Rating: R

Warnings: Course Language, Anal, Male/Male, Sexual Situations, Rape, Uncomfortable Situations, Violence, Eating Disorders, BDSM, Suicide Attempts, Oral Sex, HPDH Spoilers, Mpreg

Parings: DOMINANT/SUBMISSIVE— Alex/Colin (Colin/Alex), Seamus/Colin (Colin Seamus), Dennis/Noah (Noah/Dennis), Charlie/Seamus (Seamus/Charlie), Mike/Ginny, Fred/Mike

. . . Story Begins . . .

"I love you too." He said softly, the older smiling and standing.

"Wednesday." The taller repeated before leaving. The petite blonde sniffed and grabbed his pillow with Alex's shirt, lying on his side and resting his head on it, an arm thrown around it. He stayed up for quite some time, tears slipping down his cheeks. The only times he slept alone was when Alex had punished him for fooling around with Seamus. He missed Alex.

˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:˙·٠••٠·˙:

The first days back were a pain, especially for those whose lovers were not at the school. Seamus sighed dramatically, scribbling on a piece of parchment. He hated essays. Colin was next to him, bags under his eyes, and a constant frown on his face. He hadn't slept since Alex left.

"Colin, you need to sleep Hun." Seamus said, moving the bangs out of the tired boy's eyes.

"Can't sleep."

"Why?"

"Dunno!" He whined and glared at the floor. "I want to sleep but . . ." He sighed. "I miss him Seamus."

"I know." He rubbed the smaller's chest receiving a small smile.

"Are you really going to move to Romania?"

"Yeah, I think I am." He gave a small smile. Colin frowned and nodded. "What's wrong love?"

"I miss sharing a place with you. I'll miss these talks. I-I'll miss you Seamus." He sat up and the older bit his lip, looking away from the intense grey-ish eyes. "Shay?"

"Yeah?" He whispered, staring at his hands.

"If you could, would you leave Charlie for me?"

"Would you leave Alex?" The older asked quietly.

"I-I don't know." He sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "I love him Seamus and I still love you. But Alex . . . he's . . . I don't know how to describe it."

"Perfect?" Seamus offered with a small smile.

"He makes me laugh, he cuddles, he always puts me first and he makes me happy. We barely fight and when we do it's resolved very quickly. I love him Seamus. He makes me feel high, loved, wanted . . . needed." He looked up at the older.

"I know. You didn't always have that with me. But from the moment you found out that Alex cut, you were already his Colin." He brushed his cheek. "I love you too but I really like Charlie. I-I don't think I could leave him."

"I can't leave Alex. He's my everything." He gave a small smile, a tear slipping down his cheek. "B-but I still love y-you!"

"I-I know." The older kissed the wet cheek. "We'll be ok."

"I know." He sniffed and wiped his cheeks.

"Now, you should really take a nap before Alex gets here."

"No. Not until I can see him-EYAH!" He jumped and smacked the older. "The hell is wrong with you!" he spun and his eyes widened. "Alex!" He tackled the older, mouths pressed together hard. "How long were you behind me?"

"About ten minutes." He snickered and the smaller flushed, sending a glare at a smirking brunette. Alex heard their conversation? "Mmm how you holding up?" He mumbled. Colin let out a shaky breath, jumping up and wrapping his legs around the taller's waist. He let out a mewl and looked at the taller, watching his eyes flash. "I think we need to head upstairs now."

"Might be a good idea." He shivered, feeling a pull in his abdomen when the taller's hidden shaft was between his legs. Their mouths attached and Alex chuckled, carefully making his way around the other people and up the steps. He kicked his lover's door open, his dorm mates staring in shock, horror and amusement.

The smaller unwrapped his legs and shoved the taller hard, making his knees hit the end of the bed, causing him to fall onto his back. Colin straddled him and brought their mouths together, a hand tangling in his hair, teeth clashing, tongues brushing. Someone made a cat whistle and the blonde flipped him off, Alex shuffling up the bed, mouths never detaching, and waved his hand, the curtain snapping shut and gluing into place, a silencing charm being casted around.

The smaller ran his hands up and down the clothed chest, pulling the older's lip ring between his teeth and loosening his tie. He shivered and started popping buttons open.

"Fuck it." He hissed yanking. Alex's eyes widened as the buttons scattered across the area, the smaller yanking him up by his tie. The older quickly discarded his shirt and attached his mouth to the slim neck, sucking on the smaller's mark, a high moan filling the area. The older pushed the thin material off his lover's shoulders, pushing him down onto his back, their heads at the foot of the bed. Mouths reattached and Colin raked his nails down the broad back, the older making him feel safe.

