What If Ch 8 Noah, a harry potter fanfic

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

Colin ran into the great hall for breakfast and winked at Seamus, scarfing down his food and yanking the other up.

"I told him I was gonna walk around and be back in two hours." He told the other dragging him up the stairs and pacing in front of the room of requirement, shoving him in.

"Colin calm down!" Seamus laughed, the other hopping around trying to strip. He slammed Seamus against the wall, surprising the older and yanking him down, a groan slipping out. He pulled him over to the bed and got on his hands and knees the taller smirking.

This went on for two more days, random make-out sessions, heavy groping, and shagging all in secret. Colin was in heaven being able to be with his lover again. They spent times just talking and cuddling like they used to do, playing some games even. But all good things must come to an end.

"You smell weird." Alex mumbled when Colin came back in from 'studying' in the library . . .

"I'll shower." He smiled and the redhead stood up and stretched.

"Need help?"

"Ah no I'm alright." He blushed and the older chuckled, nodding.

"C'mere first love." Colin hesitantly walked over and let the taller pull him into a heated kiss. His legs gave out and he let the other lie him down, lips trailing down his neck and nipping his mark. The smaller cried out and arched high, Alex pulling back and helping the young boy up, pushing him towards the bathroom.

"Have a wonderful shower love."

"Tease." He grumbled slamming the door. He would have to tell Seamus that Alex was better. Fuck.

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"Colin?" Seamus mumbled when the tired boy came into the great hall for breakfast, a goofy grin on his face and his head hitting the table and he drew patterns on it. "Are you alright there?" He raised a brow and looked up, Alex walking in with a very pleased expression on his face. Seamus' eye twitched.

Hermione's eyes widened and she cleared her throat, pretending she saw nothing. Colin made a pleased sound and sat up, grabbing some toast and happily munching away on it.

"You seem like yourself again." Dean said plopping down. Colin grinned at him and hummed to himself.

"Someone got laid." Draco smirked and plopped down with Harry. Colin blushed and gave a toothy smile, returning to his food. Alex slipped in next to the petite blonde and said boy smiled brightly at him.

"Shouldn't you be with the professors?" Seamus spat, glaring. Alex raised his brow.

"I am not a professor nor a student . . . I can sit where I like since I am a 'helper'." He smirked when Colin plopped his head on the taller's arm. Still dazed.

"Jeez how hard did you fuck him?" Draco asked. The older just gave a wicked smile and brushed the light locks behind a pale ear.

"Hard enough."

"I blacked out." The smaller mumbled. Seamus' mouth dropped along with a few others.

"You shagged him unconscious?" Ron said surprised. The redhead shrugged feeling proud and triumphant.

"I was pent up." He stated.

"Mmm" The smaller stretched and sighed, happily standing. "I should head to class." He stated, walking off in a daze.

"Mr. Creevey will you please pay attention!" McGonagall hissed at the blonde. He looked up and gave a small smile.

"Sorry!" He looked back down at his sketch. Most people didn't know this but he was actually really good at drawing. Perhaps it was because he liked to draw the photos he had taken.

The school day went by rather quick and by the time he had finished his final class his daze had worn off. He was heading back to his room when a brunette stepped in his way.

"S-Seamus?" He blushed and shuffled his feet at the stern look. "I'm sorry about this morning."

"Don't be. Are you alright?"

"I'm better than alright!" he flinched when the older looked away. Seamus gave a small laugh.

"I told you a while ago that it was probably best that you dated him instead of me. And I still stand by that. Especially now." He looked up at the smaller sadly.

"A-are you dumping me?" The smaller's eyes watered.

"Colin we broke up the second you were 'married' to him." He sighed and turned. "I know that you would choose me in a heartbeat Colin and I know you didn't want this. But I'm willing to do whatever it takes to get you back." He turned and walked back over, swooping down and capturing the surprised boy's lips. "And I mean anything."

"Seamus what did you do?"

"Nothing yet love." He pressed their lips back together and the smaller hesitantly wrapped his arms around the thick neck. "If I asked you to run away with me would you?" he whispered against plump lips.

