As promised, I am back and now I shalst upload!
TO: Michael
No the second half of the recording is a continuation. So yeah it's what wasn't written before.
Rated R
Disclaimer: I only own the Andersons, Anderson Manor, Anderson Hotels and Sealin's flat . . . and Lacy and Saturn.
Warnings: Course Language, Use of Alcohol, Sexual Situations, BDSM, Violence, Blood, Dirty Talk, Crude Language, Uncomfortable Settings, male/male, oral sex, anal, incest, threesomes, use of sexual toys
Pairings: Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin/Seamus), Fred/Alex (Alex/Fred), Fred/Seamus, Fred/George, Fred/George/Alex, Mike/Colin
Enjoy
"I love you Alex."
"L-l-love you t-to."
"Come lets lay down for a bit alright?" The younger nodded and allowed the taller to lead him to the bed and tuck him in. Alex curled up into a ball against him and Fred kept his mouth shut about the fact that the whisky bottle had never been opened and the cigarette was never lit.
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Dennis stepped into the living room and paled. His brother was curled into a tight ball, white as a ghost and shivering violently, muttering to himself, loud sobs still leaving him. Dennis picked up the discarded phone and checked the call history followed by the texts. His eyes widened and he blanched.
"C-Colin?" The older ignored him and picked at the carpet. "Cols?" Nothing. "Shit!" he closed his eyes and opened them again, standing in the center of the Anderson manor.
"What's going on?" Noah asked, everyone turning to him.
"I don't know but Colin said something and Seamus has decided they need time and threatened to divorce Colin if he tried to talk to him!" They gaped. "H-he's not responding to anything I do!"
"I'll help you bring him here." Charlie said. Dennis grabbed his arm and they did side along apparition. His eyes widened when he took in the state of the eldest Creevey. "Holy shit!" He picked him up and went back to the Anderson Manor walking over to a couch and placing him on it. For the first time that night Hermione spoke up, Ron's eyes terrified and Harry and Draco surprised beyond belief. Colin had ceased all movement and just laid there.
"Let me see him." She whispered kneeling next to him. "Colin?" She shook his arm and nothing. She tried again with the same result. She poked him, pinched him hard, yelled in his ear and stood back. "He's in shock. Someone should get a hold of his husband whether Seamus wants it or not." Draco grabbed the phone.
"I'll do it." He ground out.
"Don't be an ass and fuck it up!" Harry yelled. Draco quickly dialled the number he had memorised and waited.
"Yea?" It was quiet and hoarse.
"THE HELL HAPPENED?" They jumped and rolled their eyes.
"What?" Seamus asked confused.
"WHY THE FUCK IS YOUR HUSBAND LYING UNRESPONSIVE ON A DAMN COUCH?" Harry rubbed the bridge of his nose. 'Here we go.' He thought. Draco hit speaker.
"Why do you care?" He asked. Colin twitched, eyes watering.
"Because one of my best mates is not responding to anything! we've screamed, pinched, shook everything and all he does is lay there! Why do you want to divorce him?" Draco had to clench his teeth and try to remain calm. Colin's lip trembled.
"Because I asked him what he would do if Alex said he loved him and he said h-he'd say it b-back." The dial tone sounded and everyone froze a loud sob wracking the blonde's body. Hermione sighed and pulled out her phone, pressing speaker. "What?" Seamus ground out.
"Shut up and listen." She hissed. The brunette sighed but did. Hermione walked closer to the quietly crying boy. "Colin?" She whispered. Nothing. "Colin please do something, say something." Still nothing. "Seamus is on the phone?" A loud wail fell from the blonde and his body started to convulse, hiccups taking over.
"Rub his back." Seamus muttered. "He's having a panic attack."
"Perhaps you should." Ron ground out. Seamus let out a frustrated sigh.
"I'm in Romania first of all and second why should I? Get Alex to do it."
