What If Ch 13 YOUR fault!, a harry potter fanfic

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

March rolled into April and was creeping towards May and more worried faces appeared. They knew it was close. The air around the grounds was thick. Seamus sighed and pushed his food around, frowning. Colin pouted at him.

"I'm sure everything will be fine." He rubbed his back and Seamus sighed.

"I don't want to be alone." He muttered looking at Colin. The smaller bit his lip. The blonde looked away and cleared his throat.

"I-I can't Seamus." He whispered. The older nodded.

"I know. It's just, it's April 29th! Who knows when this war is starting?" Snape was watching over them carefully. He knew when the war was coming. He had already instructed McGonagall on the day and she had planned when they would leave. May second around three they would be evacuated, the war starting around five. Alex was picking at his food, feeling worried about his blonde.

"I want to take him back to the manor tomorrow morning." He muttered to Snape. Severus looked at him and raised a brow. "Please let me take my mate home to safety! I'll house all the under aged witches and wizards at my manor if I have to! I've got the room! . . . Well about three to a room not including the dungeons."

"Fine. Tomorrow morning."

"He won't leave without Dennis or Seamus though and Den won't go without Noah."

"Bloody hell Alexander." He hissed.

"I'm taking Colin either way sir and you can't stop me. I'm asking your permission for the others before I take them anyways." He shrugged.

"Fine." He ground out. "But be discrete. We'll say something came up at home for the Creeveys and Finnigan's mother pulled him from school, which she has threatened to do before."

"Thank you sir."

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Alex smiled at his sleeping mate, his bare back shining in the morning rays. He forced out his Veela charm to keep him asleep whilst he dressed him. He shrunk their possessions and placed them in his pocket, heading to Gryffindor tower.

"Hey." He mumbled to Seamus and Dennis who had their things shrunken as well, Noah waiting with them, Colin in Al's arms. They quietly left the castle, McGonagall riding with them to Hogsmeade in the carriages. They carefully got onto the empty train and into a compartment, laying the smaller down. He would be dammed if he woke up.

"I have some people staying at my home for a bit." He said, trying to hide his smirk.

He tucked Colin into their bed and kissed his forehead. He headed back down to the living room with the others.

"Ah Anasks!" Alex smiled and hugged his older sister, her smiling at him. Seamus stiffened when he saw her and shifted on his seat.

"Hello Al and how are you?" Charlie asked walking over.

"Alright. And how was the divorce? No hard feelings between you two?" The Irishman's eyes widened and his breath caught.

"Nope we're good. Actually, Anasks has started seeing Jesse again." He smiled and she blushed.

"I'm glad." He smiled. "You remember my brother Noah?"

"Hi!" The smaller smiled at him

"Hello I'm glad to see you're doing better."

"And Dennis." Alex pointed out, Noah kissing the blonde's cheek. "And . . . Seamus." The brunette turned and gave him a bashful smile.

"Hello there my Irish fellow." He smiled and the younger blushed.

"H-hi Charlie." The older raised an amused brow.

"Can we talk for a moment?" He asked. The smaller cleared his throat and nodded, standing. He followed the taller out of the room. Charlie leaned against the wall and grinned down at the other. "How are things?"

"A-alright." He bit his lip. "And you?"

"Brilliant." He smirked and reached down, tipping the shorter's head up, running his thumb over the surprised lips.

"W-what are you doing?"

"I like you Seamus . . . a lot." He leaned down and kissed his cheek. The younger's breath caught and he looked at the taller. The redhead rubbed the Irishman's cheek. The brunette stared shocked up at the older, blinking. Charlie chuckled and ghosted their lips together. "Come on, we should head back." He winked and grabbed his shoulder, giving it a squeeze.

"ALEXANDER JAMES ANDERSON!" They jumped and he flinched.

"H-hey Colin! How'd you sleep?"

"YOU FUCKING JACKASS!" He shoved the older. "Why am I not at Hogwarts you ass?"

"Colin I don't want you fighting!"

"I said I wouldn't!" He said voice raising an octave.

"I told you I know when my mate is lying!" He challenged, towering over the small. "You will not fight."

"I'm fighting Alex." The taller snapped his beak and growled deep in his chest.

"Do not make me hurt you Colin William Creevey!" He glared. The blonde returned the facial expression and squared his shoulders.

"Alex . . ." He ground out.

"Colin." Dennis said standing.

"Dennis? What are you doing here?"

"I'm staying with Noah." His brother said grasping his boyfriend's hand.

"H-hey Cols." Seamus mumbled from the door, face beat red, Charlie looking at him with amusement, leaning on the doorframe.

