Why? Oh why did this have to happen to ME? –part 13

Okay seriously I shouldn't even be online cuz I'm being banned from the internet. Long story short I'm breaking a bunch of rules but after reading your reviews I had to post the next part. I was actually planning on putting the story on hold for another two days. Well mainly because I have a bunch of stuff to do but I when I read all your reviews. I ended up telling myself no I have to write the next part so here it is.

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Question: Does Tonks later on confess to Remus andcause trouble? Don't get me wrong I like her I just hope it doesn't.

She does but maybe not in the way you imagined. I love Tonks too that's why I didn't want to make her evil.

Question: Are you going to continue this story like after their seventh year and Lily and James die and harry is born? Or are yo going to make a sequel!

In all honesty I would very much like to write a sequel. I actually have it all planned out but that's up to the reviewers

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There's nothing else to lose

There's nothing left to find

There's nothing in the world

That could change my mind

…

I'm falling even more in love with

You

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me

Move

I'm hanging by a moment here with

You

- Hanging by a moment by: Lifehouse

Emily's POV

Time had flown by rather quickly it was already the second week of fourth year. It felt like it was only yesterday that I ran into James in the hallway. Never in a million years would I have thought that I would end up with Remus. It felt like a dream come true. Actually it is way better than some dream. My imagination could never come close to the real thing.

"Emily what are you spacing out about." It was Lily I hadn't seen her throughout the summer. It had been a while but she looked even prettier than before.

"Lily, oh sorry I was just thinking how lucky I am."

"Let me guess you were thinking about Remus. Let me guess you were thinking about all those unforgettable kisses."

I could feel the heat of my cheeks rise to the tips of my roots.

"Is it that obvious?"

"What's obvious?" I could feel myself turn just a few shades darker of all the luck. Of all the people it had to be Remus who had heard part of the conversation.

"Remus it's nice to see you. Well I think I better go. I'll leave you two alone. Bye Emily." Yup I'm going to kill Lily when I find her.

"Bye Lily. So do you mind telling me why your face is red?" I could see it in his blue eyes, he was teasing me. Well he can keep batting those beautiful blue eyes all he wants. Under no circumstances will I give in. I don't care how adorable he looks. So what if he's even more gorgeous when he looks at me like that.

Oh who am I kidding? "*sighs* *mumbles* because I keep spacing off."

"Oh and what is it that you think about while spacing out."

"*mumbles* you…*cough* kissing me." – Emily puts her two index fingers together while avoiding eye contact.

In one swift movement Remus had captured my lips with his. I felt my knees turn into jelly which reminds me I want Jell-O.

"I'm sorry I couldn't hear you. Could you repeat it again?" He was smiling. He was teasing me and both of us knew it. Instead of repeating my previous source of embarrassment I did the next best thing I showed him.

"What is it with you two? Can't you two keep your hands off each other for two seconds?" It had to be Sirius who ruined my moment. That's it he was now officially added on my hit list. Yes I have a hit list on all those who get in the way of either me and my food or Remus and me.

"Envy is such an ugly color on you Padfoot." James along with the rest of the Marauders had come.

"I am not envious Prongs. I for one like being single, I get to snog any girl I want."

"Whatever you say Padfoot just leave the two love birds alone."

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Remus's POV

It was almost that time again. The closer it gets to that time the stronger the pounding in my head becomes. I had almost forgotten that it would be Emily's birthday but from the looks of it I don't think I'll be able to go. It was just my luck for the full moon to land on that day. I was running out of excuses.

I was tired of lying but I'm selfish. I want to keep her with me as long as possible. I know she deserved better someone who can't be a danger to her safety. I have thought of telling her but every time I want to she smiles and I can't do it. I'm afraid of how she will react. I had seen it before the look of horror and disgust. I never want to see her look like that. So I'm going to continue to be selfish for as long as I can.

Xxx

"Hey Moony you ready?"- Prongs

"Yeah I just need to do something first. I'll meet you two later we'll leave in the afternoon." – Remus

I didn't know what to tell her this time. The last time I told her my mother was sick she ended up wanting to come along. I couldn't have her follow me but I had to think of something.

I found her in the library with Lily. I didn't think they would notice me arrive but Emily was the first to jump from her seat towards me. She had a big smile on her face it looked like she had been eating cream puffs. I could see a bit of the cream on her cheek. When she reached me the first thing I did was wipe the cream off. I could see her cheeks turn red from embarrassment. Every time she blushed like that I couldn't help but want to kiss her. The color suited her nicely.

"Remus, did you come to study?"

"No, I came looking for you. I was wondering if I could talk to you for a sec."

"Sure," She smiled up at me before turning towards Lily. "Lily I'll be back in a bit save some cream puffs pretty please." Then she began to skip towards the exit. I'm not sure she realized all the stares she received which made me smile. This is the way she should stay happy and carefree.

"Is something wrong?" We had found a deserted classroom.

