What If Ch 6 Probably end up dead, a harry potter fanfic

Just so you all know, I have finally completed this story!

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

True to his word Alex brought the tired boy some grapes, making sure he ate them before heading into the class. When lunch came Alex pressed their mouths together and brushed the blond strands from a pale cheek, tongues twining gently. He pulled back, the younger blushing. "Off you go." He whispered, pushing the smaller towards his table as the redhead headed up to the teachers'.

Colin walked over to his table and another boy stood up, both laughing and tackling each other. Alex smiled and picked up some toast for lunch, watching as his mate and Dennis talking quickly at the same time, his own brother giving him a small smile. Seamus was glaring daggers at Alex, pissed at how tired the small blond looked, not to mention how fast he was scarfing his food down.

"Why are you so tired and did he starve you or something?" Colin actually laughed at that.

"Oh god no he didn't starve me! I'm starting to think he was trying to fatten me up!" He smiled and gulped down his juice. "I just missed breakfast so he brought me some grapes between first and second and I'm still really hungry!" The brunet looked away. "What?"

"Yeah you tend to be hungry after you fuck someone." He grumbled. The blond shot him a hurt look. "I'm sorry alright?"

"Y-yeah." He pushed his plate away, suddenly not hungry.

"Colin please eat." Seamus tried. The smaller just shook his head.

"I'm tired because he told me that he knew exactly what happened between us. Turned all the lights off and left." The older's eyes widened. He knew the smaller had a fear of the dark but would never call him on it. "He didn't come back until this morning. I was scared and couldn't sleep." Seamus looked rather upset.

"You should be pleased I could control the Veela and that's all I did." He lightly placed a hand on the smaller's shoulder, giving Seamus a hard look. Harry looked back and forth between them. Hermione opened a book and buried her nose in it, Ron pretending to be interested.

"Please don't!" Colin begged looking up at his Veela pleadingly. Alex sighed and looked down at the smaller, smiling. He pressed his lips to the blond locks.

"You should eat more love, you're tired and could use the energy."

"I'm not hungry anymore though."

"What did I say about lying?" He asked raising an amused brow. The smaller's shoulders slumped.

"That you can tell when I lie."

"Exactly." He smiled at the smaller. "Who knows, maybe if you eat until you're full I'll make you that cherry pie again."

"Really?" Blue eyes lit up and he started scarfing down his food, the oldest laughing. Seamus looked away, a pain in his heart, Hermione smiling at the joyful look on Colin's face and frowning at Seamus'.

When Alex had been sitting at the teachers' table and watching the blond interact with the other he kept his calm. The second the smaller slouched and pushed the food away he was rather pissed off. He could easily tell he was still starving and no Veela lets their mate starve!

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When classes ended Colin let Alex lead him back up to their room, a good two hours before dinner. Colin had plopped face first onto the bed and was out like a light. Alex chuckled and brought the blond's bag down to the small common room area, setting up his homework on the table, his own small thing next to it. He promised Snape he'd help out with some grading in his potions' class. He was a fairly tough marker and had even casted a quick spell so the names were covered, removing any biases.

Fuck Snape had a lot of stupid students!

"Alex?" A slightly panicky voice reached his ears.

"Down here love!" he smiled when he heard the other shifting. He finished grading and removed the spell the names reappearing. He shifted through them and flinched, clearing his throat when the smaller sat sleepily next to him. "You ah, you failed your potions test love."

"Oh." Colin pouted. "I'm good at the actual potion mixing and following instructions but I can never remember what does what." He sighed and frowned. "Why can't he have all the tests be potion making?" Alex smiled.

"I'll tutor you." He leaned down and pressed their lips together. "It was my best subject."

"Weren't all of them your best subjects?" He looked to the door and laughed, smiling at Noah and Dennis.

"Really?" Colin asked eyes wide.

"He literally got perfect in everything! That's not including the bonus marks! He was Hogwarts brightest student." Noah grinned at him.

"Yeah well you're the first now followed by Granger." He smiled.

"You're smart?" Dennis asked his Veela. Noah's eye twitched and Alex snorted.