"Seamus?" He raised his brow. "You're staying back?"

"What? No Alex said that I should come here, said there was someone he thought I should officially meet . . . ALEX!" He yelled finally catching on. Charlie and Al laughed and grinned at him.

"I still have every letter you sent." The dragon tamer mumbled down, winking at him. "I'm still looking forwards to that lovely chat about how to break silencing charms lo-"

"OK!" He said loudly, the others raising their brows. "Can I use your washroom?" he asked nervously, scratching the back of his neck.

"Down the hall to the right." Colin muttered, still glaring at his Veela.

"Cols you are very edgy. May I ask ven zee last time you 'ad sexual intercourse vas?" The younger blonde's face went beat red and he froze, eyes wide.

"Anne, you're scaring my mate. And two nights ago. He's mad at me and figured he'd "cut me off"." She raised her brow.

"All zat vill do is make 'im sexually frustrated and piss off ze Veela . . . zat'll do a lot" She rolled her eyes and Colin stuck out his tongue.

"He'll crack tonight." Alex smirked.

"How come I never needed sex with you?"

"Because ve didn't love each ozer Charlie . . . and you're not addicted to sex." She snickered and Colin blushed again.

"I'm not addicted." Seamus raised his brow at that one. "I'm not!"

"Sure love, of course not." Alex brushed his cheek and Colin scowled at him, whacking his hand away.

"I'm not sleeping with you!" He turned and stomped off, stopping at the stairs. "And you can't stop me from fighting!"

"Dammit Colin! If you die then I die! Plus what the hell will that do to Dennis and Noah?" he yelled, glaring. The smaller stiffened and looked over his shoulder. His brother looked petrified.

"Y-you can't fight Colin!" The smallest yelled frantically.

"Please don't." Noah whispered, his eyes going glossy. "I-it'll create a domino effect!"

"So?"

"It ends with Dennis death. Do you want to be responsible for that?" Noah was standing and screaming at this point. Colin's eyes watered, Dennis looking horrified.

"I'm not even leaving the house!"

"They trace Alex back here because Alex croaks because you're dead! Then EVERYONE staying here dies you ass! Every Hogwarts student that's underage will DIE! And it will be YOUR fault!"

"Noah!" Alex barked when Colin's knees gave way and started sobbing uncontrollably. Dennis stood up and rubbed his Veela's chest.

"Noah, love? Please sit back down."

"No." He ground out.

"But I want to sit on your lap." He whispered blushing. The younger looked down at him and nodded, sitting and pulling the smaller onto his lap.

Charlie raised his brow as Seamus flinched, Alex brushing the smaller's hair from his face, Noah lightly kissing Dennis, Anasks god knows where, but everyone was cuddling.

"You alright love?" Charlie mumbled. Seamus shrugged and gave a small smile, walking out of the room and heading into the study. He plopped down and stared at the fire. "Mind if I sit?" Charlie asked. The younger shook his head and the taller took his seat next to him. "You gonna be ok?"

"Yeah . . ." He shrugged. Charlie rolled his eyes.

"Teens are so . . . Dark nowadays." He sighed dramatically.

"What?" Seamus stared at him confused.

"Just . . . shut up and stop moping so much." The older said.

"Screw you! What do you kn-" His eyes widened when the taller swooped down and pressed their lips together. He pushed on the broad chest and eeped when he was pushed onto his back on the couch. He closed his eyes and hesitantly pushed his lips back against the others. It had been too long since someone wanted him like this. A tongue pressed to his lips and he opened his mouth eagerly, tangling a hand in the red locks, the other gripping the strong bicep.

Charlie smiled and ran his hand along the muscled thigh, bending it slightly, pressing his upper leg against the smaller. Seamus gasped and ground down, the taller pushing harder against him, trailing his lips down the younger's neck, nipping it.

"Sh-shit." The brunette hissed and closed his eyes, arching. "You weren't kidding a-about the s-screaming were you?" Charlie chuckled against his neck, and moved his leg against the smaller.

"No I really wasn't." He pressed their lips back together. "Let me know before you cum alright?" The younger shivered and groaned, nodding. "It's alright Seamus, grind down to your heart's content." He whispered, sliding his upper leg along the hard shaft, smirking when lust filled eyes opened to meet his and the shorter ground down hard, eyes rolling. Charlie watching his with a smile, the hands on his body tightening.

"Ch-Charlie!" He gasped out, arching and letting out mewls. "C-cuming!" He cried out and the older pressed their mouths together, drowning out some of the noise. Seamus panted into the heated kiss, following the other when he pulled back, the taller snickering. The younger gave a goofy smile up at the older man.

"So what do you think about experienced men?"

