Hey there! It's been a while since an update so I made this chapter with BOTH Kurt and Puck's POV of the following events! In this AU there will be no Rachel leaving the club, no April Rhodes, you'll see for yourself what changes to the plot I made! I hope you guys like it! :)

Kurt's POV

I'm finally at home, thinking about everything that happened today... my dad then comes into my room to congratulate me on our win... I feel stupid right now, I did all this to cover my sexuality to the person who loves me the most... I can't do it anymore...

"Dad.. I have something I want to say... I don't want to lie anymore... being a part of both glee and football made me realize that I can be anything... and what I am... is... gay..."

After struggling with that my dad just says that he knew because I wanted a pair of heels since I was 3, he's not in love with the idea but he lets me know that he loves me just as much.. before leaving my room he just hugs me tightly and thanks me for coming out...

"Dad... I'm quitting football, it's just not my thing"

"Don't worry son, you already make me the proudest dad!"

I feel so happy right now, I almost kissed Puckerman and my dad accepts me just as I am... now I need to talk to Puck... he's straight, I'm not... I have to stop this game, it felt good but I may get hurt..

Puck's POV:

The whole weekend has passed, it's Monday! It's the finally the day where I'll join glee club! I never thought I'd be so excited about it since it's the lamest thing in school, besides Math classes which I never attended this year... that's not the point... the point is, I'll see Kurt again after... what happened... KURT? Man, you're so messed up, I thought you were going to join because of the brunette girl! Someone has turned into a fag... SHIT!

FUCK! I'm late, I guess I'll skip the first class, it's Math, I would've spent it in the gym anyways so... no big deal...

As I arrive in school I go to my locker to pick my Biology book for the 2nd class, I think the chick from glee attends that class, I better show up! When I get there, she's sitting next to the Asian chick from the club, damn, plan ruined! I can't just walk out of the classroom now.. I look around to see if any seat is available... yes there is! Nice! After sitting there for a while I notice that the seat next to me is empty, someone's skipping the class... then all of a sudden Kurt comes running through the door, apologizes for being late and... sits next to me... I guess he had to choice, all the other sits are taken after all... why am I nervous that he's next to me? My stomach feels very weird... too weird I may add... I then look to his face, those gorgeous green eyes and I notice his hair doesn't have that much amount of hairspray in it, he did take my advice on board, nice! Stop staring now!

During the class sometimes I glance over to the side and notice he seems a bit uncomfortable being next to me so I write him a little note "Hey! I'm joining glee today with Mike and Matt from the team!" I pass the little paper to him and he smirks as he reads it and writes in the back with a smile on his face. As he passes me the note I finally get to read "Noah that's great! We need to talk about... you know what..." Why was he smiling as he wrote this? Why am I so nervous about his need to talk to me? Oh dude, you've become such a fucking girl!

Before I notice the bell rings, FINALLY, I have to shake this nerves out somehow! I'm glad the next one is PE!

Throughout the class all I can think of is Kurt's note, I wonder how he felt when it almost happened... how do I feel about it? Quinn's pregnancy is being dealt by her and Finn, but there's no one that can deal with this "issue" for me... usually when I fuck someone I don't get this nervous, probably because it never means anything, and this "kiss" somehow is affecting me a lot... as my thoughts float around, I notice the class ends, it's lunch break.. afterwards I'll join the club, then the talk may happen... DON'T OVER-THINK IT DUDE! You're Puckzilla, nothing intimidates you!

- after lunch -

The bell rings, I look over to the two guys that will join the club with me, they seem to be a bit nervous too, but excited as well, we wait for Mr. Schue in the hallway. Before he enters the choir room we talk to him about joining the club, he didn't even want us to audition, they're THAT desperate! As he barges in the room he announces our entrance in the group and everyone seems excited, they're clapping, most of them are talking about us having a chance to win Regionals now, I look over to see Hummel looking at me, he seems worried about something, I smoothly make my way to his side "What's the deal dude? You're not happy to see me here?" and my nerves kick in and I try to control them with a smile, he then replies "Of course I am! It's just that... I'm quitting the football team... it's just not my thing... and what happened... sorry about that..." He then steps away and sits in a chair next to the black girl, he feels awful about what almost happened, isn't he gay? Shouldn't he be happy? I'm straight and I am... sort off... whatever... my thoughts are interrupted by Mr. Schue:

"Guys, we're going to sing "Don't Stop Believin'" in the Invitationals next week, it was a nine, now we can make it a ten!"

That was the first performance I saw of them, I was looking for Finn everywhere and I heard something in the auditorium for once, I walked in and watched the entire thing, they were great, all of them... the first time I saw how special... Kurt was... how sorry I was for throwing him into the dumpster... but my stupid popularity thing took over, why did I do it again? Why did I hurt him? Why I am thinking about him again?

