I was suppose to update last Saturday but I was lazy… anyway enjoy this chapter…:DD and tell me about the clothes…is it ok?:OO
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I don't Gakuen…
Chapter 17: Confessions and Confusions
Normal POV:
"Mikan someone's looking for you. Hurry up… this person is excited to see you." Tsubasa said.
"Ok… I'll be right there." Mikan answered…. she went down stairs to see who's the person waiting
for her.
"Yo Mimi!" Sho said who was standing at the door.
"Sho-kun! You're back! So good to see you!" Mikan said while hugging her best friend.
"Same here." Sho said while hugging Mikan back.
"Ehem!"
Mikan and Sho broke the hug when they realized that Tsubasa was still watching them.
"Ah… why don't you sit down here Sho I'll get some juice… by the way Tsubsa-nii where's mom and
dad?"
"They said they will buy groceries."
"Oh… and wait where are you going?"
"Ah I still have a date with Sierra today. See you later. And Sho? Take care of this idiot. Ja!"
Tsubasa left the house and went to meet his girlfriend.
"Uhm… what do you want to do?" Mikan asked.
"Hmm… well we could go to the park or somewhere. Mind if you'll tour me?" Sho asked.
Mikan smiled at Sho and said… "Sure! I'll go get dressed, and oh wait you're juice I'll make one first."
Sho rolled his eyes and said…" Just get dressed Mimi… and I want to spend time with my bf today."
"Ok."
Mikan went to her room to get dressed while Sho waited patiently for Mikan.
"Ok I'm ready!" Mikan said while going down. Sho gazed at Mikan from head to toe and smiled.
Mikan was wearing a black mini skirt
(her mini skirt looks like this:
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and she wore simple red blouse with puffed sleeves, while she just let her hair loose. She wore a pair of
white doll shoes and was carrying a small black sling bag.
"Uh… Sho-kun? Are you ok?"
"Huh? uh.. yeah I'm fine let's go."
They rode the bus and went to the park where they used to hang out (A/n: this park is different from the
Park that Natsume and Mikan hanged out).
"Nothing change here…" Sho murmured.
"Yeah nothing changed." Mikan said.
"Listen Mimi I have to tell you something."
"Uh what is it Sho? I've noticed you were jumpy during the bus ride."
Mikan's POV:
"Listen Mimi I have to tell you something."
"Uh what is it Sho? I've noticed you were jumpy during the bus ride."
I wonder if Sho's fine… he seemed disturbed.
"Uh… Mimi I… I…"
"I, what Sho?"
"I like you… no scratch that… I love you Mimi. I like you when we were kids… and when I left this place I missed you so much… I kept thinking about you. I know you're engage but hey… you said that you and that Hyuuga would have to agree first right? So I guess I still have a chance… do I have one Mimi?"
"Sho… I… I also liked you when we were kids… but Sho it was a long time ago… and besides… the engagement party would be held next week."
"Next week? I thought you didn't agree… and Hyuuga didn't agree?"
"I… we still haven't made up our mind…"
"Then why would there be a party?"
"His parents arranged it… I guess they're uhmmm…"
"They want you to become that guy's wife? Mimi I know and you know you'd just be hurt if you're with him! Why are you following them just like that? What about you? Your happiness?" Sho asked me… I looked at him and I saw pain and anger in his eyes.
"Sho I also need to do this for my family…. You know we're struggling financilally."
"So you're just using him for money?"
"No! I'm not… I'm not marrying him because of that… it's… urgh! Sho stop making me confuse!" I was about to leave when grabbed my hand and hugged me.
"Mimi I'm sorry… I just got… I just let my emotions controlled over me. but Mikan I'm not giving you up just like that…"
Sho broke the hug and kissed me on my forehead.
"See you soon. Bye Mimi." Sho left me and all I could is whisper… "I'm sorry Sho… I like Natsume now."
Natsume's POV:
Dammit! I went here to this idiot's house and now no one's home! Dammit Natsume! Why did you visit here? School starts tomorrow! You can see her tomorrow! Fine I'll just leave then! I was about to leave when I saw someone going out of the cab. My eyes widened and my heart was beating faster… I t was polka who went out.
"Na…Natsume? What are you doing here?"
"Hn, just came here to bug you. Where have you been?"
