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Give Me A Little Trust

Chapter Fourteen: Admissions

Edward's POV

We arrived at the restaurant and I had us seated at the back in a secluded booth away from the other patrons. Both of us slid into the booth and ordered some water and wine before having a look at the menu.

"What's the special occasion?" Bella asked, pushing my hair away from my eyes.

"No special occasion, I just wanted to take you out."

"To my favourite restaurant, is that a coincidence?" She smirked and ran her over the top of my chest intimately.

"Okay maybe I did have a reason for bringing you here but I'd prefer that we ate before getting to that." I said, nuzzling at her neck.

"I'm now worried, what is it?"

"Don't be worried. It's a good thing; I just hope you see it that way too."

"No Edward, you're going to have to tell me as I'm panicking." She looked nervous and worried. I took her hands in mine and gave them a gentle squeeze.

"I wasn't sure how to tell you so I thought I'd go with the romantic setting and everything. But now thinking about it I could have just told you at home and it wouldn't have mattered. I wanted to tell you that I love you. It may be soon but I've felt this way for a while. You don't have to say it back, I understand."

"And what if I want to say it back?" Bella asked, turning my face to look at her. "I love you very much Edward." She kissed me softly and stroked my cheek. "And you're right, you didn't need to bring me here to say that but I'm glad you did."

The waiter came back and took our orders then left again without so much as a word.

"So was that as bad as you first thought it would be?" I asked, playing with a strand of her hair. I just couldn't keep my hands off of her.

"No, a small part of me thought you were going to ask me to move out again." I shook my head and chuckled.

"I would have to be crazy to do that." She shrugged.

"I didn't know what to expect."

"You're too big a part of my life now, I couldn't let you go. Though you have raised a good point."

"About moving out?"

"Not so much, more to do with what do we do with your house when it's renovated. If you want to go back I understand but-" She pulled me to her and kissed me passionately, putting a lot of emotions into it.

"I don't want to leave you, ever. When my house is back to normal we either sell it or rent it out. I'm not going back there unless you're coming with me and seeing as I like your house better I think we should live there."

"It's not my house anymore, it's our house." That made her smile and she gave me a quick peck before sitting back as our food arrived.

We started in on our food and were too busy eating to talk but kept looking over at each other and smiling. It wasn't like we needed to talk. I let my thoughts wander and recalled her saying that she never wanted to leave me, so what would we become in the future?

"What are your thoughts on marriage?" I asked. Bella practically chocked on her pasta, followed by a wide eyed look of fear.

"Why?" She placed her fork down and reached over me, patting down my pockets.

"What are you doing?" I asked confused.

"Making sure you weren't going to propose."

"Oh." My face must have shown my disappointment as she quickly tried to recover.

"No, I didn't mean like that. I was just worried that you were going to propose now and to me that would be too fast, we just moved in with each other after all."

"I wasn't going to ask tonight. I just wanted to know your thoughts but it seems clear marriage isn't a popular idea in your mind." She smiled but shook her head.

"Not right now, maybe in the future."

"That's what I was thinking about. You said you never wanted to leave me and I don't want to leave you so along the natural lines of a relationship marriage would be somewhere in there." Bella resumed eating and nodded.

"You're right, marriage would be in there."

"Along with children too, if only I could give you them." I muttered to myself.

"Edward." I looked up at Bella and she had a sad smile on her lips, obviously she heard me. "You have to understand I don't mind that you can't get me pregnant. There are other means of having children and unlike Lauren I won't be picky. Maybe we should talk about this. It seems to still be an issue."

I slumped back in the booth and sighed. Bella put her hand on my knee and leant against my body, kissing my neck.

"Talk to me Edward. I need to know what's going on in that head of yours."

"I don't think I know myself." I replied honestly.

"Well answer me this. At some point, do you want children?"

"Yes."

"Then when that time comes we'll handle it then. Until that time it's not an issue and we live in the moment, together. Just remember, I'll always be here for you and that I love you with all of my heart." She leant up and kissed me softly then pulled me to sit up properly. "Your food's getting cold."

Bella's POV

Edward was clearly still thinking about the children issue and it pained me to know he was worrying about such things. I wanted to take his mind off it all and as my light chatter about nonsense didn't seem to be doing the trick I switched methods and began to use my womanly charms against him.

