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Warning: use of the "B" word...

Jesus Take the Wheel

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

-Carrie Underwood

Chapter 4: Waking Up is Hard To Do- Halloween 1981, 8:45pm

Lily was having a very strange dream. She dreamt she and James were watching Harry, their one year old son, play in a beautiful, grassy field. Suddenly, destroying their happy moment, was a blinding flash of green light. The light was like a lightening strike; it was fast, sharp, and went straight to the ground. As it hit the ground, it exploded. After the smoke cleared, she saw her husband and son laying in front of her, lifeless.

The scene changed to two red-headed children, a boy and a girl, playing on a swing set. The little girl jumped off the swing and floated to the ground. The little boy fell off his swing. Instead of hitting the ground, he bounced then landed on his feet. An older, blonde girl stormed over to them.

"Mummy told you not to do that! Stop that freakishness out here where everybody can see!" she shouted, getting red in the face. She then stomped back off to where she came from. The two red-heads started giggling. Lily realized that this was her and her twin brother, Eric, when they were young. The blonde was their older sister, Petunia.

The scene in front of her turned black. Lily thought she could here beeping. The sound of soft voices murmured in the background. Suddenly a baby started to cry. Thinking it was her son, she strained to open her eyes. A blinding white light shined in her face making her squeeze her eyes shut and groan.

"Lily!" a voice said. It was filled with relief. She groaned again as she realized she had a pounding headache.

"Harry," she rasped. Suddenly memories of the last 2-3 hours flooded her mind. Her eyes popped open, and she sat up. "Oh my god." Tears welled up in her eyes. Her husband was dead and her son probably met the same fate. "Oh my god. Oh my god. Oh my god." She started hyperventilating.

"Lily. Lily. Lils, it's okay. You're okay. It's alright; calm down," a familiar, reassuring voice chanted. She looked to her right. A male version of her face was looking at her. It was her twin.

"Harry! Where's Harry? Is he okay?" she asked hurriedly. She was scared to death of the answer. Eric hugged her.

"Lily. Lils it's okay. He's fine, shhh…" he said. "Remus, go get a healer." She heard the door open and close.

"Ric, w-what happened? How am I alive? Where's Harry? James is dead isn't he?" Her questions spilled out of her mouth fast.

"I really have no clue what happened. Jazz does though; she'll be back in a minute. How are you alive? Again I don't know, but I'm glad you are." He kissed part of her forehead that wasn't covered in bandages. "As for Harry, well, don't worry; he's just fine. Jazz knows where he is, but she won't tell me." Then his face became grave, and his eyes filled with tears. "Lils, James, Prongs is… he's gone, Lils. Wormtail too. And Padfoot." He choked back a sob. "He went to Azkaban." Lily was beyond shocked. Her husband was dead, and one of her best friends was in Azkaban. Before Lily could respond, Jazmin walked in holding Erica. Her eyes were red.

"Lily! You're awake! How do you feel?"

"Sore. Bruised. Broken. Like I've been hit with Aveda Kadavera. Now where is my Baby!" Lily snapped.

"Well, um… you see… I'm not sure if I should tell you."

"Jazmin, Where. Is. My. Baby?"

"Okay, just don't get mad at me. He's With Petunia," she said in a rush.

"What!" The twins shouted together.

"How?" Lily screamed.

"When?" Eric shouted.

"Why?"

"Where? What?"

"Wh… Wh… But… He… Jazmin!"

"It wasn't my choice! It was Dumbledore!" Jazmin shouted back.

"He…" Eric stammered.

"What?"

"You know, I'll just go see him right now!" Eric seethed.

"Yes! You do that! Ask him why he put my baby with our evil sister! On second thought don't go to Dumbledore! Go straight to that bitch and bring him back to me!" Eric was about to get up when the door opened. Remus came in with a healer.

"Is everything all right? I thought I heard shouting," the healer asked.

"Everything's fine. Just… debating some issues," Jazmin reassured.

"Okay then… How are you feeling Mrs. Potter?" he asked Lily.

"Like I've been hit with 15 bludgers and have fallen of a broomstick."

"That can be expected. Your baby is fine as well. I suggest you get some rest Mrs. Potter. You've had a long evening," he said and walked out the door.

"Harry's with Petunia, he's not fine," Eric commented.

"That's not the baby he's talking about," Lily said putting her hands on her flat stomach. Tears welled in her eyes, while Eric's widened.

"W- Bu- WHAT!" Eric Stammered.

"I'm pregnant." Dorea, who had been sitting quietly in the corner, burst out in tears and left the room. Eric sat there with his haw slack. Remus stood by the door with his face pale and his eyes wide. Jazmin didn't look surprised. Eric turned to her.

"How come you're not surprised?"
"The healer told me earlier."

"Nobody knew but James. I only found out yesterday. If it was a boy, we were going to name it Jasper Charlus, and if it was a girl we were going to name it Hazel Rose." Lily told them with tears silently rolling down her face. Eric stood up again.

"Well, I'll be back. I'm going to pay our dear sister a visit," he said menacingly. He pulled out his Auror badge. It looked just like a muggle policeman's badge. "This is going to be fun…"