"I uh… uh… I went to the park I got so bored here since I was left alone. Ehehehe…"
I'm sorry Natsume I couldn't tell you the truth… you'd be mad at my best friend if you knew.
" are you sure polka? I think you're lying…"
I felt she's hiding something from me… but why would she lie? Maybe I'm just imagining things.
"Shut up… and yes I'm sure of what I'm saying. Now want to go inside?"
"Tsk you just the two of us? Don't tell me you're seducing me polka." I said teasingly.
Mikan glared at me and yelled… "I was not thinking any of that Natsume… you're really a pervert! And F.Y.I I'm not doing any of that since I'm still under age… and… and…"
"And what polka?" I asked her as I drew my face nearer to hers… I really love teasing her…
"And… never mind… so you coming inside?"
"Hn… nope I'm taking you somewhere."
"Huh?"
"Just come with me."
I grabbed her hand and dragged her inside my car. The drive was quiet… I could feel something was bothering her… I just don't know what it is.
"Oi… not telling me what inside that small brain of yours?"
"Huh? oh… uhm I was just thinking where are we going."
I stopped the car unbuckled my seat belt and hers.
"What are you doing?"
"…"
Normal POV:
"What are you doing?" Mikan asked Natsume.
"…" Natsume didn't bother to answer her, instead he went outside and opened Mikan's door and dragged her out.
"Tell me what's wrong." Natsume said facing Mikan.
"Uh…. Well…"
"Well what polka!"
"Sho… and I went to the park…. He told me… that… he uhm…"
"You went out with that Fuwa?" Natsume asked angrily and he placed his hands on the door trapping Mikan who was leaning.
"Yes… I know I lied I'm scared that you'll hurt him or… you'll get mad at me…"
"What happened?" Natsume asked coldly.
Mikan looked at Natsume…
His eyes are cold… crap… what are you going to do Mikan?
"I'm getting impatient here polka!"
"He con… confessed! Ok? There happy now?" Mikan yelled and cried…
"Shit!" Natsume cursed and turned his back on Mikan.
Mikan just bowed her head and continued crying.
"Stop crying polka… it so annoying."
"sob…sob…sob."
"I said stop it!" Natsume yelled and grabbed Mikan's shoulders.
"I'm….hiccup… I really…hiccup…. I didn't mean to lie… I just… hiccup… Natsume I'm sorry." Mikan said hugging Natsume tightly. She knew she shouldn't have lied, but she was afraid that Natsume would be mad at them and she's afraid that she would lose Natsume.
"Sigh… just tell me the truth next time polka." Natsume said and pulled Mikan away from him.
"Get in the car… we'll eat lunch then I'll drive you home."
"Natsume wait." Mikan grabbed his wrist.
Natsume turned to Mikan and stared at her with those cold crimson eyes. Mikan let go of his wrist when she realized that he in no mood talking to her.
"What?" he asked irritatingly.
"Do you… uh… love…"
"Love you?" Natsume continued for her.
Mikan was shocked at what he said… meekly she just nodded.
"Hn… before I'll answer your question… I'll ask you something… why did you agree to marry me?"
"I… before I met you I really didn't agree to marry you… but I have to sacrifice for my family… we're struggling financially… and…"
"So you're just marrying me for the money?" Natsume said bitterly.
"NO! … it's not my reason now… I… Natsume I like you… no I love you… I don't know if you felt it or not… but I go crazy when I'm with you… I just can't afford to lose you… I… sob… really love you… sob… I was hurt and jealous when you were with Eris… I started to develop feelings from you when you saved during out first so called date… I… sob… I know you still love Eris… but… sob… crap… I…sob…" Mikan couldn't continue what she was saying since she was crying again.
Natsume groaned. He wanted to hug her and kiss her and tell her that she has been forgiven and that it's going to be fine. But he didn't do any of that instead he turned his back on her again and said…"Get in the car enough crying. And my answer to your question would still be a no. Let me think first."
Mikan just followed him and went back to the front seat and put her seat belt on. Natsume did the same he looked at Mikan who had her head down. He was feeling miserable for what he did and he felt pain and jealousy from what he knew. He cursed himself and just drove off.
You're a bastard! Letting her cry like this… you're a coward for not letting your feeling show.
I know it's short I'll update soon though…. Maybe this evening?;)
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