What If Ch 7 He won't know, a harry potter fanfic

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE: Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin/Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

He looked up at Colin, and looked back at the redhead, a louder cry falling from the blonde's lips as his knees gave way. He sat there, useless and scared at his professors hovered and mumbled over Alex. Snape stood and turned, casting a hard look at Seamus and Colin, the older comforting the smaller.

"I suggest you butt out of Mr. Anderson and Mr. Creevey's relationship before worse damage happens. You got lucky this time." He pushed past them and McGonagall came back down the stairs after levitating him to their bed. Colin was up the steps in record time, crawling into bed next to the taller. His shirt was off and heavy bandages were wrapped around his arm.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry Alex!" He shuffled closer and pressed his lips to the older's. "Move! Please!"

"You're yelling in my ear." Alex grumbled. Blue eyes widened and he kissed the older hard. "Ow." He pulled back and stared into hurt green eyes. "Why didn't you just let me die?"

"W-what?" The blonde stared at him in shock.

"You want to be with Seamus and the only way to do that is if we aren't mated and since dying is the only way to end it I figured you wouldn't mind."

"Of course I'd mind!" He yelled, eyes watering. "What about Noah? Your sisters? Mike?" Alex looked away.

"I was never a good brother to them anyways."

"Alex I don't want you to die!"

"I could have killed you Colin! Doesn't that scare you at all?" Alex shouted.

"You didn't try to hit me, I saw you try to stop Alex." He leaned down and lightly pressed their lips together. "I'm sorry I kissed Seamus." He leaned down and pressed his mouth to the others again.

"I love you." Alex mumbled out. The smaller gave him a small smile.

"I really like you too." He shuffled closer and pressed his head against the lean chest, a bandaged arm wrapping around his waist and pulling him closer.

"M'glad. Lets sleep a little alright? Talk more in the morning?" Colin nodded.

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Colin squeezed his eyes shut and blinked them open in the dark room. His head was nuzzled in the crook of the taller's neck and shoulder, a hand tossed over the bare chest, one around his own waist. Alex's head was facing away from him and he was letting out deep even breaths. He lightly pressed his lips to the pale neck and snuggled closer, the older taking a heavy breath in and turning his head to the other.

"You alright?" He asked in a low, grumbly voice.

"My throats a bit sore. Can I get a drink?"

"Of course." He let go and stretched, the smaller sitting up and yawning. Alex pressed his lips to the younger's cheek and helped him down the stairs, stiffening slightly.

"What?"

"You're ill." He stated simply.

"What? No I'm not I'm fine Alex." Colin smiled and shook his head, the older just raising a brow at him. The blonde made a face and coughed into his sleeve. "Shush you." He grumbled, sniffling. "It's allergies."

"In winter?"

"It's possible!" He walked into the bathroom and grabbed the cup off the sink, filling it with water. He gulped it down and flinched, letting out a small cough attack. He groaned and pouted. Alex was rubbing his back affectionately and led him back up the steps. He helped the smaller back into bed, another cough reaching his ears and frowned. He lied down, propped up against pillows so he was partially sitting and pulled the other over, rubbing his back some more and kissing his feverish forehead.

"You're staying in bed tomorrow."

"I'm fine" He let out a heavy cough attack and blushed.

"You're sick Colin, you're sleeping." His voice was stern and held no room for argument. The smaller huffed and snuggled close, closing his eyes.

Alex stayed up for another hour and was about to pass out when Colin shot up, leaned over the bed and heaved.

"Shit!" Al rubbed the scared boy's back, trying to calm him. "Shh, it's alright." Colin couldn't breathe. Every time he tried he would gag or retch. Alex was helping though. The older started to feed him his charm, letting a sensation of calm rush over the petite boy, his body relaxing, shaky breaths falling out.

"I don't feel good." Colin whimpered crawling onto the taller's lap.

"I know." He summoned a bucket and wrapped his arms around the smaller, casting a cleaning charm down at the floor. "I'll take you to Pomfrey in the morning." He shook his head.

"I don't want to. I need to go to class."

"I'll bring you your work."

