around." he states. He wouldn't leave me alone, here in the dark, would he? Logan thought. He ran back to Carlos' car and plopped himself into his seat.

Now that he had Logan in his car, Carlos asked him the question once again. "You need to tell me what your problem is." he bluntly stated. "I-I-I was raped before I met you." he timidly answered. "What?" Carlos asked. Logan explained the whole story of the abuse he went through and the aftermath. This was the most Logan had ever opened up to anybody about his abuse, except his parents. After he was done, Carlos felt livid towards this Dan. He looked at the pale boy across from him and felt pity. Who would hurt such an innocent, sweet guy like Logan. Why would he hurt my Logie? If I ever see this bitch, I'm gonna fuck him up big time! He thought. He tilted Logan's chin up, so that he could stare directly into his chocolate orbs. "I swear Logan, that I would never, ever, touch you or harm you in any way." he promised. "Do you really mean that Carlos?" he questioned. "I promise." the Latino answered. "Is that why you didn't want to go any further back at your place?" he added. Logan simply nodded his head. "I'm sorry." he finally apologized. "It's not your fault, but there's nothing you can do now." Logan stated emotionlessly. "Hey, I'm still here aren't I? If I didn't give a fuck about your problems, or you even, I would've thrown you out of my car and let you walk your ass home. But I didn't because I care about you Logan." he says. Logan could see the sincerity behind the other boy's eyes. The only thank-you he could give back was a tight hug and a gentle kiss.

"I think it's time to take you home." he says. "Okay." he gives a simple answer. The drive home was more comfortable, knowing that Logan finally felt a weight had been lifted off of his shoulders. They talked about random things such as school classes, food, movies, and music that was on the radio. The ride to Logan's house seemed so short. "I really had a great time tonight. Thank you for being so…..understanding." he states. "I thought it was cool, too. I'm kind of glad that you told me what happened to you. I just hope that you know I won't hurt you in any way. And let me know if you don't want me to do 'stuff' to you." he kindly says. A blush swept across Carlos' face and Logan thought that was cute. He gently placed a soft kiss on his lips. "So are we like…..boyfriends now?" Logan asked very shyly. "Yeah, and I want you to keep this so that you won't forget about my promise." he says. Carlos handed Logan his green and black bandana. "Thanks, I'll see you tomorrow at school?" he hopefully asks. "Count on it." he replies. Logan kisses him again and goes into his house with the biggest grin on his face. I feel like the luckiest guy in the world. He mentally says. Just then he remembers to text James about how his date went.

"Well what do we do now?" Jay Jay asks Kat. "We don't know a lot. But we'll keep an eye on little blanquito." Kat answers. "What if we kidnapped him and give him to Josh?" Shanya adds. "Not yet." Kat bluntly states. "But-" Shanya doesn't finish her sentence due to Kat's nails grazing her face. "I said NOT YET!" she yells. "We'll take him, when the time is right." she finishes.

Carlos

Carlos waited until he was in the house safe and sound. Suddenly his phone buzzed and he got a text message.

We got them! Come quick.

-Kendall

At that he made a sinister grin. He was now going to get his revenge. He soon drove off and back to the hideout. When he arrived Kendall was waiting for him. Carlos quickly got out of his car and asked, "Where are the fuckers?" Kendall replied, "They're in the storage room." Carlos began to quicken his pace to get their and his friend soon did the same. Carlos literally broke into the room. He glared at the two men tied up in the corner. If looks could kill, then they'd already be 6 feet under.

Carlos grabbed a chair and told one of his homies to bring one of the tied up thugs up to him. "Who the fuck are you?" he snarled. "Chinga tu madre!" the thug yelled and spat in Carlos' face. Carlos balled his fist and socked the guy straight in his face. Blood was spattered on his fist and he saw the thug's nose bleeding a river. "No me escuchan, puto? Dije, a quien carajos eres tu, puto!" (You didn't hear me fucker? I said, 'Who the fuck are you!') he says. "Me llamo Diego." the thug fearfully answers. "Sabes quien soy yo?" (Do you know who I am?) he condescendingly asks. The thug doesn't look him in the eyes and tries to look somewhere else. "Soy hijoputa equivocado al lio con!" (I'm the wrong mother fucker to mess with!) he yells, while simultaneously kicking him in the ribs. He grows tired of the interrogation and starts throwing punches at Diego. He just remembers that he sees that Diego, is the one whose hands are broken. He gets the other one and starts questioning him. "Como se llama?" The other thug replies, "Eduardo." Carlos throws him around the room trying to get Eduardo to crack, but fails. He mockingly laughs in the angry Latino's face, "Desear saber quien mato su abeula? Lo hice, puto." (Do you want to know who killed your grandmother? I did, fucker.) Carlos finally get's the answer that he's wanted all along. Which one killed his abuelita?

The thug with the broken hands obviously didn't do it, because how else could a crippled guy pull the trigger? Carlos calls for Kendall to bring him a bat, a metal one. He forces his victim to watch each other be beaten. Carlos breaks the guys hands, then feet, and soon his legs. It's not enough for him though. He wants payback. An eye for an eye, right? He tells Kendall to give him his revolver. Kendall always hated seeing this part of Carlos, but this was gang life. It was something you sign up for when you join. Carlos cocks the gun and tells him, "Al infierno con usted." (To hell with you.) He pulls the trigger and the blood splatters on his face and Diego's. He points the trigger at Diego, but doesn't pull it. He got what he wanted, he'd rather let him be traumatized by this for the rest of his life. "Take them and throw them in the valley." he orders. Kendall doesn't question his motives and obliges.

In the desert….

Diego gasps for life. He wants to live. He sees three people in the distance and soon they come close to him. "You've got something we want and if you want to live, you'll tell us." Kat states. "I'll do anything, take me please." he pleads. "Shanya, Jay Jay, take him to the hospital. I think Jose would like to hear what he has to say." she says.

Author's Corner:

Uh-oh what is going to happen now? I know the answer, but you guys have to guess. Hehe The title is named after the song Clumsy by Fergie. I don't know about you guys, but I thought Carlos was starting to lose his vile side, so I added some sinister and dark behavior in this chapter. Thanks guys for reading. I hope to be back ASAP. *Pink promise!* Till next time people.