What If Ch 22 Just Go, a harry potter fanfic

THIS IS THE 6th LAST CHAPTER!

Sorry this is so late! I've been living a fantasy! That's right! The man I based Alexander James Anderson after . . . is currently my boyfriend! I'M DATING ALEX! xD

Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

"Tell me about it. Think it through. If you think it will really upset me then don't do it. Explain that your lover is a Veela and will kill not just the one you did stuff with but the people who dared it as well."

"Ok." He nodded. "What will upset you so I know for sure."

"I'll tell you what won't make me go postal, how's that?" He winked and the smaller laughed. "You can kiss, snog and maybe grope depending on how explicit it is. That's it, understood?" The smaller nodded.

"Alright I will see you on the weekends and Wednesday evenings alright?"

"Why can't you just stay again?"

"Because you need to concentrate on your studies." He kissed the smaller's cheek. "I love you so much. I'll see you in four days." The smaller nodded and took his luggage, frowning and heading to the train, Charlie and Seamus sharing a heated kiss, Fred rubbing Mike's cheek affectionately.

"Alright, I'll see you at the first Hogsmeade weekend alright?" The smaller nodded and blushed when the older brought their lips together. They weren't sexually active but they had had a few heavy snog sessions. The group slowly boarded the train and waved bye to their loved ones.

Seamus, Colin, Dennis, Noah, Harry, and Draco were crammed in one section, Ron and Hermione off on their duties.

"So . . ." Harry cleared his throat, looking between Colin and Seamus. "What's going on with you two these days?"

"This is my third day back from Romania; we haven't seen each other since I left until about ten minutes ago." Seamus smiled down at the younger. "And eurm . . . I ah, I'm moving in with Charlie after I graduate." Colin flinched and closed his eyes, his heart leaping into his throat. "Hey you'll still see me!" He pulled the smaller to him and his own orbs slid shut. He missed being with the smaller like this, the way they would hold each other. He breathed in his sent and kissed the pale cheek. "Everything will be fine Colin." The smaller nodded. "And what about you and Alex?"

"C-can you guys keep a secret?"

"Of course!" The others moved closer, grinning.

"W-well ah . . . I was pregnant." Their eyes widened. And a small noise left the back of their throats. "I had aborted it and then Noah told me about how that may have made me infertile. So I used a time turner and went back to the night Alex and I had slept together and he got me pregnant and stopped it. That way I'm not having a kid before I'm ready and I never got the abortion." He ran a hand through his hair, the others staring shocked.

"How the hell did you get pregnant?" Seamus said gaping.

"Eurm . . . it's complicated." He looked at his hands. "I wanted it a secret because if Al knew he'd be crushed. So swear to me you'll hush about this?"

"Promise." Noah said quietly.

"Good because I have dirt on each and every one of you. He finds out and so help me I will ruin you." He glared the others a bit nervous. "Anyways!" He grinned. "I'm going to take a nap; long rides always make me sleepy."

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Mike sighed and brought his knees to his chest in the empty compartment. He wanted to drop out and stay with Fred but he knew his family, and his boyfriend, would not be too pleased with him. the door slid open and some boy came in, closing the compartment door. Mike lowered a leg and raised his brow.

"Can I help you?"

"Word has it you were fucking around behind Gin's back."

"P-pardon?" He stared shocked. "I did not sleep around!"

"Well that's what everyone else says."

"Well everyone else is wrong!" He glared and bit his tongue, nervousness running through him.

"I'd watch my back if I were you Anderson. There's a whole load of people out there that want to see you suffer." He stood and slipped out. Mike blinked and let out a heavy breath. Was he just threatened?

Colin yawned and stretched, the compartment dark. Harry was asleep with Malfoy, the older playing with the dark strands. Noah and Dennis were in a different compartment and he was seated in Seamus' lap.

"Hey you're up." The brunette smiled at him. He played with the blonde strands and the younger smiled, snuggling up to the warmth.

"You know, to a Veela, that's considered betrayal right?" Draco mumbled. Colin's eyes widened and he moved off the older, sitting next to him instead. Draco rolled his eyes and looked back down at his lover.

