I'm so sorry to keep you waiting for such a long time... school's a bitch xD I'll try to update more often...
Puck's POV:
I don't want to sing a damn solo in the glee club... it wouldn't be fair to the others... why am I thinking about this? You knocked up Quinn Fabray, the president of the Celibacy club and captain of the Cheerios... she can't have that baby swearing it's Finn's... but how would he react if he knew what happened? I don't even like Quinn, she's hot but we were just drunk and did it... just another girl, it's not like it meant anything...
Well, it's pretty late, I should head to the choir room, everybody is worried about Invitationals, I have to come up with something to stop this competition nonsense... I get there and Kurt, Mercedes, Artie and Tina are there talking about what I think is Quinn, they seem to be trying to figure out what's up...
They're all making up stuff that make no sense what so ever and I just can't take it anymore... "Are you guys that stupid?" they all get scared and turn around pretty quickly.. then I continue.. "Maybe... Quinn's got one in the oven..."
They look around and I also realize that everyone heard me saying this... thank god neither Finn or Quinn are here yet... Mercedes suddently breaks the silence and asks "Who's the baby's daddy?" I don't even think before I ask "Who do you think?" Holy crap Puck! Don't screw it up... say Finn, say Finn! "Finn!"
Before anyone reacts Rachel arrives with Mr. Schue discussing something, everyone shuts the hell up at this point and have a sit, there's an obvious big ass elephant in the room now but no one says a word, then Mr. Schue asks for more performances, Tina sits up right away which surprised everyone because she NEVER talks... how can anyone keep their mouth shut for such a long time? Anyway, she just finished her performance but I didn't pay much attention to it because I can't stop thinking about the whole pregnancy thing... after she's over the wheelchair kid sings something but gets interrupted by Ms. Pillsbury.
It seems like Finn and Quinn need some counseling sessions... I wonder why... stupid pregnancy, with these two missing rehearsals we might not qualify for Sectionals...
After she leaves I get tired of this whole crap... "Mr. Schue, you know what? Why don't we give a song to the original members of the group? Some of us are new here and we need to get used to performing, these guys have it already! I have a suggestion... why don't they sing "Somebody To Love" by Queen? It's an amazing song and even if I wanted, I can't sing it by myself, so I couldn't perform it for the assignment..."
Everyone seems pretty surprised that I have some brain under this mohawk... then Mr. Schue praises me and assigns parts of the song to Rachel, Finn, Artie and Mercedes... after a while he asks us to leave because of Finn and Quinn's absence... hopefully we'll kick ass in the Invitationals, I don't want to let everyone down...
- Next Monday (Invitationals Performance day) -
In an hour, we'll be out in the auditorium to perform... I'm actually nervous for it, I don't know why since I'm used to big crowds from the football games... after the girls get their make-up on I fix my mohawk and rehearse some moves to get them right... then Mr. Schue tells us that they're ready for us... I see Hummel shaking like a leaf... I hold his shoulder and give him some encouraging words, for some reason I wink too... There goes your straightness Puckzilla... we all then make a show circle and yell "amazing", I guess that's some sort of performing ritual... as I'm stepping out of the choir room Hummel says trembling "Break a leg Noah"... Autch, why would I break a leg? Did he found out that I'm the father of the baby? Nah... Quinn wouldn't tell anyone... well, react Noah! "That's very nice of you Hummel!"
He then shakes his head a bit and replies... "No! Noah, in theater that means good luck, I don't want you to actually break a leg"
OH! The fag is laughing at me... how great... I don't actually feel embarrassed... I don't? Fuck it! I AM embarrassed... but I thank him and head to my spot...
"Don't Stop Believin'" is going amazing, we definitely sound better with more than 5 people... the audience seems to be loving it... then I head to my place for "Somebody to Love" and I'm next to Hummel, right before the song starts he looks at me and I feel so good that I just smirk and wink at him ... he winks back for the first time, and even though this is so wrong it's feeling SO right... the song is starting, don't forget the moves Puckerman! After I get through it, the audience applauds so loud! I never felt this good before!
When I get to the choir room everybody is randomly hugging each other, and I'm just over the moon about our performance... I think I even state my feelings but I just can't focus today... then someone replies to me while patting my back... Kurt... "Of course they did, this song choice was genius! Bravo mister!" I just stare at him, smiling, the sweat running down his face looks so cute.. CUTE? Oh Puck! You're a mess... wait our heads are REALLY close... our mouths sure are close as well... FUCK IT, I'll just kiss him! He moans a bit but breaks it and runs outside barely saying that he has to go...
What have you done Puckerman? You just kissed a guy! A GUY! What's wrong with you... run after him you asshole! He's probably feeling like shit now!
"My sister is calling me! Bye guys!" My sister is always a great excuse to everything... even to skip school... FOCUS!
As I head out for the parking lot I see his car leaving the school... go after him! He's probably freaking out, he can't drive like that!
I hop into my truck and follow him until he stops at a coffee shop, thank god he didn't drive much... he pulls out of his car and so do I... "Kurt! Wait!"
He turns back in surprise... he cried... look at what you've done asshole! "Kurt... let's head inside... we need to talk..."
He's shaking a bit but trying to hold back... I notice that... we get our orders and get a sit... there's a mad awkward silence... I have to break it, I was the one who kissed him...
"Hey... about what happened..." Before I'm able to finish my thought he snaps and says "I'm so sorry Noah! I'm not that kind of guy, I know you're straight! Please don't tell anyone what happened!" He's about to get up and run out but I hold his hand... and squeeze it... "I'm the one who kissed you... I'm the one that should be sorry... have a sit Kurt... we have to solve this somehow..."
He sighs and sits down, still a bit shocked about everything... "Was it your first kiss?" I felt the need to ask him... "Yes... it was... with a straight guy! I'm a fucking mess, look at me! Who can I fool? I dress in designer clothes and appear to be so fucking confident... everybody looks at me like I'm some freak, like I shouldn't exist..." I have to interrupt him... "You're not a freak! I'm just like you... I have this fake ass confidence... like I fuck every girl... I'm not that person... I don't even know who I am..."
Kurt looks at me... even more shocked... this is the first time I told this to anyone... he's the first person that is starting to know who I REALLY am... and it doesn't feel wrong... not at all...
"Noah... are you..."
Is he asking if I'm gay? "NO! I mean... I don't know..." I guess fitting into that label scares me... any label scares me...
"Sorry about that... about everything..."
"Kurt... did you feel anything when I..." Why did I ask him? I didn't... did I?
"Y-yes..." He replied very quietly and looking to the side...
"I-I... I... (CONTINUE SPEAKING ASSHOLE! TELL HIM HOW YOU FEEL) I felt something too..."
He glared at me and couldn't stop looking...
"Don't get me wrong Kurt... I need some time to process what just happened... but I'm willing to keep you as my friend... I need you... I need your help... this is all new to me..."
"Sure! Why not? Yeah... I need some time too... but I'm calmer now... thanks Noah" He says at he smiles and gets up to leave...
What a fucking day! I should head home too... I need to think... A LOT!
What do you think? The next chapter will be "Vitamin D", the whole task and the two of them being together to rehearse... things are starting to look good to them don't you think? xD Please review, I really want to know what you think of my fic and what you would like to read in further chapters... all feedback is welcome.. :)