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He practically jumped out of his chair when I put my hand on his knee, clearly surprised by this turn of events. I gave him an innocent smile and returned to my food, with one hand still on his knee. Gradually I began to move it up his thigh, teasing him along the way.

His light emerald eyes were now very dark and burning into mine with lust and adoration. That look alone sent shivers through my body and made me crave him more.

"Don't think you'll go unpunished for this." Edward whispered in my ear, momentarily stopping my hand's trail up his thigh.

I continued my game through dinner, getting so close to the one part he wanted me to touch but not actually touching there. Occasionally he would whimper and pout at me, practically begging me to help him out with his very evident problem, straining the front of his pants.

Edward basically dragged me out of the restaurant, not even asking if I wanted dessert. He just chucked some money on the table and pulled me to the car.

On the drive home I was planning on teasing him but Edward was speeding at a hundred miles an hour so it seemed safer not to. I didn't want us to end up wrapped round a tree trunk due to his desperate need to have sex.

The car lurched to a stop in the driveway as Edward slammed on the brakes. This wasn't really a side I saw to him but it definitely was doing wonders for me. Before I had my seatbelt off my door was opening at he had me out of the car, kissing me wildly.

I pushed him away from me and told him to lock the car and get his house keys; otherwise I think we would be giving our neighbours a free sex show on our front lawn. Eventually he had the door open for us, about bloody time.

The front door slammed behind us and Edward was all over me in an instant, not that I was complaining. I was pushed against the closest wall as he kissed me passionately, hands running through my hair and pulling me closer to him. Eventually Edward removed his lips from me own and left me wanting more, which I was about to get.

His lips felt incredible against my neck. Every so often he would nip at the skin, getting me to groan, and then move further down. While his lips were working their magic on my neck and collarbone his hands were grazing up my thighs, taking my dress with them.

I couldn't wait any longer and reached for his belt buckle. He caught on quickly as I made quick work of his pants and began kicking off his shoes. We were both eager, just needing to be with each other.

Soon enough his boxers, pants, socks and shoes were kicked across the floor and his erection was pressed against my stomach. He had pushed my dress down at the front and moved my bra out of the way so his lips could have access to one of my breasts. The feel of his tongue against me had my hips bucking towards him.

The next thing I felt was Edward hoisting me up against the wall. I wrapped my legs securely around his waist and held on to his neck. My dress was bunched up revealing my panties below which Edward grazed softly with his hands

"Fuck I want you so bad." He said, sliding one hand up my dress, pulling my damp panties to the side and positioning himself before he thrust forward quickly.

We both cried out in pleasure as he entered me swiftly. After a second or so he pulled back and thrust in to me again, moaning my name. He was rough and demanding. There was a tenderness to his movements but an animalistic one as well that had me completely turned on.

I was in bliss as he held me against the wall, getting harder and faster. There was a crash and we stopped, startled then looked round. Smashed on the floor was a photo frame with the glass all over the place.

"Leave it, we'll get to that later." I said, kissing him with as much passion as I could muster.

He seemed to agree as I felt him begin to move again. I knew he wasn't going to last much longer and was desperate to see him just let go so I tightened my muscles around him. A string of profanities fell from his mouth as he almost hit his peak.

"I want you to cum with me." He said huskily in my ear. I nodded and bucked my hips against him, causing the friction I desired so much.

He moved a bit and had me pressed up with one arm of support under me. I was going to ask him to use two but the second hand rendered me incoherent as he stroked me in time with his thrusts. It then became too much and I gripped onto him for dear life as I fell over the edge, apparently bringing him with me.

He dove into one last time before cursing and panting heavily in the crook of my neck. I wasn't much better, nails deep in his scalp, struggling to catch my breath and was now exhausted.

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Edward held me tightly to him and carried me up the stairs; briefly watching where he was stepping so not cut himself on the glass. He kicked open the bedroom door and both of us collapsed onto the bed and continued to lie in each other's arms. I snuggled up to his chest, inhaling his scent with each breath as he played with my hair and occasionally kissing my head.

"God I love you Bella." He whispered, closing his eyes after pulling me closer.

"And you know I love you too." With a peck on his cheek I settled my head down onto his chest to listen to his heartbeat.

After moving in with him I came to find that his heartbeat was a very therapeutic sound for me and almost instantly put me to sleep. Though after tonight's activities I think they would put me to sleep more than the gently sound of his heart.