The train stopped and the students climbed out. Nothing special happened for the feast but afterwards is when things got . . . interesting.

Mike opened his dorm door and walked over to his bed, his smile faltering, his other dorm mates snickering at him. He looked at all the notes, signs and what not covering it. They ranged from calling him a pouf to flat out saying the world would be much better off with him dead. One in particular was to say how they knew about him, Fred and Ginny.

His dorm mates were glaring, his curtains shredded, ink spilled over his sheets and pillow. He closed his eyes, trying to push the lump down, lip trembling. This year was going to suck. He yanked everything off the bed and the first sob broke out. He reached down and grabbed the bare he always hid and slept with at night for about three weeks now. His favourite thing was cut open, the stuffing all over the bed and the ink through the fur. He grabbed the stuffing and his bear, casting a look at the smug roommates and left, slamming the door. He walked as quickly as he could and banged on the Ravenclaw door.

A prefect opened it and glared.

"What are you doing here? You're a Hufflepuff and its past hours!"

"I need to see my twin." He rasp out.

"Fat chance, get back to be-"

"NOAH!" He yelled as loud as he could, said boy pushed through and stiffened pulling his older twin into a hug. "They know! My roommates all know what happened!" He pulled the younger aside and gave him the notes and his bear.

"I'll fix the bear for you. Do you want to share the bed tonight?" He rubbed the older's back.

"No." The prefect spat.

"Fuck off or I'll fucking castrate you! My brother is being bullied and harassed on the first day back! He's nervous and frightened and if you don't move you'll be scared shitless to!" He shoved the other aside, pulling his brother through and up to his dorm. "Alright." He took the bear and gave a small smile. It took him an hour and a half to get the ink out and it sown back together but it was worth it in the end. He obviously used spells for it all but shit it was tough! Plus it was missing an eye.

Noah walked over to his sleeping twin and shook him, blue eyes looking up at him confused. The sandy blonde handed the other his bear.

"Ralph!" Mike snatched it and hugged the stuffed animal tight. It was a cute fluffy teddy that was about a foot big and squishy.

"Where did you get that bear anyways?"

"M-my first date with Fred." He blushed and Noah 'awed' at him. No wonder he loved it so much. He had to admit, Fred made his brother glow like a Christmas tree. Mike was not a Veela but he had a few traits. The one he had for sure was the fact that people did find him attractive, not distractingly so but cute nonetheless. When Mike falls in love that will be it. Because of the history and the slight Veela in him, he picks a partner for life and will not tie down any relationship until he's sure. Noah could tell easily. Mike had fallen for Fred and he fell hard onto a soft rosy bed.

It was no secret that Fred spoiled the living snot out of the younger. More so with affection since he wasn't exactly dripping in gold and silver like his younger boyfriend was. Mike snuggled up with the bear and smiled, his twin climbing in front of him, both falling asleep quickly

He wiped his cheeks and sniffed, sitting with his knees to his chest, his back against the headboard. One of his dorm mates got up and left a while ago and had yet to return. The door opened and he closed his eyes, ignoring it.

"Hey." He looked to the side and gave a small smile. "May I sit?" Colin nodded and Seamus took a seat next to him. "What's wrong? Your roommate came and got me."

"Nothing, you don't want to hear it anyways." He gave a small, fake smile.

"You miss him?" Seamus mumbled. The blonde nodded and the older looked straight ahead of him. "I miss Charlie too. Hell we aren't even sexually active and it hurts not seeing him. I can't imagine how I'll feel after we do actually shag and then have to be apart. This must be torture for you." He wrapped an arm around the smaller who nodded. "Colin I have a confession to make."

"Yeah?" He looked up at the taller.

"I still love you. I don't know if I'd still choose you over Charlie, but I still love you so damn much." He kissed the smaller's forehead. "And seeing you like this hurts me too so . . . so I made a floo call and spoke to McGonagall."

"About what?" He muttered, picking at the blanket. The older smiled when he noticed Colin had one of Alex's button ups on and a t-shirt of his as the pillow case.

