A/N please excuse my horrid grammar and my fail at updating quickly.

When I got back to my room, I crashed back on the bed. When I landed, a puff of dust flew up all around me. It hovered as a cloud in the air then settled back around myself on the bed. I simply closed my eyes so it would stay out of them. There was an odd feeling in my chest. It hurt, but it felt almost… good. The feeling was right where my heart was. It was like it had gotten hit by a bus but I was happy that it had happened.

"Elizabeth!" I called, Liz was better at this emotion stuff than me.

Liz came running into the room "What is it Rose?" she asked panicky

I opened one eye to look at her. "why are you freaking out?" I asked curiously.

Liz realized nothing was wrong and calmed down. "You only use my full name when something bad is happening."

"But something bad IS happening" I told her. "I'm… I'm falling in love!"

Liz laughed "who's the unlucky guy"

I frowned "this is serious!" I yelled and threw the first thing my hand came in contact with, which was a pillow, at her head.

Liz caught the pillow and put it back on the bed. "no really, who's the guy?"

I made a face "Raphael…" I mumbled.

Liz's eyes widened for a moment before she blew up… but not literally of course. "RAPHAEL? THAT ASSHOLE! I'LL KILL HIM!"

Liz pulled out her seraph blades just as Everette came in the room, probably wanting to know what the yelling was. Liz turned around as he walked through the door and the only thing that saved her from impaling him was her wicked shadow hunter reflexes. Thank god for them.

"Whoa, whoa, Liz, calm down. You can't kill anyone for no reason." Everette told her.

Immediantly, Liz calmed down. "But I do have a good reason. Raphael fell in love with Rose and it's hurting Rose."

I threw my hands up in the air. "WHY DON'T WE JUST PUT IT IN THE NEWSPAPER!" I yelled.

Everette and Liz both turned to stare at me. "No need to freak out, its just Everette." Liz told me.

I rolled my eyes And started to walk out the door. "First Everette, then Isabelle, Jace, Alec, Simon, shall I go on?" I asked, but before either of them had time to reply Islammed the front door shut after me. Neither of them followed me out and I was glad, I just wanted to be alone to wallow in misery.

I walked for awhile, not really knowing where I was going until I reached the fountain. The fountain was the place where I realized that I actually loved Raphael. I kicked the fountain hard.

"stupid fountain." I mumbled under my breath.

"what did the fountain ever do to you?" Jace asked from behind me.

I turned and gave Jace an exasperated look. "what do you want Jace?"

"Maybe I just want to talk to my favorite cousin." He said and threw and arm around my shoulders.

I shrugged his arm off. "how many times have I told you that just because my last names Wayland doesn't meant we're related. And I really doubt you just want to talk because you could talk with someone like Clary… so what do you REALLY want?"

"Well, a little birdie, this birdie being Liz, told me that you have fallen in love."

I rolled my eyes at Jace "get a life."

Jace smirked. "But you're not denying it."

"why do you even care?" I asked him.

"Like I said, you're my cousin, we gotta stick together… and Liz never told me who the unlucky guy was."

"Why does everyone say he's unlucky for having me like him! I'm not that bad, am I?"

Jace looked at me "Rose, are you seriously asking me that?"

I sighed "fine… maybe I am that bad."

Jace looked at me "so, are you going to tell me who it is?"

I laughed "of course not."

Jace frowned "please?"

I shook my head "nope"

"Fine then, I'm kidnapping you until you tell me." Jace said and grabbed my arms before I had time to react and dragged me backwards.

"JACE! LET GO OF ME RIGHT NOW!" I yelled. Jace pulled me through the square, a few heads turned, but nobody really cared. Nice people huh.

"Not until you tell me who it is!" Jace yelled.

I looked at the people in the square "hey! I'm kind've being kidnapped here! I could use a bit of help!"

"It's useless Rose, everybody knows im not ACTUALLY kidnapping you."

"Then what is this?" I asked. But he was right. Nobody tried to help.

"This is a friendly kidnapping for information." Jace told me.

"Fine, if I tell you will you let me go?" I asked.

Jace nodded "yep, so who is he."

"Let me go first." I told him.

Jace sighed "I'm trusting you here Rose, so don't pull any funny business." He said and let go of my arms.

I laughed and sprinted off "oh, Jace. Never trust me," I said with a grin. Jace tried to chase me down, but I was faster than him.

"EAT THAT SOUP!" I yelled to him over my shoulder.

I wasn't paying attention and ran right into someone. I looked up and guess who I saw, Raphael.

"Nice comeback." He told me.

I stared at him, not really knowing what to do or say. Jace came running up.

"What the hell are you doing here?" Jace asked "You don't kidnap someone then come back to say hi. Now get away from us before I make you!" Jace yelled.

I sighed " Jace calm down, its not a big deal. I ran into him because I wasn't paying attention."

It was too late, Raphael had already left. He kept going the way he was walking before.

Jace looked between Raphael retreating figure and I. "wait… Rose… please tell me he isn't the guy."

I laughed nervously and rolled my eyes "pshhh, no. Of course not."

Jace sighed "You suck at lying Rose… I can't believe this. You and this guy?" He asked me. "You know he tried to kill you multiple times… right?"

I sighed "Jace…"

He cut me off "what happened to you Rose? Aren't you the girl that used to tell me how all down worlders are gross? You've changed, and I'm not sure if it was for better." He didn't say anything more, he just turned around and left.

"JACE!" I called after him. He didn't stop, just kept walking.

I sighed running a hand through my hair. I couldn't believe him… but he was kind've right.

A/N so…. I guess I'll get the next chap up on… the next time im not brain dead