No Gray

by bjxmas

7.03 The Girl Next Door - A series of drabbles – Dean is in a no-win situation. A glimpse inside his head as he considers his actions. How hard is it to be a hunter, to make those impossible decisions? Last chapter is Dean's final journey to discovery.

18. Acceptance

Chapter Eighteen – Acceptance

I don't know how to reconcile my feelings.

To atone for what I've done.

To justify who and what I am.

I'm trying to find some balance.

A ledge to keep me from the depths.

Perched precariously on the edge of the abyss.

All I see is darkness and pain.

I know what I do needs doing.

Know that I'm the man for the job.

What I don't know is how to live with my actions.

How do I turn this twisted life around?

So I can look up instead of down?

So I can live with what I've done?

The End

bjxmas

October 2011

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