What If Ch 2 Why did you leave me!, a harry potter fanfic

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

"I'm not telling you." Noah turned on his heel and staked off.

"Fine. I'll find him myself."

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Dennis stepped out of the fire place and all heads shot up.

"Colin!"

"Shay!" He ran forwards and into the other's arms, the older hugging him tight. A sob left the other and his body shook. The fireplace went and they all held their breaths, Noah stepping out.

"It won't take him long to realize where we are." He muttered. Hermione nodded and Dennis walked over to his Veela.

"C-can I talk with you?"

"Yeah, of course." Noah allowed the smaller to lead him through the Creevey's old home and to his old room. "You knew he was with Alex the whole time didn't you?" He asked quietly, pacing back and forth.

"Dennis-"

"Did you know?" He spun and glared. Noah sighed and nodded. Tears flooded the smaller's eyes.

"And you let my brother get raped?"

"What?" The French boy stood up surprised.

"What else do you call fucking someone that's not a willing participant?" Dennis spat at him.

"I couldn't do anything Den! He would have ripped my throat open!" He pleaded. "The Veela doesn't care about anyone but his damn mate! That's it! Dennis please!"

"Fuck you Noah! You could have done something! You could have told someone!"

"What good would it do?" He gripped his hair and let out a frustrated growl. "You don't understand Dennis! You don't get it!" He sat down on the bed and sniffed. "T-there's a possibility that I might have done the same thing to you in Alex's position."

"That's comforting." Dennis ground out. Noah silently stood and walked over, wrapping his arms around the petite waist and kissing the top of the other's head. Dennis felt a wave of calmness rush over him and shoved the other away. "Do NOT use your Veela shit on me!"

"Please calm down Dennis! Please!" Something clicked and Dennis locked eyes with his Veela's. He sighed and walked over, hugging him tight. Noah sniffed and wrapped his arms around him, squeezing.

"I'm not going to leave you Noah. I just wish you would have done something." He tilted his head up and the younger leaned down, pressing their lips together.

Colin followed Seamus up to his parents' old room, crawling onto the bed then onto the Irishman's lap. He snuggled up close, his sobs turning into sniffles as the strong arms wrapped around him. The young lad looked up and let out a sigh when their lips connected, tongues sliding out.

"Do you hate me?" He asked quietly, looking away.

"What? No! Why would I hate you? You didn't voluntarily spread your legs for that pompous arse!" Seamus said, glaring at the far wall.

"B-but I really liked it Seamus." He closed his eyes, the taller hugging him tighter.

"I know. But I also know you love me, not him." Colin smiled and relaxed into him. He felt a strange tingle then a pulling sensation in his neck. The pull got stronger and he whimpered snapping his hand to the spot and hissing.

"What is it?" Seamus asked with worry.

"I-I don't know!" he cried out when the pull began to feel as if that chunk would be ripped out of his body. He crawled to the end of the bed and topped off, the pull lessoning somewhat. He made his way to the stairs, unaware of the noise escaping his throat or the tears streaming down his cheeks. Seamus ran after him and froze at the top of the steps; voice caught at the venom in the taller's eyes. If looks could kill he'd be dead eighty times over. The smaller slid down the stairs on his arse and let out a sigh when he hit the bottom, the pain disappearing.

He opened his eyes and blinked at the unfamiliar shoes. He glanced up and froze, an unamused face glaring down at him. His lip trembled and he let out a cry when the older male grabbed his arm, yanking him back up.

"Leave him alone!" Harry yelled out turning to Ron who was behind him. The redhead took a step back and looked away. "Ron!"

"I can't do anything mate."

"Why did you leave me?" Alex growled out, pulling the struggling boy back over to the fireplace.

"N-n-no! I don't wanna go!" He grasped the railing, hanging on tight. Alex snarled and Colin shrieked, letting go of the banister and clapping his hand over his neck, the pain returning full force. He tumbled to the ground and Alex picked him up, forcing his Veela charm out, calming him until just hiccups escaped. Fred and George were holding a yelling Seamus back and Alex stepped back to the fireplace, disappearing quickly. He walked out and into his room, throwing the other on the bed.

Colin whimpered and let out a loud cry, gripping the sheets and burying his face in them. Alex kicked off his shoes and yanked his shirt off, pulling his bottoms down and crawling onto the bed. He pushed the smaller's white shirt up, a louder wail leaving the other.

"Sit up or I'll make you sit up." He muttered. Colin did as told and let the other pull his top off before pushing him down onto his back, slowly slipping the boxers off the thin frame. Alex sighed and lay next to him, pulling the sobbing boy to his chest, lightly playing with his hair.

"I h-h-hate you!" Green eyes closed and he looked away.

