BPOV

A few days after what happened with Alice, Emmett had gotten a call from the police. Nothing bad or anything. I don't think that anything could gone wrong because, the man named James was dead. The cop just said that they had something for me, but I don't know yet. He'd said he was sending it in the mail for me.

"Bella?" Emmett yells.

Instead of answering him I walk out of my room to see Emmett coming through the front door.

"Its here," He says so I rush down to get the envelope.

"Have you ate today?" He asks.

I wish he would stop asking that, but I know he's just worried because, I refuse to eat anything. When I do, I eat very little.

"Breakfast," I say taking my mail then walk away and to the stairs.

As I am walking I open it and enter my room, closing the door behind me.

Its a letter from my mother.

My sweetest darling,

I'm so sorry about what you have gone through, but I had no choice in the matter. The man that is taking you... He said he would leave us alone if I gave him the money that Joe owed him. But he didn't. You have to believe that I never though it would come down to this baby girl. You are a brave and strong girl Bella and you will get through life, even without me in the picture. I know I'm not much of a mom, but I tried.

Nobody was supposed to get hurt during this, and you were supposed to be left alone. But none of this has happened. I know you don't nor have you every liked Joe, and I'm sorry I stayed with him for as long as I did. When you come back home, I promise you that I will make it up to you. Please, find it in your heart to forgive me but I won't be home when you come...

In hopes the police are smart enough to look through our old photos they will find a picture of my baby boy... Once they find him you'll I hope stay with him. His name is Emmett.

I know this isn't much of a goodbye, but I love you and always will.

Love, mom.

Tears form in my eyes.

SHE KNEW!

SHE KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME!

SHE KNEW AND DIDN'T TRY TO STOP IT FROM HAPPENING!

Why hadn't she gone to the police? I'd still have my life Emmett would still have his and I wouldn't be here. The scream that is building up in my throat comes out and echoes through out the house. My only reaction is to start throwing stuff.

EmPOV

"How is she?" Jasper asks when I let him in.

"Good, I think. Has nightmares that scare the hell out of me though."

"Is there anything-"

Jasper gets interrupted by a blood curling scream from upstairs. Next comes sounding like glass breaking.

Oh, shit!

I run as fast as I can up to my little sisters room and bursts through the door to see her throwing things and crying.

"Bella!" I yell trying to get her attention but it doesn't work.

"Jasper! A little help!" I yell down as I take a step towards Bella.

Not a good move. She throws her clock at my head so I dunk and it misses me. As she throws more things around I realize it must've been the mail that set her off.

"Bella calm down," I try to say.

"SHE KNEW!" She yells at me.

Jasper enters slowly and panting.

"You need an elevator dude," He says just as Bella chucks something at him and it hits him in the head.

"Ow!"

Quickly, without scarring Bella I go over to her putting my arms around her trying to get her to stop. When I do she stops, but starts to hit me... Hard.

"She knew!" She yells once again.

"What do you need me to do man?" Jasper asks.

"Call my dad. Tell him its an emergency."

Jasper leaves the room as I try to get Bella to calm down. I grab her wrists to make her stop hitting me but she struggles against me.

"Bella, stop."

Bella stops after a minute so I pick her up and try to find the letter that was sent to her.

"He's coming. Said he'd be here in about a half hour at the most."

I nod slightly and find the note covered in glass on the floor.

"Uhh... Anything else?"

"Can you open my bedroom door? I don't think she would like to lay in a pile of glass."

"Sure," I follow him out as I read the letter.

***...***

A half hour later Jasper let my dad in and he comes in my room.

"She passed out," I tell him.

"I see that," He says. "What happened?"

"Well she read the letter the police sent and flipped out."

"As in?"

"As in 'go look at her room and check on Jaspers head' flip out."

He frown but leaves my room to go to hers.

"What the hell did that letter say, Emmett?" He yells as he comes back.

"Oh nothing. Just the fact that she knew the guy who took us and that she has a brother... Oh and that she knew he was going to kidnap her."

"Then why didn't-"

"Because, she's dumb."

Dad looks at Bella. "Has she been eating?"

I sigh. "Sometimes."

"Sometimes?"

"When she does its very little. The most she eat was when she first woke up."

"When did she get to sleep?"

"Like... 15 minutes ago?" I say.

Jasper comes back to my room.

"Well, there's no hope in me leaving," He says and sits on the bed.

"Why?" Both me and dad ask.

"Shit load of people with cameras."

I groan. "That's just great."

"Should I call the police?"

"How bad do you want to go home?"

"I don't... I just wanted to change out of my pajamas."

"Then you can grab a pair of my shorts and a t-shirt if you want."

He shrugs but goes to my dresser and get a pair of shorts. As he does Bellas expression turns into a frown and she moves to her head is at the foot of the bed.

"That was," I say.

"Weird," Jasper finishes.

"Didn't I do that when I was little?" I ask dad.

"Yeah... But only when you had a nightmare."

"Well, you know she's your sister," Jasper says.

I nod a little.

"We should probably leave so we don't wake her up," Says dad.

***...***

Bella comes down only an hour later only to go outside and to the trampoline. Jasper gets up before me and follows her out.

BPOV

I wake up in Emmetts bed confused for a minute until I remember why I am in here.

Because, she knew...

Sighing as I get up, I go to the bathroom, wash my hands, go down and outside.

"Ya know... its for jumping," I hear the boy Jasper say.

I say nothing to him.

"Mind if I join?" He asks.

I shrug a little.

Jasper takes his shoes off before jumping on the trampoline?

"Emmett didn't send me if that's what you are thinking." Jasper tells me.

"I could care less if he did or not," I whisper.

"So she speaks!" He smiles.

I say nothing.

"You know he wants ta help you."

Silence!

"Why won't you let him?"

Silence.

"Bella."

More silence...

"Please talk to me?"

I scoff. "Why?"

"Why what?"

"Help. Why help? You can't give help if its not wanted."

"Can try."

"Well don't."

"I will."

"Then stop."

He sighs. "Why?"

"Because, it'll be useless."

"Why?"

"You have both of your parents. Yes?"

He nods.

"Because, you didn't see your parents and one you don't even give a rats ass about get murdered in cold blood, Jasper. So until that happens to you, you won't know how I'm feeling right now or what's going through my head."

A/N: Yeah I know the letter from dear old Renee wasn't that good but oh well. What did you think about the rest of it?