"But-"

"No Colin." Alex pressed a kiss to the top of his head.

"I'm really cold." He coughed and grabbed the bucket, the taller rubbing his back

"Did you share anything with Dennis in the last week?"

"I've been at the manor Alex." The younger chuckled out. Alex smiled and brushed the damp strands away from the sweaty face, summoning the blanket and wrapping him up in it. Both sitting now, Colin still in the taller's lap.

Colin had fallen asleep a bit later but Alex stayed awake, rubbing the small back. He had taken the bucket out of the younger's hands and replaced it with his bear. The blonde snuggled up to it and Alex quickly, soft snores hitting the taller's ear. He chuckled and shook his head. Yeah the smaller was definitely ill if he was snoring. Daylight came in and he waited, knowing it would happen soon. And it did. The portrait opened and McGonagall stepped in, looking rather angry.

Alex shushed her and she looked furious.

"Mr. Anderson! I demand that Mr. Creevey attend to his classes this ins-" Alex closed his eyes when Colin shifted, sat up and grabbed the bucket again, whimpering and heaving before snuggling back against the older.

"He has a fever and was vomiting. I figured you would not mind him missing classes." Alex called out.

"I can go." Colin grumbled and the redhead raised an amused brow. The smaller went to sit up and Alex held him tighter. "I can go!" He sat up and Alex made a face when Colin threw up along the bed "Oops." He turned to apologize and Alex clenched his teeth, trying to hold his own stomach acid down when vomit hit his stomach and lap. "I'm sorry!"

"Would you sit still!" Alex asked harshly, casting cleaning charms. The smaller frowned and nodded, snuggling back against the taller. Alex still looked a little green and McGonagall gave him a nod before leaving. Snores hit his ears and he rolled his eyes.

The door opened around lunch and Noah slipped in with Dennis, Hermione, Ron, Harry, Draco and of course Seamus. They looked around confused.

"Up here." He grumbled out just loud enough for them to hear.

"Why on earth are you in bed still?" Hermione scolded.

"Colin's ill." The redhead rubbed the pale back, making a face when the smaller sneezed. "Ew." He casted another cleaning charm as the others walked over and took them in. Colin was abnormally pale, sweaty and shivering even with loads of blankets on. Alex was sweating mostly from the heat and looked as if he hadn't slept in three days. Dennis crawled onto the bed and rubbed his brother's arm. Colin shifted and coughed, opening his eyes.

"Hi." He said in a hoarse voice.

"Hey." Dennis smiled at him, Noah sitting carefully down on the bed next to him.

"Alex won't let me lie down." He chuckled out and coughed.

"Shh." The redhead shushed him quietly. "You'll cough again and get ill." He mumbled into the white blonde hair. Seamus looked worried and Alex raised his brow, holding the petite boy closer.

"Smushing me." Colin muttered, his eyes closing.

"Sorry there love."

"Al?"

"Mhmm?" He moved the sweaty bangs away.

"Bucket." Alex grabbed said item and stuck it under the smaller just as he heaved, feeding him his charm and rubbing the wet back.

"That's rather disgusting." Draco mumbled, Alex shot him a glare.

"Try having him get ill on you." They made a face and Colin started snoring again. Green eyes rolled and he sighed, cleaning the bucket and moving it away. Colin coughed in his sleep and groaned. "I have a feeling we're skipping lunch." Alex's stomach growled and he flushed.

"You go eat, I'll stay." Hermione smiled and he thanked her. He propped up the pillows and moved the blonde over. What happened next was no what she meant. He summoned some soup from the kitchen and gave a small smile. "I meant you can go to the Great Hall." She raised her brow.

"What? I am not leaving my mate with anyone else!" He looked thoroughly offended. He sneezed and froze, slowly turning to his mate. "Fucken hell! I better not end up sick!" he frowned and sighed sitting next to the other and eating his soup. He sneezed and glared at the bowl as if blaming it.

Colin smiled and stretched. He felt great! He had been ill for two nights and that was it only problem was Alex started getting ill the morning the blonde got better.

"Alex I'm going to head to breakfast ok?" The smaller leaned down and kissed the flushed boy's cheek, receiving a smile.

