Today is my birthday! I turned 25 today. Yikes. My father told me that it's a quarter of a century. Now that sounds old. I managed to finish and post it today of all days, so make sure that you say thank you and happy birthday. For those of you who read this then you will know that I also did some editing in this chapter too. I took out the part about Bella knowing about the wolves.
Only Emmett could say something so stupid and so right at the same time. Rosalie didn't even bother to hit him on the back of the head, as usual, because we both know she doesn't care what anyone says to me. She was just buffing her nails, like I didn't even say anything. It was starting to make me angry.
They all hurt me, sort of, and it doesn't even look like they care at all.
Alice catches my eye and gives me a sympathetic look and beseechingly says, "I'm sorry Bella. In my visions before you told us what happened to you, I could still see you. We were best friends and now when I try to look, it's like you are cutting in and out. Then it just stops. I don't know why, and it is driving me crazy."
Jasper came to sit next to Alice and pulled her hand to his lips.
"Is there any reason why you think that you can't see me anymore?"
"I don't know the reason why, but I wanted to tell you that we are going to leave." Alice finished my thought for me.
"You can't! Not again, not like this. It will really kill me this time. Carlisle, Esme please say something!" I exclaimed horrified at the possibility of the thought of them leaving again.
"Isabella dear, I'm so sorry. I would really have liked the chance to get to know you, like how you know me." Esme finally spoke to me for the time.
"Edward is not going be coming back here, with your blood calling to him, it would be too dangerous for you, Isabella. Also Tanya won't be coming back either, not without Edward." Carlisle replied.
"How did Tanya and Edward get together? The times that I heard Edward talking about her weren't really that flattering, and he didn't like how she pursued him to no ends whenever they visited." I asked.
"We stayed in Denali for a few years before coming to live here. I think that was what happened when you made your wish. We went there first, and arrived after you instead of before you. Plus, you are also starting school in you senior year and not you junior year, but I seem to be getting off topic here. Edward and Tanya found each other in that time. Edward finally realized that she is his mate and he was hers. It just sort have happened with the proximity and all of the time that they were spending together." Carlisle explained to me.
The pain was starting to come back again…I don't know what I should so anymore. I screwed up in this time and the "other universe"; they end up leaving me anyways. It is probably meant to be this way, and that is why I couldn't change anything. "I would like to go home." I said.
"Please Bella, just let us explain why we have to leave, and it's not like you really ever knew us. We have changed in this time, and so had Edward. I really do think that this is for the best." Jasper said out of the blue.
"I think that you are just saying that to make me feel better because my emotions are rubbing off on you. It's alright Jasper, I forgave for what happened at my birthday party as soon as it happened because not only were you feeling you own blood lust, but everyone else's too. Including Edward's and I am his singer. Trust me; I know that it is in your nature to want to drink human blood. I have been there. I just wanted to tell all you before you leave again that I have always loved all you, even Rosalie from time to time. Please just take me to school so that I can get my truck and go home now."
They did as I asked. No one said anything at all, yet again, and this time around, I was happy about it. I want to make a clean break this time, with no complications in my life, and especially no emotionally depressed Bella. I will not let them bring me down for the second time.