"I'm rubbing but it's not working he's just getting worse!" Harry called out to Hermione. Panic ran through Seamus. They didn't know Colin's medical history. Ever since he attempted suicide all those years ago and hit his head, something had happened to his body. If Colin got too upset he could still slip into a coma, only problem is he would not wake if he did.
"Fucken hell." Seamus ground out and hung up.
"The fuck?" Ron yelled Harry and Draco had turned Colin onto his back as heavy tears streamed down the blonde's face, body shivering, teeth chattering and sweat gathering.
"What's wrong with him?" Hermione yelled. The fireplace went and a man stumbled out, swaying slightly.
"Fuck note to self don't floo from Romania." Seamus grabbed his head and walked around the couch, his eyes watering at the state of his husband who didn't seem to see anyone. "Turn him on his stomach." He ordered.
"But it didn't do anything!" Harry cried out.
"Just do it!" They did and Seamus sat in the small space provided. He ran his fingertips up and down the blonde's spin a few timed before resting his whole hand flat against his back and making circles and quiet shushing sounds. He moved to the floor, keeping the rhythm and pressed his lips to the blonde head listing as his sobs turned into hiccups and the severe shaking slowed dramatically. "S'alright lil one. I'm sorry I said those things to you. I don't want a divorce I just don't want you to leave me for him." he combed his fingers from his other hand through blonde locks.
Colin sniffed and buried his head into his arms. Seamus gave a small knowing smile. Colin hated it when people watched him cry but he loved to be held. The brunette pulled him off the couch, the younger letting out and angered cry and struggling. The others watched and Seamus ignored the fussing man and placed him on his lap, tucking his head under the Irishman's chin. He reached into his pocket and took out a small brown fuzz ball. He muttered a spell and it grew into a medium sized teddy bear with a clover and Irish hat. He pressed it to the younger's chest and Colin snuggled into it, curling closer against Seamus.
The older gave a small smile as the blonde's sobs stopped and only a few hitches of breath every so often was heard. He relaxed his body and closed his eyes.
Seamus smiled only just realizing he had been subconsciously rubbing the smaller's back. Colin's breaths evened and he let out a sigh of relief, kissing the light hair.
"If Colin didn't need you, I'd kill you." Hermione hissed. "We all say things we don't mean when we're pissed off and you know that!"
"I know but please hush I don't want him to wake and start up again. The last thing I need is my husband in an irreversible coma." Without waiting for a reply he apparated back home and into his bedroom. He laid the sleeping blonde down and pulled out his phone. When Colin started to shift and his lip began to tremble he reached over and rubbed the bare back soothingly. He dialled a number and listened to the two rings.
"Hello Seamus where are you?" His grandfather ground out.
"There was an emergency. Colin and I got in a fight and he hit a severe panic attack." It was quiet.
"Is he alright?"
"I don't know for sure yet but as long as I keep rubbing his back he seems ok." The brunette whispered his eyes never leaving his blonde.
"Are you hinting that you need time off again?"
"I need a new schedule Grandpa." He mumbled. The older sighed heavily. "Let me have the weekends off."
"I need you here more than that Seamus."
"Well I can't alright? I can't keep disappearing for months on end! Beside's I'm not the only person you have that can work there!" He pointed out flinching when a whimper left the blonde at his raised voice.
"Fine. I'm looking at the working schedule now. Bob and Sarah have been working once a week." Seamus tried not to growl in anger at his grandfather. And here he was working months on end? "And James and Jake work once a month, Hannah works twice a month and Alec works twice a week. If I give them more here and here." Seamus knew his grandfather was talking to himself. "Ah alright you can have three weekend a month off-"
"No." Seamus ground out. "All of them or I'm quitting my job." It went quiet and a few grumbled were heard.
"Fine I'll give Jose a few extra hours and Frank and Phil some. There every Friday from five p.m. through Sunday. You won't work until eight on Monday until five, same with Wednesday and Friday. Tuesday and Thursday you work one to nine."
"Thank you." The brunette smiled.
