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We kissed for just a moment and then I pulled back in a hurry telling him I had to leave, as I was leaving I could hear the words " I love you Rach" I never even thought back to those words he said as I walked out of that place.
Oh my goodness what have I done I messed up big time; I thought to myself as I pulled off my boots and climbed into bed. Now I felt tears coming to my eyes , you know sometimes I just get so caught up and stressed maybe that's what happened, Yeah that's what happened, I got so caught up in everything I just didn't know what to do. Oh who am I kidding I felt something in that small peck of a kiss and I know it, no matter how many excuses I make about it, I felt something.
I wake up this morning feeling very tired, maybe it's because I stayed up late last night thinking of what I had done. I walk downstairs to cook breakfast when I hear a knock on the door. I answer it only to find my enemy/love? I don't even know any more.
"Hi Noah, what brings you here this early morning?" I ask him.
"Well I came to see if Ryan maybe wanted to go for a ride to the stables you know, do a little practicing before the next big rodeo?" he says back
"Right now Ryan's asleep but come on in and I'll wake him up for you and you can join us for breakfast, sound good?" I ask him
"Okay" he simply said and came in, sat down on the couch and waited
Ryan woke up and kissed me, I told him he had company and he got up took a shower and came down for breakfast. I had just finished breakfast when he came downstairs. We had a wonderful breakfast, we talked about how the rodeo went, what's the possibility of winning the next big rodeo, and so much more. Noah and Ryan left afterwards for practice, I stayed at home and busied myself. As I did I sang:
It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
This time I'm not leaving without you
You taste like whiskey when you kiss me, oh
I'd give anything again to be your baby doll
This time I'm not leaving without you
You said sit back down where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love the first time and you said to me this
Something, something about this place
Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah something about, baby, you and I
It's been two years since I let you go,
I couldn't listen to a joke or rock 'n roll
Muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart
On my birthday you sang me a heart of gold
With a guitar humming and no clothes
This time I'm not leaving without you
Ooh-oh ooh-oh
Sit back down where you belong
In the corner of my bar with your high heels on
Sit back down on the couch where we
Made love the first time and you said to me this
Something, something about this place
Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face
Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy
Yeah something about, baby, you and I
You and I
You, you and I
You, you and I
You, you and I, I
You and I
You, you and I
Oh yeah!
I'd rather die
Without you and I
C'mon!
Put your drinks up!
We got a whole lot of money, but we still pay rent
'Cause you can't buy a house in Heaven
There's only three men that I'm a serve my whole life
It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Christ
Something, something about the chase
Six whole years
I'm a New York woman, born to run you down
So have my lipstick all over your face
Something, something about just knowing when it's right
So put your drinks up for Nebraska
For Nebraska, Nebraska, I love you
You and I
You, you and I
Baby, I rather die!
Without you and I
You and I
You, you and I
Nebraska, I rather die
Without you and I
It's been a long time since I came around
Been a long time but I'm back in town
This time I'm not leaving without you.
That night Ryan came home and we had dinner and watch a movie when I got a big surprise.
"Babe I've got a question for you" he asked me before he got down on his knees
I was so in shock I couldn't even say anything I just nodded
"babe three years together that's a really long time and I want to make that many more more years. You are my everything and I would die without you so what I'm trying to say is, Rachel berry will you be my Mrs. Ryan Nichols?" he asked me
I was crying and I said "yesss" and kissed him and hugged him and he spun me around but one thing about that kiss was that there was no spark like it was with noah.