Chapter Ten - Brother
He asks me again if I could kill him.
Kill my own brother.
No.
Never.
I could never end his life.
Never let him go.
Never give up.
I know him.
Better than I know myself.
I will believe in him to whatever end that takes me.
I've seen into his heart.
Pure and just.
Kind and true.
Sam is Sam.
My brother.
My friend.
The best part of me.
The hope of what I can be.
I'd rather die than lose that.
Lose that chance at normal.
At a life beyond hunting.
He's my family.
All I have left.
The End
bjxmas
October 2011
All standard disclaimers apply.
And it isn't that Sam is all Dean is. But Dean values family, values his brother, values Sam. Dean is more apt to hurt himself by taking on all the blame and guilt and responsibility willingly, than ever feel or see how unfair it all is. He is the big brother, the protector, and that is a huge part of who he is and how he sees himself…but no, it certainly is not all. There is such depth to Dean; we've only scratched the surface. Yes, like Jo said, Dean needs to find out who he is before he dies. He is not 90% crap…not hardly. One day he'll see that.
Thanks for stopping by. Later, B.J.