Big Brother
'Better not give into it. It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together.' Finnick Odair in 'Mockingjay'
Will and I went to visit Quinn in hospital. Some of the kids were there. Quinn may never walk again.
Roz Washington has been made co coach of the Cheerios. Sue is ropable. She has made a deal with Will and wants to take over Booty Camp to help them win Nationals so the school will receive $10,000 and she'll get her Cheerios back. Will admits, she has won 7 chamionships, she must have something to contribute and he's willing to give her a chance, so he agreed.
Since Sue is trying to help Will and the kids, I decided to reach out and be a friend to her too. We're going with her to the doctor to find out the sex of her daughter! I love a sterile medical environment.
Sue got Blaines' brother Cooper Anderson from the credit ads to give the Glee kids a master class in acting. Will said Cooper kissed Sue full on the lips and then she sang along with the Cooper and Blaine when they sang Duran Duran's 'Hungry Like a Wolf'. How funny to see Sue smitten – maybe she is human after all. Those baby hormones really are turning her into a new person.
Dear Diary,
Over dinner, we talked about Blaine's brother. Will said he always wished he'd had a brother growing up – someone to play with – 'Probably why I loved Glee club so much – I felt like I had all of these brother and sisters.'
'Yeah, well siblings aren't always what you want them to be; my brother would never play with me…probably because I tried to wash all of his toy soldiers that he had strategically placed over the back yard.' Will laughed and looked at me with that look of love. I continued, 'He had the sensitivity of a sledge hammer. One Saturday afternoon I was playing on the front lawn, with a doll – giving it a bath. My brother and some other kids in the street filled their water pistols with urine and jumped out at me from behind a bush and started firing.' The smile left Will's face. 'Of course I ran inside in tears. My mother wouldn't touch me, just said, 'boys will be boys' and told me to get straight in the bath. She came into the bathroom and picked up my clothes with a pair of tongs. My father told me to 'toughen up'.
Dear Diary,
We went with Sue to her gynaecologist's appointment. As we sat in the waiting room, she said, 'The thought of a boy clinging to my insides is making me nauseous.'
Will said, 'Maybe you should just wait until you find out the sex of the baby.'
'Besides,' I said, 'Boys aren't so bad anyway.' I looked coyly at Will and he smiled. We both knew what we were thinking: last night. Sue said something more I think about them being weak minded but my mind was elsewhere…
Last night we lay on the bed naked and Will kissed me all over and I mean all over. His hand rested on my pubic bone and his fingers began to work their magic and my hands created some magic for him. Fear is no longer there. These past couple of months, my hands have travelled his body as his have mine until now our bodies seem an extension of each other.
When the doctor asked Sue who we were, she said we were her friends. I bet that's a word that doesn't come out of her mouth too often. I smiled at Will. The news for Sue was bitter sweet - she's having a girl but her amnio came back with irregularities.
Dear Diary,
Will came home from Booty Camp this afternoon and said 'Teen Jesus has joined Glee.' I looked at him questioningly. He laughed. It's what Brittney calls him – a new kids who wears sandals and dread locks.'
'Dread locks? Does he wash his hair?'
'No idea.'
'Sue told the kids she would continue to help them because I need at least one adult friend!' I smiled. He already has a best friend. 'And she is hoping the unborn child will soak up some of their constantly annoying though admittedly laudable optimism and decency and with that piece of information she stared straight at me. I guess it was her way of giving me a compliment. She promises to be nicer if they promise to work harder. I believe she's finally on our side.'