Anyway, as Mr. Schue places us to start the performance I notice I'm standing behind him, I can feel something is up with him, we need to have a proper talk, Quinn starts singing her part of the song but she then bursts out of the room, I guess she had to throw up, the pregnancy thing is really kicking in... soon enough everybody will find out... Finn rambles about a burrito she ate for lunch and everybody seemed to buy it... idiots, after a while I get to know everybody in the club and Kurt still seems to be pretty down, I HAVE to talk to him... I sit right next to him, he was alone so we can talk now...

"Kurt... why are you leaving the team? Is it because of me?"

"Noah, I came out to my dad that day... he seemed alright with it and.. I was only on the team to seem straight... I don't like being there, I hate sports and what happened makes me feel like shit..." As he says that he looks to the ground, ashamed of himself for some reason...

"You shouldn't feel like that, nothing happened, don't worry dude! The team will miss you though" I saw a little sparkle in his eyes as I finish my sentence, but he replies "No they won't! They hated having a fag around them!"

"I didn't!" I just felt like letting him know that I appreciated his presence there, I'm not even thinking about sounding or looking cool, for some reason I just want him to feel alright... I'm such a girl!

"Aww, thanks Noah, you'll still have me here and during classes, which you barely attend!"

We both laugh it out and then the bell rings, I feel relieved, I like the idea of still seeing him, in a free environment like glee club, they all seem to accept one another and they're just happy, I could use some happiness, yeah... this year may not be as bad as I thought!

Kurt's POV:

It's finally Monday! I'll be finally able to talk to Puck about everything, I hope he's still joining the club after all that... Mercedes just texted me, her dad's car broke, I should pick her up! We're both late, so... why not skip the first class of the day? It's Math for god's sake, no one deserves to start the week with that!

We arrive at school just in time for my Biology class, Mercedes heads to her classroom right away but I still have to pick my book from the locker, after I do so I run to the class, as I get there I see that there's only one seat available... right next to... Puck! Great, now I'm nervous as fuck! Today I didn't put that much hairspray on my hair, I hope he notices that... All of a sudden I see a tiny little paper in my table... from Puck, it reads "Hey! I'm joining glee today with Mike and Matt from the team!" I just smirk, his handwriting is so... manly and sexy... well, I have to write him back, and I write in the back of it "Noah that's great! We need to talk about... you know what..." For some reason I'm excited to see him at glee and I REALLY want to talk to him!

Right after we trade papers the bell rings, shit I hate History class... and Puckerman doesn't have that class with me... all I can think of is what's to come this afternoon! I'm so scared the chat goes wrong and he leaves glee, or that he thinks I joined football to get into his pants... crap, I'm so nervous!

- after lunch -

The bell rings, the choir room is empty, I'm standing in a corner next to Tina, Mercedes and Rachel, Mr. Schuester is late today, that's not usual... all of a sudden he barges in and announces Noah, Matt and Mike as the new members of New Directions! Everyone starts clapping and getting excited, all the girls start talking about how hot and talented they are and some about how our chances at winning Regionals are much higher!

Then something catches my eye... Puck... He's looking at me... crap now I'm nervous again... as he gets closer my nerves start getting the best of me... then he asks "What's the deal dude? You're not happy to see me here?" he finishes his question with a shy smile, which is one of the cutest things I've ever seen, I reply right away "Of course I am! It's just that... I'm quitting the football team... it's just not my thing... and what happened... sorry about that..."

Now I feel terrible, just by reminding myself of what happened, I turn my back and sit right next to my girl Mercedes... then Mr. Schue suggests us singing "Don't Stop Believin'" in the Invitationals next week, with 12 members we can sure rock thing song!

He places us in order to start the performance and I can't forget what happened and how we need to solve things... Quinn stars singing her part of the song but she then bursts out of the room, I don't get why, but then Finn rambles about a burrito she ate for lunch, poor thing, those burritos did seem shady... before I notice, Puck's sitting next to me asking me if I'm leaving the team because of him... then I explain what happened, looking to the ground, since he was the first guy I'm telling this to...

"You shouldn't feel like that, nothing happened, don't worry dude! The team will miss you though" As he says that I can't do anything else but smile because he was obviously lying to make me feel good... "No they won't! They hated having a fag around them!" I told right away...

"I didn't!" I can't believe he just said that! Maybe it was just to make you feel good Kurt, don't start getting your hopes up! Reply to him, don't make this awkward!

"Aww, thanks Noah, you'll still have me here and during classes, which you barely attend!"

We both laugh about it out loud and then the bell rings, I feel relieved, we're cool with each other, even after what happened! I like seeing him here in the club, maybe I do have a chance... I just have to try, I can do it!

Tell me what you feel about this chapter! I would really appreciate some feedback! :)

In the next chapter everybody will know about Quinn's pregnancy and the Invitationals performance will make things happen... get excited! xD