Alex ground down against the other and Colin broke the kiss to gasp out, his head falling back. "Gods I need this Alex."

"Mmm I know love." He nipped the smaller's lip, pulling back to unclasp his bottoms. Colin bit his own lip and let out heavy breaths, watching the older. He lifted his hips, lips pressing to his chest and slowly trailing his lips down, pulling the other's bottoms off with it.

He loved being a Veela sometimes. He always knew what his mate was in the mood for and today he wanted it rough.

"Tell me what you want." The older mumbled, lips pressing to the smaller's pelvic, avoiding his member and nipping the flesh.

"Please!" He moaned out, legs subconsciously spreading, trying to move his hips towards the other. Alex chuckled and sucked on a patch of skin. "Ah!"

"Tell me what you want." The older mumbled.

"Suck me." He whimpered out. The taller smirked.

"I am." He pressed a kiss to the hickey on his lover's pelvic.

"N-no!" He whined out. "Please suck my cock!" He glared and the older snickered.

"Fine."

"Ah!" Colin arched high and his hands flew into red locks, the older deep throating him and swallowing around his member. Whimpers fell from the smaller and he bucked, the tongue ring pressing into him. Alex hummed and blue eyes rolled, his breath catching. "A-Alex!" He warned. The older bobbed and sucked hard, making sure to swirl his tongue around. "A-Alex!" His voice raised a few octaves and a high pant left him. "I-I'ma oh! Ah, ah, ah, ah, AH!" He bucked and cried out, the older's eyes sliding shut and shivering, swallowing the smaller's seed. He crawled up the bed and their mouths met, the older pulling his own bottoms off and concentrating, a gel forming in his hand.

He pulled the smaller's lip between his teeth and slipped his hand down, lightly rubbing the smaller's entrance.

"Don't tease me." He whispered the taller smirking.

"Oh but you want to be teased love." He murmured into the pale ear, pulling the lobe gently. Colin bit his lip and let out a shaky breath, the other's finger dipping into him to the first knuckle before being removed. Lips pressed to his mark and he whimpered pushing down on the taller's hand, trying to use his own hands to make the taller do what he wanted. He gasped surprised and shivered at the feeling of scratchy rope wrapping around each hand and tying them to the bed posts.

A hot mouth sucked on his mark, a yell leaving the smaller. Colin stiffened, his eyes widening and rolling, mouth opened in a silent scream, the older's finger pressing against his prostate again. The smaller withered and turned glossy eyes towards his lover.

Alex smirked and removed his finger, a whine reaching his ears. The taller grinned and shoved two fingers deep into his lover, a loud cry spilling out. He pumped his hand, twisting it and spreading his fingers. The smaller panted and pushed down against the older. He shivered when the third finger was pressed into him, stretching him thoroughly.

"U-untie me!" Colin hissed, his chest heaving. Alex waved his hand and yelped in surprise when he found himself of his back the smaller straddling him and pushing down. Green eyes rolled and he groaned, watching his lover slide down his shaft. Colin blushed and cleared his throat when he was about two thirds down. Alex snickered and grabbed the pale hips, pushing.

Colin hissed and pressed his hands against the taller's chest, fingers lightly playing with the nipple rings.

"It's v-very hard to c-concentrate with you d-oooing that!" The redhead bucked and froze his eyes widened, a pained yell filling the area. "Shit! Colin!" He sat up as best as he could the smaller shaking his head.

"I'm fine." He let out a heavy breath and locked eyes with the older. Alex let out a nervous breath when something warm trickled down his thigh. "Again." Colin mumbled grinding down and flinching. The taller bucked up and shivered, the younger crying out and pushing down hard, his own hands sliding up his chest and around his neck, his head falling backwards.

"I-I can't Cols!" The smaller watched something flash in those green eyes and nodded.

"Fuck me Alex." He hissed. A loud gasp fell from plump lips when he found himself on his back, the older starting a brisk pace.

"Shit." Alex let out a shaky laugh, eyes closed and sweat forming along his body. He ran a hand up the panting boy's thigh and pushed it towards his chest, blue eyes rolling, his leg being tossed over a broad shoulder. A loud moan left him, the other pushing in deep, slowing his movement and tossing the other leg over his other shoulder, the smaller gripping his pillow tight, arching high. Alex lifted him off the bed slightly and snapped his hips, the smaller gasping and grasping helplessly at the sheets.

