What If Ch 9 Letters, a harry potter fanfic

I've got a sweet, sweet surprise for you all!

TO: Michael

Sorry! On the topic of having to wait a week to find out if Noah will die . . . you'll have to wait another two . . .

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

Dennis' legs gave way and a wail left him.

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Alex sat next to his brother's bed, Noah in a deep coma. He was holding his hand, Dennis passed out, sitting on a chair with his head on the younger's shoulder, a hand lightly gripping the other's night shirt. Colin slipped back in beside Alex and rubbed his back, handing him some apple juice. The older gave a soft chuckle and kissed the younger's forehead.

Alex sighed and shook Dennis awake, standing. Dennis breathed in and looked up confused and tired. "We have to head out, the hospital wing's hours are over." Alex said quietly. Dennis' eyes watered and he shook his head, kicking off his shoes and crawling up onto the bed next to his unconscious lover, rubbing the thin chest.

"Alright boys, time to go." Pomfrey said quietly. Alex sighed.

"Ma'am I know this is not normally ok but Dennis is Noah's mate and he did dump my brother. I think it's best he spends as much time as he can with Noah. Maybe his voice can bring him back? It's been known to happen" Alex said softly. She sighed and gave a small smile.

"Alright. Dennis do you want to borrow a pyjama?" The smaller nodded. Colin helped the tired, drowsy boy get dressed and pulled back the covers, the petite boy climbing onto the bed and snuggling up as close as he could to his Veela. His head was on the younger's chest, hand on his abdomen. He started singing a random tune his mom used to sing when he was scared, upset or had a nightmare. Alex gave a small smile.

"He's smiling a little Dennis." Alex pointed out. The smallest lifted his head and looked at the younger, continuing to sing, watching the corner of the unconscious boy's mouth twitch but nothing else would happen. Dennis ended up singing until he himself passed out from exhaustion.

Two days had past and it was Friday, still no movement from Noah, Dennis spending as much time with him as he could, barely eating or sleeping.

Seamus had started writing more and more to some older friends that he hadn't seen in a while. Then something strange ended up happening. He somehow ended up with a pen pal! He did have a lot of free time since Colin was busy comforting Alex all the damn time! An owl hooted and he grinned from the owlery, the bird landing. He took the letter and headed down to his dorm. He crawled onto his bed and opened it up, grinning.

Well my fire cracker you seem to be having quite the rough spot!

The letter started with. He smiled.

Not too much is really happening here, just the usual amount of chaos.

Perhaps someday soon, closer to the summer, we can call each other by our first names? Not that the fake ones aren't entertaining :P

Sorry to hear about Blondie but perhaps it's better this way? You never know really. Everything happens for a reason right? So this will either strengthen your relationship or you'll move on and find someone else that's right for you.

Seamus bit his lip. He felt retarded for crushing on someone he's never met! All he knew was he was average height, strong, red hair, blue eyes, British and outgoing . . . and bisexual so that was a bonus! But all he knew was that Seamus was a brunette with blue eyes, average height and strong enough and from Ireland.

Perhaps during the summer we can meet one another? I'm coming back down to England for a few weeks, promised the family that I's be there and all.

I'll let you know when the date gets closer alright? How are things going on your end love? Anything getting better? How's your schooling going? Almost done now right? How about red's younger bro? Still in the coma? Come on there's crap all to do here besides my job, which I do love, so gimme something to think about!

Alright well I'm off, take care and I'll hear from you soon I'm sure.

Seamus smiled and picked up his quill and a new piece of parchment.

Hey you.

Yeah I suppose it's a rough spot but you're getting my mind off it so it's not too bad. I really like talking . . . writing with you. You actually pay attention!

I'd like to meet up with you this summer if at all possible. But does our age difference bother you at all? Even though we're only friends and such . . . but yeah . . .

Do you think that I should give up on Blondie? I mean I love him to fucking pieces but every time I see him and Red together it's like I'm shitting my heart out my arse. Not a pleasant feeling at all.