"You thought I was retarded?"

"What? No! I didn't mean it like that!" Dennis blushed and Noah smiled, shaking his head.

"Yes, Alex and I rank in the genius category. That's why we're so messed! All geniuses are!" The sandy blond stated, his mate seeming beyond intrigued. Dennis let out a cough and Noah turned to him. "You're not still sick are you?"

"Sick? You were sick?" Colin asked worried.

"I had a cold." Dennis rolled his eyes. "And Noah went way over board! He pampered me!"

"What's wrong about that?" Alex and Noah both asked. The Creevey's looked at each other then at their mates.

"Never mind." Both said shaking their heads.

"Right well it's time for dinner." Noah said walking away confused. Colin leapt up with a huge smile and yanked his Veela up.

"Alright, alright, I'm coming!" Alex laughed and followed the smaller out of the room and to the great hall. He took his usual seat and Colin plopped down next to Dennis and Seamus.

"Hey." The brunet said quietly. Colin gave him a smile and blushed.

"Hi." Their hands slipped under the table and laced together.

"Can you sneak away tonight?"

"Not likely." Colin sighed and started eating, hands still locked

"Does he watch you that closely?"

"He's a really light sleeper and stays up when I go to use the loo until I get back." He shifted and a giant grin crossed his face. "He bought me a fennec fox!" Hermione choked and Ron patted her back.

"But those are in the Sahara Desert!"

"Really?" Colin's eyes widened.

"Wow he went all the way to Africa to get you a gift?" Dennis gaped, even Harry was awestruck at that.

"Yeah why don't you do that for me Potter?" Malfoy teased, leaning over him. Harry rolled his eyes and moved over, the blond sitting next to them, Ron scowling. Why did they have to kiss and make up?

"Maybe he'll let you guys come over and see Jesse, that's my fox." Colin was practically bouncing in his seat. All of them agreed happily. He couldn't wait to see Jesse either. Tweety was to bring him by the time dinner was over. She had requested a night with the little guy.

Colin grinned and said the password, the door opening, Alex reaching out to hold it open for him, Hermione, Harry, Ron, and Draco, letting go and almost hitting Seamus with it. The blond looked around and squealed, a mouse like squeak reaching his ears, the small fox trying it's best on his little legs to run over.

Colin picked the white animal up and Hermione rushed over.

"Aw! He's so gorgeous!" she blinked. "Or she." The bushy haired girl looked at Colin. "Can I pet . . . Jesse?"

"He and Yep!" She gave a huge smile and reached out, scratching it between the ears. Ron rolled his eyes and she made quite, high, gushing sounds, cooing over the small thing. The others did notice that Colin was rather protective of the little thing.

"I'll be back in a few alright love?" Alex said pressing his lips to the pale forehead, glaring at Seamus. "Touch him and I'll rip your fingers off one by one and feed them to you."

"Alex what are you saying to him?" He looked at the brunet's slightly horrified face.

"Nothing you need to concern yourself with Hun." And he was gone.

"Hey I've gotta split." Draco said walking over and giving the cute creature a long pet, smiling at it. "Coming Harry?"

"Of course." The smaller grinned and followed him.

"I should be going too." Hermione sighed and Ron was already gone. She rolled her eyes and gave a wave. The door closed and Seamus smiled at him, lightly petting the fennec fox. He leaned down to press his lips to the smaller and Colin turned his head with a sad look.

"He'll kill you Seamus."

"No he won't" The older gave a small smile.

"You don't know what he's capable of! He can and will hurt you!"

"Then let him." He leaned down quickly and pressed their mouths together. Colin carefully put Jesse down and stumbled backwards up the steps, laughing and twining his tongue with Seamus'. He wrapped his arms around the thick neck and froze.

"Shit."

"What?" The brunet grumbled out. He pulled back and looked at the smaller's terrified face, eyes casted behind his shoulder. Seamus closed his orbs and cleared his throat dropping his arms and turning, Green eyes slowly going black.

"You need to go!" Colin yelled shoving Seamus towards the exit.