"Holy fucking mother god damn shit." He said breathily with a smile. "W-what about you?"

"Mmm I'll get off later I'm sure." He winked. "We're sharing a room after all love."

"R-really?" The older laughed at the excited tone, the smaller blushing. "Sorry. I'm not usually like this! I never act like-"

"A seventeen year old who has a crush?" He offered.

"Y-yeah." He gave a small smile.

"Alright, let's head out." He waved his wand, cleaning the smaller's bottoms and helping him up and going back to the main sitting room. The others looked over and brows rose, Seamus turning redder than his house.

"So . . . did Scotland hear you?" Colin chuckled out, remembering the first time they were intimate.

"Oh hush you!" The Irishman grumbled, Charlie wrapping an arm around him. The older held a goofy smirk and Alex sighed, His blonde on his lap.

"Alex can we talk upstairs? In our room . . .alone?" Colin asked, playing with the taller's tie. Alex raised a brow and gave an amused look.

"Only if it involves sex."

"ALEX!" The younger swatted the laughing man. "I was trying to be discrete!"

"Well you're terrible at it love." He snickered, Dennis looking horrified along with Noah.

The day crept into night and slowly the occupants were heading to bed. Charlie grinned and led Seamus into one of the rooms, closing, locking and silencing the door. The Irish lad blushed and looked up at the other, pulling a lip between his teeth.

"Now . . . I mentioned I preferred dirty talk in person didn't I?" he muttered, walking towards the smaller, smiling when Seamus backed up and hit his knees off the bed, sitting on it. Charlie took the spot next to him and turned the brunette so they were facing each other. "Now, about this heavy flirting and hints throughout letters." He said, running his knuckles along the soft cheek, a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"So you swear to stay back with me?" Noah asked playing with his mate's hair. Dennis rolled his eyes and straddled the taller's hips.

"Yes I swear Noah, now can you hurry up and prepare me? The war is most likely tomorrow and I'd really like a good, long hard shag please! Before the house is infested with under aged witches and wizards!" He hissed and the younger chuckled.

"Fine, needy bastard."

"Alex?"

"Yes love?" The smaller was starkers, his head on the broad chest, fingers on his one hand subconsciously playing with the metal nipple ring.

"Promise me you'll come back? Please don't die on me." He looked up at the taller, fear shining in his eyes. For the first time the blonde was finally vocalizing his fear of losing Alex.

"I swear to come back." He pulled the smaller up and pushed their lips together. "Sleep babe. We can shag in the morning."

"I am not shagging whilst under this much stress! Come back and fuck me then!"

"Alright! Holy shit Colin, calm down!" he let out a small chuckled and the thin shoulders relaxed, the younger snuggling up to him again. "I love you Colin."

"I love you too Alex." The smaller whispered, closing his eyes and breathing in his Veela's scent

Alex opened his eyes and looked around, letting out a quiet sigh. He forced his Veela charm onto the smaller and slipped out from under him. He needed to get things ready for this war.

The day went agonizingly slow, creeping towards the departure time. Alex had ended up Locking Colin in the basement with Noah and Dennis so that his mate would not run off. He, Anasks and Charlie along with Seamus had headed off to Hogwarts.

However, when they did return to the manor, the under aged witches and wizards that were there gapped and a few hid their faces. Needless to say our warriors did not look too pretty.

Tweety let the Creeveys and Noah out of the cellar and Colin stormed up the stairs, ready to tell Alex off.

"Where is he?" The blonde yelled walking towards Charlie in the drawing room. He could see Alex lounging on the couch. The oldest flinched and moved away. Colin's heart doubled, his throat clenched and his stomach churned. "A-Alex?"

"Hey love." He smiled and the smaller ran over, taking the cloth and hot water from Seamus, sitting down in front of the laying man, shock written all over his face.

"What happened?" He hissed.

"You don't want to know." Charlie grumbled. "Lucky he didn't lose any fucking limbs!" He glared and the younger gave his cheesy smile. Colin took in his beaten Veela. His face had scratches and cuts, shirt torn almost completely off with large gashed through his chest, a rip in his jeans, his leg bleeding profusely and his left upper arm was cut through deep enough you could almost see the bone. A medi witch and House elves tried to push the shocked blonde away but Alex reached out his right arm and grasped Colin's hand giving it a squeeze and a small smile.

"Love you." He mumbled as the witch and elves fussed over him. Alex knew that he was losing a lot of blood and quickly. The likely hood of him pulling through was slim. But he'd never tell his mate that. Colin felt something wet run down his cheek and the older reached, out, the smaller leaning closer so he could cup the flushing cheek, wiping the tear.