"Have a good morning love." He coughed and the smaller covered him up before making the short walk to breakfast. He stuck his head in and Seamus raised his brow, the smaller motioning him over.

"What is it?" He mumbled. Colin grabbed his hand and pulled the confused guy away and into an empty corridor. "Coli-" His eyes widened when the smaller yanked him down and pushed his lips hard against the taller's, grasping at his cloak and shivering. The older's eyes slipped shut and he ran his hands down slim sides, the kiss softening. They pulled back and smiled, foreheads together. "What about Al?"

"He's sick enough that he can't smell fuck all."

"Are you sure this is a good idea?" Their lips brushed with each word.

"Seamus?"

"Hmm?"

"Shut up and kiss me." The older chuckled and leaned the rest of the way in, eyes closed, teeth nipping at plump lips. He lifted the shorter up, legs wrapping around his waist, the kiss softening and slowing down. "Mmm I missed you so much." He whispered.

"I love you." Seamus mumbled.

"Love you too." The bell went and both frowned. "Come see me tonight."

"Alright? Where?" The older mumbled and received a smirk and a wink.

"Outside my room at midnight. He'll be out cold by then no doubt."

"Hey." Colin sat down and gave the older a small smile, running his fingers through red locks.

"Mmm how's classes?" Al mumbled looking up at the other.

"Alright." He leaned down and pushed their lips together, the taller smiling into the kiss. "I know it's late but I really need to get some homework done alright?"

"Ok love." It was weird seeing him ill. He seemed so . . . helpless. The blonde headed down the steps and grinned, opening the door and pulling the brunette in.

"In here?"

"He won't know." The smaller mumbled, grabbing the taller's tie and pulling him over to the rug in front of the fire. He sat down on his knees, the other sitting crossed-legged. Colin leaned forwards, still holding onto the tie and pressed their lips together, familiar warm hands resting on his hips. He slid his hands to the broad chest and started popping the buttons open, his mouth trailing behind.

Seamus let out heavy, controlled breaths, a tongue flicking out and over a pert nipple, nipping it. The taller gave a throaty moan when lips hit his again, the light shirt being pushed off his shoulders and onto the floor. He placed his hand on the petite chest and got the other to lie down, returning the favour.

Colin's breathing became laboured, his shirt sprawled open and kisses being pressed to his chest, his pants snapping open and the zipper lowering. The blonde raised his hips for the taller, both bottoms being pulled down slowly.

"Cover your mouth love." Seamus whispered and the petite boy did, his head tossing back and gasping when Seamus swallowed his shaft, giving it a few bobs, sucking hard. He pulled back and Colin frowned at him. Seamus smirked and pulled his bottoms down, casting a lube spell and spreading it over his member and fingers.

"We have to be quick though." Colin mumbled and Seamus nodded, preparing the other as quick as he could before lining up, legs wrapping around his back. The smaller nodded and gasped when the taller sunk in.

"Cols?" They froze.

"Y-yeah?"

"You ok?" The hoarse voice rang out.

"Y-yeah just found my mistake I had made."

"Oh, good." It went quiet again and they let out a nervous breath, the brunette starting a rhythm, going as fast and hard as he could without making any sort of noise. "You coming to bed soon?" He bit his lip and Seamus stopped, the younger shaking his head and pushing down. The brunette gave him a nervous glance but continued.

"Y-yeah in ah! Bit." He flinched and the man in the bed sneezed.

"Ok. Be quick."

"W-w-will do!" He covered his mouth as his boil started, the older letting out heavy pants in his ear. It felt good but he missed how deep the other went, how hard he could thrust and the speed he could use. He stiffened and bit his finger hard, cuming between him and Seamus, the older letting out a quiet gasp and filling him. Both laid there quietly panting for a while before slowly getting dressed. Colin walked him to the exit and shared a quick kiss, watching the other go.

The blonde grinned and headed back up to bed, yanking his boxers back off and snuggling up to the older.

"That's a first."

"What is?" Colin sighed and breathed in his sent feeling content.

"You're actually starkers." Alex chuckled and wrapped an arm around the other.