"Yes. But the mark he made hurts me when I go too far and he wants me back." He could already feel the dull ache. "I should go."

"I'll make you feel better." Seamus mumbled, running his fingertips over the sensitive area, making the smaller shiver. "I'll hold you and comfort you until it stops." He leaned down and the smaller met him halfway.

"I want to go with you Seamus, believe me I do but I can't leave Dennis and he won't go without Noah who won't go without his family! That wouldn't solve anything! Just shove us all in one house." He stated. His eyes widened. "I need to see Hermione can you send her to my room? I have an idea!"

"Ah ok . . ." The smaller yanked him down and kissed him hard before dashing to his and Alex's room.

"You're la- What are you doing?" The blonde ran in, threw his bag down and cloak off and was pacing with a huge smile. A few moments later a bushy haired girl was let in and the redhead just blinked.

"Give us a minute?" Colin bounced and his Veela gave a small nod leaving. The door closed and he turned to the taller. "Can Veelas have more than one mate? I know that some can choose mates too right?"

"Ah yes and yes." Her eyes widened. "Colin I don't believe this is a good idea!"

"Just hear me out! Think about it. We could only be around one another right? The three of us. If Alex mates with Seamus too then we all have to be together! I get both and they won't have to kill each other!"

"Wait who said anything about killing?"

"Alex offered to off himself and Seamus implied he was going to kill him!" He looked at her. "The only other option I'm seeing is if I die." She bit her lip.

"Well it's up to the Veela. If he can fall for Seamus then maybe this could work. But there is also the chance that he will feel like he's betraying his first mate and kill himself Colin."

"He'll die either way at this point! Either he'll kill himself or Seamus will! If I off myself Alex will too!" He ran a hand through his hair.

"I'll send him in." Hermione rubbed the smaller's back and left.

"Colin . . . what's going on?" The redhead asked cautiously. "And for fuck sakes stop kissing him!"

"How can you even tell?" The blonde gaped. Alex rolled his eyes, glaring at the floor. "I want you to mate with Seamus."

"No."

"But you didn't ev-"

"No Colin."

"But-"

"NO!" Colin yelped as he was knock onto the couch, the older pinning him down and snapping his beak. "I am NOT mating with him!" He barked. The other shrunk back into the sofa and bit his lip.

"But Alex-"

"This is not negotiable Colin!"

"Y-you're hurting my wrists Alex." He whispered and the taller sat back letting go. "Can I explain at least?" The older let out an annoyed huff.

"Fine." He ground out, crossing his arms and slouching, glasses slipping down his nose. The blonde pushed them back up.

"Seamus is willing to kill you to get me back and you're willing to die so I can be happy. I don't want you dead Alex! I- I thought that if the three of us were together then all of us would 'own' one another. There would be no need for death because either way you'd still be in charge because you're the Dom Al." The older continued to stare ahead.

"I just figured that if you could fall for him too then there wouldn't be much of a problem."

"Colin." It was deep and a little frightening. "I am not going to mate with him."

"Why not?"

"Because I don't wish to dammit! I just want you and I just want you to love me back so I'll do whatever it takes to have that!" He looked at the smaller. "But I won't mate with him." His eyes started to redden, splotches appearing on the stern face.

"You're scared you'd become the third wheel." The smaller stated in a soft voice and the green eyed man looked away. The blonde leaned over and kissed the pale cheek. "I promise that that won't happen. Besides a Veela and his Mate have to keep sexual contact right?"

"It's different if I choose the mate love. When I 'find' mine then yes but if I search for someone and mark them it's different." He sighed. "And yes I'm afraid of being a third wheel." He ran a hand through his hair, sniffling.

"I swear not to let that happen! Can we have a test trial at least? One week?" He reached out and grasped the redhead's hand. Alex let out a heavy sigh and Colin smiled. "Thank you." He kissed the pale cheek and chuckled when the other turned so it landed of his lips.

"One week Colin. That's it."

"Can I go and talk to him about it?"

"Fine but you need to understand that there will be ground rules."