"OW!" Alex swatted the other's pale thigh when teeth clamped down hard on his side. A hiss left the younger and he curled into a ball. "You can't run away. You know that right?" More sobs left the smaller. "I can find you easily. Besides, if you don't come to me, I will call you. If you ignore it the pull will get stronger until you can't. It cannot actually kill you, but you will be in severe agony until I'm next to you or I've called it off." He looked down at the hiccupping blonde. "You can also do something similar to me. You can call me. It won't be able to hurt me but I can find you and I will be by your side as soon as possible." He played with the light strands; the smaller's cries slowly stopping until just sniffles were let out.

"I know you're pissed Colin, but I also know what you need when you need it." He shifted the smaller making his cries start to pick up again. He leaned down and lightly pressed their mouths together, the other struggling and pushing on his chest.

"Stop it Colin." Alex ground out. He leaned back in, the other still squirming slightly. Slowly the blonde stilled and began to respond, the hands on the taller's chest stopped pushing and instead rested against the warm flesh, a tongue tapping his lip.

The blonde hesitantly opened his mouth and let his wet muscle join the others, a hand lightly scratching the back of his neck, another brushing his wet cheek. Alex pulled back and gave the other a small smile, kissing his forehead and laying back down, tapping his chest. Colin shook his head.

"Alright. You can lie down over there." He pointed to a spot a bit away from him on the bed. Colin shifted and slipped under the blankets, hiding his bare body and turning his back to the older. Alex felt a pull in his chest and smiled, climbing under the sheets and shuffling over, spooning up behind the other, lightly brushing his fingertips over the other's arm, pressing a kiss to his shoulder and watching as the blue eyes slid shut and the smaller's body began to relax.

He let out a sigh and glanced down at the light blonde boy whose head was on his chest. Noah ran his fingers through the thin locks and smiled when the other glanced up at him. Dennis sat up and lightly pressed his lips to the younger's, nipping the plump bottom lip.

"Mmm someone's in a mood." The sandy blonde muttered out making the shorter flush.

"And if I am?" Dennis whispered. The younger smirked and rolled them over, slamming their mouths together.

"Mmm." Alex let out a deep quiet moan and slipped his eyes open, smirking as the younger ground back against him. The redhead pushed himself up onto his forearm and glanced down at the sleeping boy. He carefully pulled the blankets off and bit his lip, taking in the beauty of his mate. He watched how the smaller's hips would grind back into him, hands clenching the sheets as precum dripped from his shaft.

"Colin?" he mumbled as low as he could. The blonde moaned and grinded back harder, his eyes half lidded. Alex chuckled when he realized his Veela charm wasn't even influencing the other. He leaned down and nipped the pale neck, a moan leaving the petite boy. More cum leaked out of the smaller and Alex shivered, his own coating along the crack of the other.

Alex concentrated and pulled back, a whine leaving the horny blonde. The French man placed a lubed finger at the other's entrance and smirked when Colin moaned, pushing his lower half towards it, letting the digit sink in. He grinded down on the other's hand and Al slipped a second finger in, the pants getting louder.

He watched carefully before letting the blonde swallow up a third, quivering and arching, his shaft coated in his own semen. Alex plopped onto his back and removed his fingers. A loud whine left the small boy. He quickly lubed up his member and let out a heavy breath.

"Do you vant more in you again?" He asked in a deep, heavy French accent. Colin let out a gurgle and nodded. "Come 'ere zen love." He whispered softly. The blonde rolled over and straddled the taller, shuffling back and pushing against the hard shaft, whimpering. "You vant it so bad Colin, you control it." The younger moaned and pushed back. He gasped when the head breached him, a grunt leaving the man below. He screwed his eyes shut and braced his hands on the pale chest, pushing his hips down and whimpering.

Alex's eyes slipped shut and he bit his lip. He knew this would happen. After all, the mate and Veela can only go so long without penetration after mating before one of them gets desperate. Plus, just like in this case, the mate tends to be more . . . active. They feel as if they need it, like it's their life source. He grunted as the smaller groaned, slipping farther down the other's shaft.

Clouded blue eyes opened, glazed green ones following suit. Colin panted and pushed hard on the older's chest, whimpering. Alex looked down and watched as precum slowly leaked out of the other, a drop falling onto his stomach. The redhead reached out and lightly grasped the pale hips, looking up at the other.

"P-please!" The blonde's eyes clamped shut and he moaned, nails digging into the taller's chest. Alex pushed down on the milky hips and groaned, the smaller panting, slipping farther down. "Oh gods!" The French man smirked.

"What's a matter? Never been filled this deep before?" He mumbled out in a deep tone, rumbling the smaller's chest. Colin moaned loudly and shook his head. Alex let out a chuckle. "You've got two inches to go still love." The younger whimpered and shook his head.