"No, nothing is wrong. I have to go home today and I won't be back for two days."

"Oh okay well be careful and say hi to your parents for me." I could see it she's sad but I couldn't bring her along.

"I'm sorry I won't be here to celebrate your birthday. I thought I should give you your present now." I think she forgot her own birthday because she looked confused for a bit.

"Oh that's right I forgot how embarrassing." I handed her a small box with a bow on top.

"I'll be back as soon as I can."

"Okay be careful." I placed a small kiss on her lips before leaving.

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Emily's POV

"Is something wrong?" It was Lily I had gone back to the library after saying goodbye to Remus. Something was bugging me it had to do with Remus always having to leave. I know that I should trust him but I just felt like he didn't trust me. I know I shouldn't think that way but I still felt it.

"Do you think Remus trusts me?" I know it was a stupid question but I needed to know.

"Of course he does what made you think differently?"

"Well I don't know if you noticed but all of them leave around the same time. Yet not once have they ever invited me or at least told me what they do. I know it's not my business but I- never mind forget what I said. Maybe I've been studying too long. I'll see you later." I didn't wait for her reply.

I just wanted to get some food and forget about all these bad feelings. I love Remus and he loves me so there is no reason why I should feel upset. When he's ready he'll tell me I know he will.

While I was contemplating my own inner turmoil I forgot to look where I was going. I ended up on the wrong side of the wing. Just when I was going to turn back I heard voices it sounded like two people talking.

"You want to join ha don't make me laugh."

"I wasn't asking for your permission Bellatrix."

"Oh but you see that is where you are wrong. The Dark Lord has asked me specifically watch over any of the new recruits. If you want me to report good things about you then you are going have to start begging me."

"I didn't think there was anyone that the Dark Lord would trust least of all you."

"Look here Snape I-. Wait I here something I believe we have an audience."

I took a deep breath in I was afraid. Did I do something that caused them to hear me? I was too afraid to move.

"Lucious is there a reason why you are listening in on my conversations."

"If you weren't so loud I wouldn't be forced to have to watch you. If the Dark Lord finds out that you have revealed anything you know what will happen."

"Don't you dare threaten me Lucious." Just when I was going to get a closer look I accidentally stubbed my toe. I let out a small yelp in response. "Who's there?"

I ran as fast as I could I couldn't let them see me. I had heard stories of those who worked for the "Dark Lord." Everything I had heard always meant bad news.

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I had completely forgotten about my earlier predicament. I had just finished dinner and had gone outside to get some fresh air. I think I lost track of time again because I didn't realize how late it had gotten. Just when I was planning on heading back inside when I saw a figure, come out of the forbidden forest.

I didn't think much of it, I just when towards the person. They were limping, normally when I saw someone I had never met before I stay away. For some reason I just couldn't. They just seemed way too familiar. When I finally reached them I held out a hand to help them.

"Are you okay?" Her face jerked upwards towards mine, she seemed surprised to see me.

"What do you want? I don't need your help." She tried to smack my hand away but now I could see her more clearly it was Bellatrix. What was she doing all the way out here and is that blood?

"You're bleeding."

"Just leave me alone you mudblood lover."

"Look you can hate me all you want but you're injured. If you keeping pushing yourself like that you'll just end up bleeding all over the place."

"I said get away from me." Those were the last words she spoke before passing out. Even though she was being a little rude I couldn't leave her alone like this. So I made up my mind and took her inside.

I wasn't really sure what she was up to but I figured taking her to the nurse's office might not be such a great idea. Thankfully my uncle had giving me some pills and herbs that could help her. Whatever it was she did I don't think it ended well.

By the time I was able to reach an empty classroom she had woken up again.

"Oh it's you, what are you still doing here? Didn't I say to leave me alone?"

"You did but I ignored you and took you here unless you prefer I take you to madam Agatha."

"No don't you dare. No one can know about this. If you tell anyone I'll-."

"Look you don't have to threaten me. I'm not going to say anything I don't really care what you do. If you have secrets keep them. Whatever it is that you're doing I just hope it's worth it on your account."

"What are you talking about? Shouldn't you be saying that I shouldn't do evil things?"

"In my opinion I don't think there is such a thing as evil. Maybe people that have been miss lead but not evil. Everyone has reason for doing certain things. I just think it's fair to judge unless you hear the whole story."

"Ha you really do belong with Lupin. How pathetic, you should be careful who you help. Others might not be so grateful."

"You're probably right but I'm sure that I would still do it."

"What a load of-."

"Look Bellatrix I know that you may not like anybody. Even though I don't understand why but everyone needs help sometimes. If you do need help you can come to me."

"And why would I do that?" She Scoffs.

"Its just an offer its up to you if you'll take it. Here this will help with the pain. I have to go now."

With that I ended up leaving I don't understand why but I don't think Bellatrix is all that bad.

Ps: Okay I'm leaving it here for those who are waiting for a certain chapter its coming up on the next.