Black Stars-
Misa's P.O.V.-
I looked at the man in front of me. I'm not going to lie here this guy was kind of cute. "Um okay." I said still a little confused and it showed. "So, Mr. Orihara…"
"Please call me Izaya. I insist." He said while grabbing my hand.
'What the hell?' "So, Izaya, this is a little bit weird for me considering I don't know what to do here." I said rather awkwardly.
"Of course, that's what I'm here for." He sounded like he had an evil tune in his voice. "Now…" He looked at me with his sly smile. "…what would you need help with?"
I blinked, liked someone had just explained how the universe was created in one sentence. "I need help in knowing if I should be afraid of you or just shrug you off and never listen to you." I said.
Izaya's P.O.V.-
'That was unexpected. I expected her to pull her hand away and be nice.' "You should do both. That way you do what you want and I get my way knowing I knew your way that way adding more to my information."
She stared at me looking confused. 'Good it's my game again.'
"Uh, what if I do it by not doing it so we both get our ways?" She said with a smile and began walking off. I followed her because now she was holding on to my hand. 'Who is this girl?' "You see here Izaya, life is a game like cat and mouse, but I'm sure you already knew that considering you know everything. You're either the cat that catches the mouse or you can be the mouse that outsmarts the cat."
"But the cat can kill the mouse, or take it for torture." I said.
"True. But the mouse doesn't want to be caught or killed, that way torturing the cat in not getting what he wants. Both are tortured, both are equal, both get what they want by having what they can't have. You want what I have, but you can't have. I'm not sure what I want so that way we both get what we want. You're knowing of what I gave and knowing of what I have." She finished explaining with her smile.
'She's good.' "Cat and mouse continues forever." I said grinning. I looked down at our hands, still together. She didn't even loosen or tighten her grip.
"That's why everyone hates cat and mouse. That's why I choose to be the controller of cat and mouse. I haven't met anyone else who's decided not to play the game. Everyone hates it, but everyone plays it, so everyone enjoys it. So I love life by hating it that way loving it more." She said still smiling.
"Not me. I love humans. All humans actually, minus Shiuzo. Humans are very fascinating. But I love humans, not individuals. I have no family, just friends. But everyone knows everyone is your enemy and try not to have them, so I chose to have enemies. If an individual were to love me I could not return their feelings to them. If an enemy were to hate me more or hate me less then I have proved my love to humans when humans do not love me."
"They should." Misa said.
I was a little surprised. "Care to clarify?" I asked. Sounding as knowing as possible.
"You should be loved. You proved your love to humans. Humans could never survive without turmoil or fake love, so you provide turmoil and real love knowing it is fake but is enough for humans." She never lost her smile or composure.
"I don't care for love you see. So I give my love to humans. I could never love an individual, but the day I do love a single individual I will allow them to use me in any way they want, because you need to finish your love with one person and then go on to the next. So everyone loves but doesn't really love when they say the words 'I love you.'" I said with my grin.
"Then I'll love you. That way you know you have someone that loves you. But since love is a carless word I'll love you by not loving you therefore ending to the conclusion of loving you. This way we both get what we want by getting what we both know we have and can't have."
We stopped in front of her building and she let go of my hand. "It's been an interesting chat Izaya. I hope we can do this again. Until next time Izaya." She softened her smile and walked into her apartment building.
I stood there for a minute or two. 'It'll take longer, but my experiment will work out.'
Misa's P.O.V.-
"Well that was fun!" I said very sarcastically and talking to no one in particular. I threw away the sandwich I had made in the morning and went to my room. 'Time for a nap.'
~~~~~ 9:15 p.m. that night~~~~~
"I saw here there. I was walking and there she was. Our eyes connected for a second. We need to find her before she's hurt again." Came a voice from the shadows. "We are the Black Stars and we will never lose!"
Cheers came from the small crowed in the park.
Woohoo! Two chapters in one day! How bout them apples! Ugh this whole talk with Izaya and Misa got me so confused. I just went with the flow. If it makes no sense then I don't blame you. I have no Idea what I tried to say. Next chapter coming soon! (:
~Circus
