Chapter 7 – Lost and Need For Desire
"CAMPING?" Horo yelled as he waved the piece of paper in his hand. Everyone was totally used to the blue heads sudden outbursts, however this one was just too loud.
"WOULD YOU KEEP IT DOWN WE'RE IN A LIBRARY FOR GODS SAKE!" Ren hissed making the blue head flinch.
"But DUDE, Camping? This is gonna be awesome!" Horo exclaimed with excitement.
"You think everything is awesome. Just how you think that girl's find you awesome" Ren snorted.
"Wha- wait I never said that... oh my Tao do you think I'm awesome?"Horo blurted out.
Ren turned a bright shade of red as he acknowledged what the blue head just said.
"BAKA! Are you stupid? How can me out of all people think you're awesome. I'll admit one thing, you're hell of a lot ANNOYING!" Ren yelled.
"SHH!" Hissed the librarian from the counter sending them death glares.
Meanwhile, Yoh and Hao were walking through the hallway earning giggles, flirt remarks, and stares from the people around. Hao was completely used to it, while Yoh cursed inside his thoughts from annoyance. In the beginning it was bearable and quite inviting, however everything changed since the glares and stares that he got from people were slowly turning him into stone.
"Oh look that's Yoh, do you think I should ask him out Sora?" A random girl called out as they were walking past.
Hao's eye twitched at that comment and he instantly laced his fingers through Yoh's and led him through the crowd of amateur 'Paparazzi.
"Aniki are you alright" Yoh asked as he looked worriedly at Hao's face. Hao tried to contain his anger as he led Yoh through the crowd. He just couldn't take it anymore. Yoh was his and no one else's. But at the same time who said that Yoh was his. Sure they were brother's but that was about it.
Hao stopped in his tracks and let go of Yoh's hand.
"I erm...need to go. I'll see you last period" Hao hurried away, without giving Yoh a chance to speak.
Yoh shook his head, and headed towards the library where he and the other's planned to meet. He entered the wooden building and instantly the smell of old paper and rusty bookshelves hit his nose.
He spotted Horo and Ren arguing over something and walked over towards the table sloppily. As soon as Yoh took a seat on their table both of them stopped arguing. Ever since Yoh joined their 'Clique' he always stopped them from arguing by saying something really holy. Soon it came to a point where he didn't even need to say anything and just show up. The they would immediately stop fighting and give each other apologetically expressions.
"Hey Yoh, have you heard about the CAMPING TRIP?" Horo immediately asked, beaming from excitement.
Yoh looked at him and smiled.
"Yes, me and Hao are going, are you guys going?" Yoh asked.
"HELL YEAH! Free food, Daddy's coming!" Horo said.
"Well, since you and Hao decided to go I might as well, I'm not gona let you leave me here with these pathetic humans" Ren snorted.
"But Ren you are human" Yoh said calmly.
"I am not human, I am a unique species. I don't belong with fools like those" Ren said and crossed his arms.
" No matter what you are you must still pay respect to others. No matter what they did or will do, they and we are still people who all live on the same planet. We must co-operate to be better people as one" Yoh looked sincerely at Ren and smiled.
Ren huffed in response and looked the other way. Truth be told he still felt awkward around Yoh ever since he kissed him. But no one bought it up so he felt like he didn't need to worry.
"Speaking of which, where is Hao?" Horo said.
Yoh looked at him and looked down. He actually himself didn't know where Hao went. He didn't even know why Hao left in the first place.
"I don't know, he said he had to go somewhere" Yoh whispered, almost hoping they wouldn't hear him.
"And by somewhere you mean?" Ren asked.
Yoh gulped and felt guilty.
"I don't know" He answered.
Both Horo and Ren shared a look and didn't pressure Yoh anymore. Hao sometimes had those days where he would just disappear to clear his head or something. But that never resulted well in the end. So this time, they both hoped that whatever he has to think through, it will be a positive output.
Meanwhile, Hao went to the only place that people could never find him. The roof.
Truth be told, only the janitors go to the roof to clear things out or something, and plus no one owned a key to the roof. But of course Hao had access to a key.
He threw his backpack lazily on the concrete floor, and sat down not too close to the edge and looked over the school and the city. The rooftop was very high, so there was a clear view of the busy streets of London, and the campus.
Hao sighed in annoyance. He was annoyed. With life, with his friends, with Yoh. Every time he's around him he never wants to leave. He gets this weird sensation electrocuting his body. Lazily, he ran his hand through his thick hair and starred out into the open. That was his peace. The calm yet strong wind flew through his brown strands of hair, creating that calming sensation flow through his brain. He could hear the wind. As if it was speaking to him. The swishing sounds were a peaceful melody to his ears.
Hao hugged his knees, and placed his chin on top of them. He thought, thought hard. That place always had the right answer. But this time nothing came out. No solution, no idea, nothing. Silence.
Silence.
Again silence.
The wind stopped blowing, and Hao sensed the rain was coming. Sighing, he picked up his back pack and headed towards the exit.
Last period came and Hao hasn't been seen. No one heard from him or seen him and Yoh worried. He didn't know whether Hao was fine or not.