Things are basically the same and my schooling is average. Never really liked the actual work part as much lol. Yeah I'm in my 7th year at my school.

Yeah Sandy's still in the coma and Blondie's little brother refuses to leave his side. He's lost a lot of weight and is glued to the unconscious guy.

And as for something to think about? Hmm

Well . . . I'm sexually active, smart, shit at potions, I'm loud and well yeah. If you want something dirtier then you have to say so.

Message me back soon. Oh and just so you know . . . Have a great day East Coast

Seamus.

"Alex?"

"Yeah love?" He looked down at the smaller. Colin was laying on his back in his boxers, Alex starkers beside him, on his side, raised up on one arm, rubbing the pale chest, a thin sheet laying over them.

"I'm starting to feel weird again." The blonde mumbled.

"Oh?"

"Mhmm." He nodded and bit his lip, tentatively reaching out and running a hand down the older's chest, lightly pulling on a nipple ring.

"Mmm tease." He chuckled.

"No I'm not." The smaller whispered, shuffling closer. "I . . . Eurm . . ." he took a breath and looked up at the taller. "Sleep with me?"

"I sleep with you every night." Alex teased, the smaller rolling his eyes.

"Fine I want you to have sex with me Alex." He looked pleadingly up at the other. The taller smiled at him.

"How do you want it?" He whispered, leaning in close, lips ghosting along the others.

"Slow, gentle and deep."

"Just say it Colin, I know you can." He muttered. The smaller went to kiss him and he leaned back a bit. "Not until you say it." He brushed the smaller's cheek, not one drop of his Veela charm effecting the smaller.

"Make love to me Alex?" The older leaned down and captured the younger's lips in a slow, gentle kiss.

"I love you Colin, you know that right?" The taller mumbled, trailing his fingertips down the petite chest.

"I know." He shivered and Alex brought their lips back together, sitting up to remove the dark boxers, making sure to press his hands along the slim thighs before tossing the material off the bed. He crawled up and between the younger's legs, mouths meeting. He ran one of his hands along the smaller's thigh, the leg bending as he caressed the smooth skin, tongues barely touching.

"God I love you." Alex trailed his hand inwards, casting a nonverbal spell and lightly running the pads of his fingers along the leaking shaft, Colin biting the older's lip ring, smiling. That hand trailed lower and the taller slid his first digit into his mate, letting out a bit of his charm.

"No. Not tonight. I-I want to feel everything the way it's supposed to feel." He whispered. Alex nodded, trailing his lips down the other's jaw to his neck, nipping the flesh. He sucked on the mark he made and smiled, the smaller gasping and shivering as he nuzzled the area, sliding a second digit in.

"I love you." He whispered again. He would say it a billion times if the smaller wanted him to. Colin tangled a hand in his hair, a third and final digit entering him. He ignored the slight pain and lightly scratched the nape of the older's neck, kissing his cheek. Did he love Alex? The fingers disappeared and the redhead's mouth connected with his again, a slow gentle kiss forming, the older positioning himself and slowly sliding in. The younger relaxing his body, enjoying his kiss with the taller.

Alex was the best kisser he'd ever met. He was a great shag too. But he was sweet as well and always put Colin first. He knew the taller loved him by how much he was willing to sacrifice for Colin to be happy. The blonde gasped when Alex pushed in harder bringing their lower bodies as close together as he possibly could.

"Shit." Colin whispered, arching. Alex smiled and kissed the reddening cheek, slowly pulling out and slipping back in, pushing in deep, the smaller letting out mewls. The taller kept the slow gentle pace, watching the faces his lover would make. He leaned down and kissed the smaller again, lightly nipping the plump bottom lip.

Colin gripped the broad back and closed his eyes, thighs tightening. "A-Alex" He whispered, scared to talk louder, nervous of breaking the mood.