Colin gasped and let out a pained cry when he slipped down farther.

"Shh. S'alright." Alex mumbled watching the petite frame slowly swallow him. "A-almost there."

"N-n-no!" Colin shook, tears running down his cheeks. "S'too deep!" Al let out a small smile.

"You'll adjust."

"N-n-no!" He shook his head and panted, his body sliding down the last in on its own accord. "Ah!" He dug his nails deep into the taller, breaking the skin. Alex hissed and rubbed the slim thighs.

"Should I use my charm a bit?" He asked quietly.

"Oh gods please! It h-hurts-s" He let out a sob and the other nodded, watching him intently. He watched blue eyes spring open and a lean back arch, a blonde head being tossed back, a cry of pleasure falling from plump lips. It was beyond hot to say the least. Colin pushed himself up on his own accord and Alex groaned, helping him back down the long slick length. The blonde let out a high noise from the back of his throat.

Feathers caressed his whole body, tingles running along his insides. He moaned and rocked down harder, the tingles intensifying, shivers wracking his body. Rose petals trailed up his sides and back down. Colin let out a shaky breath and lifted his hands, gripping the back of his neck, head falling backwards.

Alex moaned and smiled watching his mate with pride as his hips moved faster and grinded down harder, pants leaving him and loud moans falling from plump lips. The redhead lightly bucked up and grinned triumphantly when a loud cry left the other and his hands shot down, gripping the older's thighs and leaning back against his legs.

"F-fuck." Blue eyes stayed closed, his chest heaving. Al grabbed him around the waist and went up on his knees, slim legs wrapping around his back. He leaned forwards until Colin's back was pressed to the bed. He lifted the slim hips slightly and set a slow, gentle pace, eyes shut and his face buried in the pale neck. Quiet mewls left the small boy and one hand tangled in his hair, the other grasping his back.

"Mmm." Alex sighed and smiled, rocking into the other, the smaller's tight body gripping him hard, pulling him back in. He added a circular motion to his thrusts and grinned when the other gasped, eyes widening and arching off the bed.

"A-again!" He bit his lip and gripped the strong back hard, the older rotating his hips and speeding up. The Veela charm was removed but the younger hadn't noticed. He had no idea that he no longer had an excuse for this to feel so damn good. He pushed down against the other and groaned. It was amazing, gentle, sweet, soft and . . . full of love. This wasn't the Veela, this was Alex.

The redhead couldn't help the smile that continued to adorn his face. Lips pressed to his shoulder and he leaned back, continuing the slow movement. He locked his green eyes with Colin's blue ones and slipped them closed, leaning down and pressing their lips together gently, rubbing gentle patterns on the pale hip. He tailed a hand up the thin calf to the underside of his knee, pushing it up slightly, blue orbs rolling.

Their tongues slipped out and slowly slid together, the younger's chest swelling, emotions running through him. They continued the slow steady thrusts for a long while, the older never speeding up, never going harder. It was maddening for Colin. He was used to it being fast and hard, this was soft and slow. But it felt really nice. He could feel every part of Alex when he entered, could feel him sliding against his walls.

A boil started to build and he moaned, gripping the other's biceps. "Please?" He pleaded quietly, biting his lip and arching up. "Please!"

"No." Alex whispered, continuing his pace. He was going to draw this out for as long as he damn well could. The other's walls quivered around him and he smiled again, the smaller's breathing becoming laboured, mewls slipping out.

"I-I'm going t-t-to-"

"I know. Cum for me love." Alex whispered in a heavy deep French accent. Colin gasped and cried out, his body stiffening and arching, eyes squeezed shut and mouth falling open. His seed splashed between them and he convulsed. A long low moan escaping plump lips.

Alex carefully pulled out and rolled onto his side, moving the sweaty strands of hair away from the pale forehead. He didn't finish, in fact he was nowhere near climax but that was alright. He wanted to make sure Colin felt good. He leaned over and kissed the panting boy's cheek followed by lightly pecking his lips.

"That was . . . was . . . really good." The blonde closed his eyes, a hand subconsciously playing with his own navel.

"I'm glad." Alex rubbed the pale chest and let out his own pleased sigh, watching the goofy smile cross the younger's face. "You always smile like that after?"

"Hmm?" The blonde yawned and stretched. He sat up and yelped, laying back down and grabbing his lower back. "Fucken hell!"

"I haven't put the charms on yet love." Alex kissed his cheek and blue eyes widened.

"What did you do to me?" Colin yelled, glaring daggers. Alex raised a brow. "I would never sleep with you without you doing some sort of mind trick! What did you do?"