"Hey." Colin's head snapped up and he gasped, tripping over Seamus and tumbling off the bed, the tallest laughing and helping the excited boy up.

"Alex!" Colin hugged him tight and Al smiled.

"You know I've had this pull in my chest for the past two days now and you only left this morning, plus this last hour it's really started to hurt love. You can calm down alright? I'm here." He pressed their lips together.

"Alex!" Harry said surprised. "I was about to ask Colin to help me floo call you."

"Why?" He raised his brow and chuckled a pull in his chest. "You're alright Cols; I'll stay as long as you need me to." He kissed the blonde's head.

"Because you need to see this. Now." Harry ground out. The older just raised a brow. "It's Mike." The redhead was out the door in seconds, Colin 'eeping' and running after him. Harry led him through the halls and to McGonagall.

"We don't know where he is but his dorm . . ." She sighed and motioned for him to follow. They walked up the stairs and into his brother's room. He looked at the bed and stiffened, Colin's eyes watering.

"I think I know where he is." He leaned down and picked a button up off the floor. His eyes widened and he bit his lip. If his brother's bear was ruined, whatever happened to it, would happen to the person that did it as well.

"What?" The prefect snapped, McGonagall raising a brow. "Sorry professor!"

"Did a boy, Noah's twin Micheal, come by here?"

"Yeah he's in Noh's room, tried to make him leave I did but Noah threatened to castrate me!"

"Rightfully so." Alex pushed past and headed up the stairs. "Mike?" He asked softly.

"A-Alex?" The smaller tumbled off the bed and ran forwards, hugging him tight.

"You lost something." He held out the button and a strangled sound left the smaller's throat. He took it away and ran up to Noah, handing him the bear and the button. The younger smiled and quickly fixed it up, a brilliant smile on the older's face.

Alex had walked back to Colin's dorm, the smaller half asleep. He thought it was so adorable how he was wearing his shirt and how the blonde's pillow had one of his shirts on it too. He moved the pillow and pulled his shirt and jeans off, lying down in his boxers, the smaller doing likewise. Colin closed the curtains, glued and silenced them. The area became pitch black and he bit his lip, hooking his thumbs under his boxers and discretely slipping them off.

Alex smirked knowingly. He never did tell Colin but after the mating process is complete and they have spent a certain amount of time together, the Veela, if they wanted, could tap into their mates head to see what they were thinking. He didn't do it often but he wanted to make sure Colin wasn't still upset.

"Mmm missed you too love." Alex groaned out, lips on his neck, a hand running along the outside of his boxers, playing with his shaft. He tangled a hand in those light locks and breathed in his sent. The smaller kissed down his neck to his chest, taking a nipple ring between his teeth and lightly pulling on it. There was a knock and Alex frowned.

"Ignore it, they'll go away."

"And if it's Mike?" The older mumbled, his eyes rolling and sliding shut when the smaller cupped him, rolling his scrotum in his hand. The curtain opened and he froze, a blush spreading over his face. "Ah, hello professor McGonagall, what a lovely evening this is."

"My office Mr. Anderson, now." He sighed and the smaller frownd.

"But he's not even a student!"

"Yes so technically he shouldn't be here! I told Mr. Finnigan you had one hour and it has been an hour. Mr. Creevey will spend the night with you on Wednesday."

"Y-you weren't going to stay?"

"I-I was going to wait until you fell asleep before I left." The smaller's lip trembled and he whacked the older with the pillow.

"Now Mr. Anderson." McGonagall said from the door.

"Colin I'm sorry-"

"Just- just go Alex." He pulled his knees to his chest and looked away. Alex stood and flinched at the strong, painful pull in his chest.

"I'll see you Wednesday. I love you Colin."

"Go!" His voice cracked and older sighed heavily, pulling his clothed on and leaning towards the smaller to kiss him. Colin dodged and continued to avoid eye contact. The smaller felt a pull in his neck and briefly caught the sad look in his lover's face. "I love you too." He mumbled. Alex gave him a pleading look and Colin turned to him, pressing their lips together gently. "I love you too." He said softly, the older smiling and standing.