"No! I can handle this Colin!"

"GO!" He pushed harder and Alex let out a deep growl, Jesse whimpering and hiding under the couch. The redhead started towards the brunet and pulled his fist back, throwing his weight into his punch. He tried to stop before he hit him, the brunet crying out, Colin moving in front and taking the blow.

"Colin!" Alex and Seamus' panicky voice rang out.

"Look what you did!" Seamus yelled, the smallest trying to hold back the tears, pain exploding in his face, nose more than definitely broken, eyes already starting to bruise.

"This wouldn't have happened if you kept away!"

"No this wouldn't have happened if you stayed the fuck out of mine and Colin relationship!" Seamus spat. "He's right, the world would be better off with you dead! You could have killed him if you hit him wrong! Yeah that really shows you love him!"

"I do! It was meant for you!"

"You should have been looking out but you didn't!" Colin had tuned the two out, concentrating on the throb in his head and the spinning room. "Did you give him a concussion?" Seamus asked, his voice raising a few octaves. He stood and picked the smaller up, the redhead standing as well. "No just stay the fuck away! You've done enough damage! He's hurt enough as it is, the last thing I need is for him to be dead! Because if he stays with you that's exactly how it'll end!"

Alex watched them leave, the younger's words ringing in his head. Why did he try so hard? Did he try too hard? He sat down and stared blankly at the fire. Would the world be better off with him gone? What about Colin? Yes. At lest he knew Seamus wouldn't hit him. He was always so careful. The redhead got a tad bit mad and BAM he gave his mate a concussion! What would happen if he was mad, or worse, furious at Colin? Would he kill him? He had no idea how long he sat there thinking. He looked down and blinked confused, blood covering his forearm and fingers. He cursed and bit his lip. He never really used a wand and only knew how to patch torn skin up with potions . . . that he didn't have. But if he let it bleed . . . then Seamus and Colin could be together. . . He sniffed and held his hand out, summoning one of Colin's shirt and his bear Cols had a tendencies to sleep with.

He closed his eyes and relaxed his body, summoning the blond's pillow. He laid on his side on the couch and pressed the soft pillow to his chest, wrapping his arm around it, rubbing the material as if it were the smaller's chest. He let a sad smile grace his lips, the bloody arm sticking out from under the pillow and hanging off the couch. Alex watched the red liquid drip onto the floor. He was happy. He was giving Colin what he wanted. If Colin was happy then so was he. Besides the only way to un-mate is if one of them dies after all.

He hummed an old muggle song he heard Colin sing with Dennis once. His eyes slipped shut and he let out a breath, the fennec fox letting out quiet mouse squeaks, raising up and nipping Alex's hand. The older smiled and gave it a pet before letting his mind turn to black.

"No he doesn't have a concussion, he was just rattled a bit." Pomfrey said with a smile, the younger's nose fixed. Seamus sighed and hugged the blond. Pomfrey sighed heavily.

"Sorry." The brunet let go.

"No it's not that. It's just the fact that Colin is mated to Alex and you're coming between it which means one of you three will probably end up dead." She looked at them carefully. "And since I've treated Alex in the past and have been for a long time I can be sure it won't be one of you two that ends up in a coffin."

"Alex!" Colin started hyperventilating, a pull in his neck. "I have to go!"

"You shouldn't move too much yet!" She said.

"We left him alone!" Colin yelled stumbling out of bed, a pained cry leaving him when feelings washed over him. Helplessness, despair, guilt, pain, agony, uselessness and then . . . peace. He let out a sob, Seamus and Pomfrey behind him. He yelled the password and threw the portrait open freezing. He saw Jesse whimpering on the floor next to the couch and hesitantly walked over, a loud cry leaving him, pain shooting through his heart. Pomfrey sent a house elf to get McGonagall and Snape and rushed over, moving Colin out of the way. She dropped next to him, checking his vitals.

She looked up at Colin, and looked back at the redhead, a louder cry falling from the blond's lips as his knees gave way. He sat there, useless and scared as his professors hovered and mumbled over Alex.