"Ok." They shared another slow kiss before the smaller headed off, the older whacking his arse on the way, a yelp filling the room followed by the smaller sticking his tongue out. The redhead smirked. He knew that the smaller secretly liked being spanked. He enjoyed a bit of pain with his pleasure. He sighed and sat down. He did not want to have a fucking three way relationship but if that's what his mate truly desired then so be it.

"Seamus!" The smaller tackled him from behind and let out a laugh.

"Hullo Cols!" he smiled at his energetic blonde.

"Come with me!"

"Mmm sounds like a great idea." He smirked and the smaller flicked him, leading the older back to his room. "Uh Cols?" He walked in and sat down on the couch when Colin pulled him to it. The blonde and redhead stood in front. Well kind of. Alex was leaning on the wall by the fireplace looking . . . displeased.

"Colin has proposed that I mate with you as well." Alex ground out.

"WHAT? NO!" Seamus stood up and glared at Alex. "Why the fuck would you agree to this?"

"Because I love him and want him to be happy! He wants to be with you but doesn't want me dead and the only other option he saw was offing himself!" Alex yelled. He turned his back to them and Colin felt a pull in his neck. He laid his arm on the others arm but the taller shook his head and stepped away.

"I'm not mating with him Colin!"

"Please!" The blonde cried out, looking at the older. Seamus' eyes narrowed.

"Why can't we just continue fucking behind his damn back whilst he's ill then!" He spat. Colin's eyes widened and Alex stiffened. Both of them slowly backed away when a deep growl rumbled out, his magic crackling, beak snapping. He clenched his fists and Colin's eyes got even larger when blood started to drip form them. What Alex did next is not something they had not expected. He waved his hand and they watched random things fly to a bed. He summoned a suitcase, full of the blonde's stuff and threw it at Seamus.

"Fine. Take him back to your fucking room!" Alex's voice cracked and he turned away from them.

"A-Alex?" Colin whispered stepping closer.

"Just get out." Alex's voice was harsh. "I'll still be here helping around but from now on the only time we will have contact is when the mate and Veela need it. You got what you fucking wanted now leave!"

"B-but Al-"

"GET OUT!" The windows shattered and the two others stumbled back. Colin took another look at Alex, his stomach churning. His eyes were red and his face was splotchy, lip trembling, tear tracks down the reddening cheeks. Seamus tugged Colin's arm and pulled the shocked boy out of the room. The portrait closed and they heard a barely audible scream. It was higher than normal and cracked at the end, banging following after. If they would have stayed even a few more seconds they would have heard the older boy let out sobs. Alex yelled again and crawled onto the bed, grabbing Colin's pillow and curling around it.

He laid there crying for a while, sniffs finally falling out. The door opened and Dennis and Noah bounced in, well the latter walked.

"Hey Colin-" He blinked and looked around. Noah glanced up at the second floor and walked up the stairs.

"A-Alex?" He crawled in next to his brother who turned tired, red eyes to him. Alex turned around, giving him his back, still holding the pillow tight.

"Where's Colin?" Dennis asked confused. The redhead just shrugged.

"Ask Seamus." He grumbled.

"Oh Alex." Noah sighed and ran his fingers through the thin locks, the taller's shoulders shaking again. "I'm sorry Dennis."

"Why?" he raised his brow.

"You'll see." The sandy blonde left the room quickly, his mate running after him

"CREEVEY!" Noah boomed, startling the entire common room. "Where the fuck is he?" Hermione stared shocked and Colin slowly stood up from the couch. Noah looked terrifying when pissed. He grabbed the front of the blonde's robes and slammed him against the wall, a grunt leaving the smaller followed by a cough.

"What are you doing?" Ginny gapped.

"THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY BROTHER?" Colin shrunk back and looked away. "TELL ME!"

"NOAH!" Dennis grabbed his arm, glaring. "Let my brother go." Noah lightly pushed the smaller away.

"What did you do to him?" He ground out.

"We're only meeting up when it's mandatory" He grumbled out. A crack sounded around the room and a yelp, Noah's fist colliding with the older's nose. He threw Colin on the floor and sat on him, pinning him.