"I know, cum for me love." He whispered deep in the smaller's ear, brushing his cheek and pushing in deep. Colin arched and let out a gasp

"Ah!" His nails dug into the strong back and he stiffened, calling out the taller's name, convulsing and collapsing, soft pants leaving him. Alex smiled and pulled out, kissing the younger's nose. "Alex?"

"Yes love?" The older whispered, rolling onto his back. Colin leaned over him and bit his lip, searching the other's eyes.

"I-I love you Alex." The taller smiled leaning up and pressing their lips together.

"I know, I love you too my beautiful mate." He rubbed the sweaty back and pulled him to his chest, purring. Colin felt a sense of pride and happiness run through him Alex was practically glowing he was so happy at those four words.

"I love you, I love you, I love you . . ." The smaller whispered repeatedly, his hand on the older's waist, pressing his lips to the taller's neck.

"I love you too now sleep Colin alright? You have class in the morning." He kissed the smiling boy's forehead, rubbing his back.

"Love you."

"Love you too." Alex chuckled.

"Hey you've got a letter!" The redhead looked up, ducking under the flying rock and thanking the person, moving to a safer location to read. He was covered in scratches, burn marks and dirt but his fire cracker would never know. He opened the letter and gave a smile.

Why hello there Seamus!

I'm pleased to know I'm helping you get your mind off things, I certainly hope it doesn't include your schooling . . .

Of course I'd pay attention, you amuse me, I find you very . . . intriguing.

I'm glad you wish to meet up as well. I will defiantly get you the address and dates as soon as I find out when I'm heading down there.

Now what's this about an age difference? Does it bother you? Age is just a number. There is no age limit on . . . friends . . . but I'm getting the feeling someone's hinting towards more than friendship am I correct?

On the topic of Blondie . . . that's up to you love. It's all your choice. If you can't stand the thought of living without him then hold on tight, don't let the Veela get in your way. But if you can picture yourself growing old with someone else and don't feel guilty about it then it's time to let him go Seamus. I know how hard it can be to watch the one you love be happy with another person. Promise to get you hammered over the summer though! :P

Sorry to hear about Sandy though. A real shame. But at least he has someone who cares for him that deeply to stay by his side.

Now the interesting part . . . Sexually active? I figured as much what with Blondie and all. I'm glad to know you're intelligent. Shit at potions? Really? I loved potions.

My turn . . .

Well I'm sexually active . . . obviously . . . intelligent, amazing at potions and very good at silencing charms ;)

Dirtier? Hmm I prefer the dirty talk in person, I like watching the other person sweat. Something tells me I'm really going enjoy 'talking' with you my dear Irish fellow.

I'll be sure to have a great day as long as you do too Seamus.

Talk to you soon,

Charlie

Dennis yawned as the light sprawled across the room, his lover still in the same position as he had been a week ago. It was the first day of February and the smaller lightly trailed his fingers along the pale arm. The war was just around the corner. What would happen if Noah didn't wake up in time? Would they move him somewhere else? Can he be moved? What if the place he goes to ends up being attacked? He sniffed and leaned forwards, pressing his lips to the younger's forehead.

"I'm so sorry Noah, I'm so fucking sorry!" He tried to stop his lip from trembling, a tear slipping down and dropping to the younger's cheek anyways.

"What are you doing?" He asked with a small laugh, sitting down beside his lover in the meadow. Dennis grinned at him and shrugged.

"It's nice out here."

"Agreed." Noah smiled and reached over, moving the smaller's bangs from his face. "I love you, you know that right?"

"Of course I do." He laughed and shook his head. "And you know that I love you." He leaned over and ghosted their lips together. "Can we go for a swim in the lake later?"

"Anything you want love." Noah cupped the blushing boy's cheek and rubbed his thumb over it. Dennis smiled and started humming a song. "I love when you sing it." Noah muttered, the smaller smiling and starting to sing it instead.

See? The sweet part, in case you didn't realize, is Colin finally caving and telling Alex what we've known all along