After the things Shikamaru had said, I can't even think the words, I've been avoiding him. I took on more missions and stayed out late until he was already asleep. We haven't really spoken in weeks, let alone have sex. My sexual frustration is killing me. I'm fidgeting all the time and I've been picturing Lee naked and that has never happened. I need to touch another man and I need to touch him quick. I couldn't have sex with Shikamaru again, the emotions would get in the way, but he couldn't know I was sleeping with someone else. I didn't want to hurt him.

So here I was, in a bar, drinking like a maniac. Maybe I wouldn't feel so guilty if I was drunk enough. I took a glance around the room. There were many other jonin and thankfully no one else of the rookie nine. Nobody here would go out and blab everything to Shika. I really didn't need that.

My eyes lingered a little longer on one person. I had seen him multiple times before. He may be a little older than me, but I was the stronger one. He was still a chunin. His black hair framed his face in big spikes, looking rather messy. It reminded me of how messy Shikamaru was. No, I'm not supposed to think about him!

I downed another glass of sake, trying to get a little more confidence and got of my barstool. He was talking with his best friend and partner in most of his missions, Izumo. Izumo might be I little more handsome, but he would be trouble. I heard he clung to people and I didn't need another person who wanted to be my boyfriend, I just wanted sex and I was sure Kotetsu wouldn't mind a bit of sex.

I laid my hand on his shoulder, making him turn to face me. He blinked ones, before a smile crept on his face. 'Neji, always good seeing you,' he said, while his eyes lingered all over my body. This was going to be really easy.

'Nice to see you to, Kotetsu,' I whispered in his ear. I should have made clear now what I wanted.

Izumo was eyeing me suspiciously, before pulling me to the side. What did he want now?

'Wrong choice, sweetheart. I heard you're a giver and so is Kotetsu. You better go find someone else.' He had a point there. I was not about to let Kotetsu take me and I didn't want to force him into it. Who was I going to choose now?

Izumo started fumbling with the collar of my shirt and like Kotetsu checked me out. Well, maybe I would go for the hotter one then. But first I had to make sure he wasn't a clinger.

'And what do you like?' I whispered.

His eyes were glued to my lips, licking his own. 'You're a bit young, but for one night I wouldn't mind being taken by you,' he said huskily, licking his lips again.

I glanced back at Kotetsu. He looked a bit jealous, but that wouldn't be my problem. Izumo could do something about that tomorrow morning.

'Let's get to your apartment.' I pulled on his hand and after that he didn't need any encouragement. He almost dragged me towards his apartment, flung the door open and threw me inside. I guess he was even more frustrated than I was.

He pulled me up of the ground and settled me against the wall. He kissed me roughly, his tongue shoved into my mouth. I never expected this side from him, I liked it.

'Bedroom,' I said breathless after he finally broke the kiss. He grabbed my waistband and with a smirk pulled me towards the bedroom.

Oh, he was sexy.

He threw me on the bed and started stripping in front of me. I felt myself growing hard, my pants now painfully tight. I want to bury my cock deep inside of him.

His well defined chest was now visible in the moonlight. We hadn't bothered turning on actual light. He yanked down his pants and his erection sprung free. He took a few step forward and now stood right in front of me. I took his dick hungrily inside my mouth, sucking hard on the tip. He moaned loudly, settling his hand in my hair and pushing me further down his cock. I choked a bit, but swallowed it away. He was really making clear we were doing this for our own fun, not the other's.

He started thrusting harder in my mouth, only using my mouth for his release. His length started pulsating and in a few more seconds his warm seed slid down my throat. He didn't taste as good as Shika. Shit, I was thinking about him again. Better get to the part where I'm being pleasured.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him down to eye level. I pushed his head towards me, kissing hem fiercely. He took the hint and started undressing me, touching my naked skin as an excuse. I sighed, finally able to release some of this tension.

He kissed me in my neck, my shoulders and my chest, sucking lightly on my nipples. I let out a moan, throwing my head back in the process. He pushed me down on the bed and crawled on top of me. He was as aroused as he was before, letting our erections brush against each other. We both moaned loudly.

'Lube's in the dresser,' he whispered.

I gave him a long look, thinking about how I wanted to take him. 'Get on your hands and knees.'

He obliged and I grabbed the lube. I sat down behind him, having free access to his ass. He stuck it high up in the air and it looked so appetizingly. I made my fingers slick with the lube and pushed one finger in easily. He was a lot looser than Shikamaru. Shit!

I stuck another finger in, pushing away my thoughts. I didn't need them during sex. I started scissoring him, not that he needed it much. He was really lose. He fucked a lot more people than I thought. Well, I wouldn't be remembered then.

'Ready?' I asked huskily.

'Always, love.' He had some weird pet names, but that would be over soon enough.

I placed my erection in front of his entrance and pushed in. A moan escaped my lips and he smirked back at me. I couldn't help it it had been a while. This just felt really good. I was now fully sheeted and he hadn't made a sound. Well, if it didn't hurt, I could move as fast as I wanted.

I pulled out completely and thrust in hard. He let out a moan then. So, he did like this. I did it again and again, liking the sounds he made.

'Faster, Neji.'

My pace got quicker at that and a bit erratic. I would come really soon, having had no release in weeks. I couldn't even jerk off without Shikamaru noticing.

'You've got a big cock there, Neji. I might let you do me again,' he said breathless.

'If it stays with that.'

He laughed a bit, turning his head towards me. 'Don't worry, honey. I can't be seen with you. I don't want to be called a perv.' Again with the pet names.

I gave an extra hard thrust against a certain spot, making him shut up. I only want to do him again if he stopped talking so much. I didn't need words during sex. Shikamaru at least understood that. Shit!

He squeezed his walls tight around my erection and I thanked him for that. Every thought of Shikamaru disappeared and all I could think about now was release. My moans got louder and Izumo knew I was about to come. He kept squeezing his walls and now pushed himself back on my dick. His moans got louder to and he was about to have his second release.

A few more thrusts and I came hard inside his ass, coating his squeezing walls. I slid out of him and laid down on the bed. He sat up and gave his erection a few more pulls, before coming all over his hand. I could have done that, but didn't really feel like it. He came in my mouth already.

He laid down beside me and after a few minutes was already snoring. No cuddling, no sweet words and no I love you. This was how sex was supposed to go.

I couldn't stay here. Shikamaru would know something was up. I put on my clothes and left, not bothering with a note or anything. He already knew this was all and he just wanted to sleep, as did I. The sex had been great and that was it. At least I knew now I shouldn't go without for weeks. There were people out there who wanted the same as me.

I walked back in the dark, only a few other people on the road. Some of them did the walk of shame like I did and some just got out of the bar. I saw a Kakashi pulling a drunk Iruka towards his apartment. I didn't know if they were dating, but they were having sex. I just wasn't sure of the giggling drunk would be fun in the bedroom like that.

I opened the door of the apartment and tiptoed inside. I took of my shoes and walked down the hall, towards the living room. Everything was dark, so Shikamaru was at least in bed. I noticed a few blown out candles on the coffee table, feeling guilty immediately. He had planned a romantic night, huh. This must have hurt him then.

Carefully I opened the bedroom door. We were still sharing his king-sized bed, so I had to sneak in next to him. Slowly I slid in next to him and turned my back towards him. I had just closed my eyes when he said something.

'You smell like sex.'

Characters © Masashi Kishimoto

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