He's fine, probably ditching class and smoking somewhere Yoh thought.
Yoh came home and still no sign of Hao. He panicked. Quickly, he grabbed his cell phone and dialled a number.
"Hello?"
"REN! Have you seen Hao? I haven't seen him since fourth period and he didn't come home!" Yoh screamed through the receiver.
"Woah calm down. I haven't seen him, are you sure he's not just out with some dudes. He does that a lot, probably wasn't bothered to come home. Give him another 2 hours and I'm sure he'll be back" Ren said.
Yoh sniffed. "A-Are you sure?" Yoh asked while holding back the tears.
"*Sigh* Yes Yoh, don't worry, he never dares to come home after your mother does so don't worry okay?" Ren asked.
"Yeah okay thank you Renny" Yoh said and hung up.
He waited for another hour and still no sign of Hao. He sat by the fireplace and remembered how Hao kissed him there. He remember those soft lips against his own, that pulsating sensation that ran through his body as Hao touched him.
He sobbed even harder. Yoh hugged his knees and cried to himself. He was a vulnerable baby there.
Around 10 minutes later, Yoh heard a rattle of the keys, and a lock open.
Yoh chirped his head up and ran towards the door.
Hao put the keys back into his pocket as the lock opened. He closed the door behind him as he walked in and before he had a chance to do anything he felt a pair of longing, soft and delicate lips press firmly against his own.
The kiss was hungry. It was nothing like he ever felt before. It was Yoh.
Yoh threw his arms around Hao's neck as he continued to passionately kiss every inch of Hao's lips and mouth. Hao senses alerted and immediately his hands found their way on Yoh's waist pulling their bodies closer together.
Yoh moaned and moaned. He missed Hao so much that nothing could describe the sensation in his heart at that moment. Their tongues were battling for dominance, their mouths fit perfectly together, and hands roaming all over each other's body's.
Soon they stumbled onto the nearby couch, and Yoh got on top of Hao and kissed every inch of his neck and jaw ling.
"How-how could you! I- I was... so worried" Yoh said in between pants as he continued to place hard kisses onto Hao's neck.
Hao shivered. He never thought Yoh had THAT side to him. It was unbelieveable.
"I-I'm sorry I...ahhh! I had to clear my head" Hao said whilst moaning at the same time.
"I was so scared! I-i thought something happened to you! I thought that I lost you DAMMIT!" Yoh yelled while kissing Hao on the lips again this time with more force. He tasted every inch of Hao's mouth and continued to explore Hao's toned body.
After what seemed like forever, Yoh let go and looked intensely into Hao's eyes. He got of off Hao and sat down on the couch like a person. Hao adjusted his clothes, and sat down next to Yoh.
Silence over took.
It sliced through like a blade. A sharp blade.
Suddenly, Yoh snuggled into Hao's chest, and gripped onto his shirt as if he was about to fall off a cliff.
"Never, ever leave me again" Yoh whispered softly, but loudly enough for Hao to hear.
Hao frowned but replaced his dark demeanour with a smile and ran his hand through Yoh's hair.
"I won't, I promise" Hao whispered, and without awareness they both fell into a deep slumber.
OK SO THIS IS THE TIME WHERE YOU MURDER ME RIGHT? I seriously am SO FUCKING SORRY for not updating! I'm going to be honest and say I lost interest in SK after I fell in love. Yes that's right Im in love. And I'm married to 2 people! Okay maybe they don't know that Im married to them but I am! JUST ACCEPT IT OKAY! Lol joking, but honestly please please accept my apology because honestly I am truly sorry. After I kind of lost interest in SK I didn't have the inspiration to write anything. I didn't also want to disappoint my readers by producing something crappy so I ended up being on a really bad writer's block.
It's been a long time since I updated and the emotion and motivation for this fic has changed to I know that the chapter seems odd from all the others and gives a different emotion/impression but I do hope that it was enough to make up for my absence. And I know that it's barely 2 thousand words, but through writing I learned that the less is sometimes the better, so I didn't want to give away all my SK secrets and skills in one chapter.
Also I know I promised that this would be a lemon chappy but since the mood and everything of the story has changed, I decided to build some tension for you guys and bring in the lemon at a full climax and emotional part of the story. BUT I DID GIVE YOU SOME FLUFFY HARD KISSING BETWEEN HAO AND YOH!
In case you're wondering who I'm totally in love with well it's a Korean Pop band called BEAST! THEY ARE AMAZING AWESOME AND EVERYTHING AND TOTALLY HOT! I've been so hooked on them lately that the only fanfic that I've read was Beast fanfiction. And yes I'm married to their two members which are YANG YOSEOB and LEE GIKWANG!
Anyway this was just a long update about my life, and I do hope that this chapter was okay ish, I didn't want to give out too much and I finally found some right time to type something up real quick.
SHOUT OUT TO SK-FAN 7 WHOM I HAVEN'T SPOKEN TO IN AGES! DAYUM I MISS OUR STUPID CONVERSATIONS LOL!
To all my fans out there THANKYOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT! Please review if you want me to continue this, otherwise I honestly see no point in writing this if no one wants more! :P
I LOVE YOU GUYSS! BYE-UM!