Alex pulled back and flipped the smaller onto his hands and knees, green eyes screwed shut, blue ones widening, a loud scream falling from his lip when the older's member struck his prostate dead on again and again. His arms gave out, constant yells filling the area, Alex letting out heavy pants and moans of his own.

"A-Alex! I-I'ma!" The older snapped his hand under the smaller, a despite sound leaving him when fingers wrapped around the base of his cock, stopping the smaller from cuming. "N-n-n-no! Oh gods close! Please let me cum Alex Please!" He whimpered the taller shaking violently as he placed one hand by the smaller's head, gripping the sheets, pounding down hard as Colin buried his head between his forearms. Alex carefully lifted his one, lightly pushing the smaller's head so it rested on the flushed cheek, sweat soaking the smaller's body as he yelled, panted and whimpered.

Alex lost his rhythm and cried out; releasing the smaller's member and cuming hard. Colin screamed as he exploded onto the sheets, his fingers ripping through them, the older's hot essence running through his insides. The taller caught himself before collapsing, carefully pulling out of the smaller and falling onto his back, Colin straightened his legs and whimpered, pain shooting through his lower back and up his spine, he closed his eyes still breathing heavily. The curtain flew open and Alex groaned, covering his eyes, lifting the leg closer to the opened curtain.

Harry, Draco, Seamus and Hermione stared shocked. Colin was out cold, both boys drenched in sweat. The sheets were torn and covered in sweat, semen and blood along with Colin's arse and thighs, Alex's pelvic, what could be seen anyways, was also covered in the same essences.

"Merlin!" Draco gaped, Alex chuckling. "You've got to be hung like a horse!"

"Draco!" Harry smacked him and glared.

"What? How big are you?"

"Draco!" Harry bit him and the taller yelped, raising his brow.

"Feisty are you?" He smirked and the brunette rolled his eyes.

"Shit, no wonder Cols wanted to stay with you." Seamus gapped, able to see the older's member from where he was. Alex was not a shy person, he could care less who saw his body, he'd just rather not be covered in blood and semen when the others saw him. Sweat maybe, depending on the reason for the sweat. Hermione had her eyes covered and a disturbed look on her face.

"Mmm Colin, love." Alex rolled onto his side, Draco and Harry's eyes almost falling out of their head. "Cols." He kissed the blonde's temple and rubbed the sweaty, flushed back. A mewl fell from plump lips and greyish eyes blinked open. "Hey." He smiled and pressed their lips together. "Don't sit up alright?"

"Al, we screw all the time, I'm fi- EYAH!" He gasped and froze, burying his face in the bed to silence his scream, the older flinching.

"Yeah but we usually wait until you're fully ready before shagging, especially shagging that way!"

"Mmm." Colin chuckled and grinned. "Three positions this time. Maybe later we should see how many positions in one shag session we can get."

"We'd need an empty room" Alex muttered, smirking. "Already have a few positions in mind." He pressed his lips to the smaller's neck, sucking on his mark, a loud moan filling the area.

"Do you think we could shag sometime?"

"DRACO!" Harry yelled shoving him.

"I was kidding!"

"You better be!" Colin snapped, glaring.

"Oh? It's ok to have your fingers up my boyfriends arse but I can't have your lover's up mine?"

"It was almost two years ago!" He growled out. "Besides, I doubt you'd be able to handle him once he gets going." Colin grinned.

"If you can then so can I"

"Does it look like he can handle it?" Alex snapped rubbing the smaller's lower back, staring down at the bloodied arse. "Go away so I can make sure I didn't rip him alright." He muttered, waving his hand, the curtains closing.

"M'fine." Colin groaned out.

"Let me look Colin."

"No."

"Colin!"

"No!" Alex sent a blast of Veela charm at the smaller, making some of the pain diminish and forcing him to be submissive. He carefully examined the smaller and preformed cleaning charms, grabbing his clothes and yanking them on. "Alex where are you going?"

"To get some potions, stay here." He said quietly.

"Alex!" Colin snapped, glaring. The older sighed.

"I tore you alright? I need to get some healing potions." He walked off, keeping the curtains closed. "How did you even know we were screwing?" He asked the others outside of the bed.

"Well I saw you go up there." Seamus pointed out.

"The rest of us heard Colin screaming and though he was in danger." Hermione mumbled.

"I tried to tell them"

"Wait, you heard?" They nodded. "But I put up one of my silencing charms!"

"So?" Harry raised his brow. "I break them all the time."

"No you break his. No one has ever broken my silencing charm before. How loud were we?"

"I heard you in the girl's dorm and Draco heard you from outside the common room." Hermione stated. "Three classes over."

"Oops?"