"Noah!" Dennis yelled shocked and outraged. Noah's fist collided with Colin's jaw, Seamus, Harry and Ron trying to yank the screaming boy off.

"IF YOU KILLED MY BROTHER I'LL KILL YOU, YOU SON OF A FUCKING BITCH!" he struggled and turned, snapping his jaw shut. Ron yelled and let go, staring at the bloody mark.

"NOAH!" Dennis yelled, sitting next to his brother. Colin laid there quietly, not bothering to even move. Dennis got up and shocked the room, his own fist hitting his Veela square in the jaw. Noah turned and snapped his beak, the smaller standing his ground.

"Family is the most important thing to me Noah." He pushed the lump down. "If you can do this to my brother then fuck you. You and Alex can wallow in misery together." It was low and dangerous, his voice wavering slightly.

"You seem to forget love that Alex is my brother and someone just hurt him! Do you know what it's like to sit there and watch your big brother peel away to nothing? Do you know what it's like to have him practically die on you again, and again, and again? Colin made him happy! Colin gave him something worth living for and now he has nothing!" His voice cracked and a sob broke out. "So fine, family is the most important thing to me as well and good luck finding someone who loved you like I did. Someone that will put up with your bitchy mood swings!" he shoved the others off him and glared. "Enjoy your fucking life without me Dennis." He rammed his shoulder into the smaller walking past. Hermione and Ginny's eyes watered.

"Fine who fucking needs you anyways? You're a fucking ass half the time and only think of yourself!" his voice cracked, tears streaming down his face.

"If that's what you really think then perhaps this is for the best because I have done more for you than you realize." The portrait slammed shut and Dennis collapsed in a sobbing fit, his brother looking at him worried.

"Why are you crying . . ? Ron you're crying?" Harry gapped. Hermione sniffed.

"Dennis has officially rejected Noah and Colin rejected Alex. Alex stayed alive for Noah and Colin. Colin doesn't want him and Noah's going to become ill. Once Noah passes, Alex will have nothing to live for." Ron said quietly.

"Don't you even care?" Hermione asked, staring at Dennis. Said boy was helping his brother sit up, Seamus rubbing Colin's back.

"No. Let him croak" He gasped surprised when Colin slapped him. He stood up and yanked the younger into a standing position as well, glaring at him with teary eyes.

"When you were ill who was there?" Colin growled out. Dennis looked away. "WHO WAS THERE?"

"Noah!" He glared back.

"When dad hurt you who was there in the end?"

"Noah." He mumbled.

"Who gave you your first real kiss?"

"Noah"

"Who became your best friend when others ignored you? Who did you write secret litters to but never sent them? Who looked after you when we were in the hospital wing? Who changed their eating habits just for you? Who took care of you when Death Eaters invaded the Weasley wedding?" Colin was dangerously close to his sobbing brother.

"N-Noah!" He covered his mouth.

"Get your ass out there and get him back before he does something stupid!" He shoved the smaller towards the door.

He coughed and sat down in the middle of the hall, shuffling over to a wall and leaning against it. He just didn't have the energy. Not that it would matter. His heart ripped and he let out a sob falling to the floor, rolling into a fetal position. Was he going to die alone? He let out another cough, his head swimming.

"Noah!" Someone slid across the floor, voice frantic. He groaned when he was forced on someone's lap, being rocked, that person sobbing heavily against him. They laced their fingers together and Noah gave a small smile, hoping and wishing that it was Dennis. But it couldn't be. Dennis made it very clear that he wanted nothing to do with him. He coughed again and closed his eyes, tuning out all sounds and feelings.

"Noah please!" Dennis' voice cracked, McGonagall running down the hall towards the screaming, sobbing boy. Dennis let out a loud wail when Noah stopped moving, air whooshing out of him. He barely registered McGonagall transporting Noah somewhere else. He stood up, one of the teachers telling him to go to his room.

The blonde turned, eyes wide, mouth open slightly and silent tears falling. He entered the common room and Alex looked up along with half the house. Dennis' legs gave way and a wail left him.