"Yeah yeah you're just lucky it's Friday." The phone call ended and the pleased man quickly discarded his cloths down to his boxers. He rubbed the trembling back until the smaller calmed back down then quickly ran to the loo. When he got back the blonde had started crying again and hiccupping he climbed onto the bed and pulled the fragile boy, who seemed to be that fifteen year old again, to his chest and summoned the blankets.
Colin calmed down immediately and squeezed his eyes shut before opening them and looking up.
"Hey lil one." Seamus whispered rubbing his back with one hand, brushing his cheek with the other. Colin blinked in confusion. "I'm sorry I upset you like that. I talked to my grandpa and he cut my hours back."
"By what two hours?" The blonde asked dryly, eyes still damp.
"Colin I'm sorry! You scared me; I thought you were gonna leave me for Alex and I snapped. I figured if I dumped you then it wouldn't hurt as much. But I couldn't dump you and it did hurt too much. I don't want to divorce you!" He hugged him tight. "You were right, we don't need more space we need less." The blonde waited patiently.
"Monday, Wednesday and Friday I have only a nine hour shift, Tuesday and Thursday I have an eight hour shift and Saturday and Sunday I have off." He watching something spark in his husbands eyes. It was almost like slow motion; the blonde gave a huge smile, his eyes sparkled and he clamped his mouth down hard on the other's, tears streaming down his face as he made happy noises.
Seamus returned the kiss just as eagerly and the pulled back out of breath. "I have a confession." Colin whispered and Seamus nodded. "I do love Alex but I would never leave you for him. I love Alex but I have something so much stronger for you. I can't explain it but I can't live without you Seamus. You're my world." The brunette gave a small smile.
"I know you care for him that's why I was scared. But I also know you love me more. He's your world-" the blonde opened his mouth to object. "But I'm the universe." Colin smiled brightly.
"Exactly." He snuggled close. "E-eurm is it alright if I sleep with him once in a while? You and Fred me and him?" The brunette stiffened. "Or not . . ."
"We will see." He rubbed the pale back and sighed. The blonde crawled up farther and tucked his head between Seamus' neck and shoulder, partially on this pillow, one hand on the bare chest, tangling in the hairs, laying soft kisses on his skin. "I love you too."
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"Hey." The brunette mumbled out. It was about a week later and Colin was finally alright, well sort of alright, with Seamus leaving. He still got a slight panicked look in his eyes and his lip would tremble slightly but that was about it. Seamus was on his way home from work and stopped off somewhere quickly first.
"Hey. So what did you need to talk to me about?" Fred asked.
"Colin and Alex." The younger stated simply.
"alright."
"Colin asked me if it would be alright if the four of us got together once and a while and . . . entertained one another." Seamus said quietly. Fred raised his brow. "Colin loves Alex but doesn't want to lose me so he asked if we could sleep with each other on occasion."
"Why do you want this?" The taller asked.
"Because it makes him happy. And I noticed that a while back, when Alex and I had a civil conversation, the look on his face was unforgettable. He was so happy. Plus I think me watching him with someone else turns him on or something. Same thing happened with Draco and Harry"
"Alright. I'll talk to Alex but no guarantees. He's been in a constant slump since I played the recording. He's been getting ill but as long as I don't go away for long he seems to get better." They said their byes and parted.
Fred walked up into his room and over to Alex. The younger was sitting on the bed quietly. "Hey Al?" He looked up and gave a small smile. "Seamus stopped by and wanted to know if you felt like going over there and hanging out with Colin for a bit." Green eyes flashed with hope and diminished faster than it appeared.
"Why? So he can lead me on?" His voice was raspy and quiet.
"He loves you Alex, he admitted it to Seamus. They almost ended up with a divorce on their hands because of it. But Seamus calmed down when Colin almost slipped into a coma."
"W-what? Is he ok?" Alex asked worriedly.
"he's been better but he's been worse. Misses you a lot apparently." Fred pressed his lips to a pale cheek.
"Liar." He lied down and turned his back to his mate, a green tinge to his pale complexion.