Gilbert groaned as he woke from his temporary coma, body feeling like mashed potatoes.

"Доброе утро Спящая красавица.." a voice, Russia's, said.

"Oh gott where the hell am I and why the fuck are you with me?" the Prussian asked opening his eyes to glare at the blond.

"You passed out out at the bar and we all decided someone needs to watch you. This being my country the job was given to me."

"I'm not a child, I don't need a damn babysitter." he sneered, the Russians voice giving him a headache "Fuck I need a drink."

"Thats exactly why I'm here. You promised Alfred you would stop drinking and be good."

"I did not!" Gilbert snapped before realizing that the aforementioned nation wasn't there "Where is he anyway?"

Vanya smiled "The last time I talked with him he had just checked Matvey out of the hospital and they were boarding a plane to come here." he explained cheerfully "They should be here in an hour or so."

What little color the albino mans face had vanished when a certain Canadians name was said "M-Mathews coming...?" he couldn't let the boy see him like this, even though he was no where as bad as he was when they first met. He was a literal wreck. It was unawesome in every way right now. No matter the fact he was always awesome he wasn't good enough to face the very nation he'd been avoiding. Especially when he was stuck in the hospital.

Sensing the silverettes distress Russia lifted a large hand and placed it on Prussia's head "Do not worry Gilbert he is just as messed up as you are." he said, voice reassuring.

"Gee that makes me feel /so/ much better." the Prussian replied moving away from the hand voice dripping with sarcasm.

"You welcome!" the blond beamed either missing or ignoring the blatant sarcasm.

"So~ your just gunna watch me?"

"Da, thats the plan."
"Sounds boring."

"Nyet it's not. I find you entertaining."

"...I'm hungry."

"Quit trying to distract me Gilbert."

"I'm not!"

"You are. Are you that insistent on not seeing Matvey?" Vanya asked leaning forward in his seat with minuet curiosity.

"I, I, no. It's not that." he said looking away. He wanted to be with Canada more than anything but he wasn't ready to face him yet. He didn't know what to say and he didn't have much time to think of something either.

"Then what i it?" presses the Russian.

"I, I don't know what to fuckin say!" he exclaimed glaring his tormentor.

"Tell him the truth." Russia said simply.

"It's not that easy."

"It's not that hard."

"Whatever you commie." he spat turning away. A sigh was Vanya's only reply before they lapsed into silence. It was an uncomfortable silence but neither wanted to speak. They had nothing worth saying to each other. So there silence continued, it continued until Vanya's phone began to ring.

~I can be your hero baby, I can kiss away the pain...~

With a giddy smile the Russian answered his phone "Privjet Alfred! Are you here now?"

"Ya me 'n Matt just got ta the hospital so we'll up soon, 'Kay?" Gilbert found it disturbing how loud the American was, even over the phone.

"Alright, we will be waiting for you."

"I love you~!"

"I love you too Alfred." Vanya smiled and hung up, putting the cell phone away.

"So their almost here?" Prussia asked.

"Da. They are currently checking in. They should be here in a matter of minutes." he replied.

Gilbert sighed, this wasn't good, he wasn't ready, he didn't know what to say. Closing his red eyes he began to think, think of what he would do, what Matthew would do. He kept thinking until the door flew open with a slam that made him jump, eyes flying open.

America smiled widely at the albino "Heya Gilbert! How ya feelin'?"

"Guess." was his answer.

"Oh cheer up grumpy someone's here to see ya." America said stepping to the side to show the blond that had been hiding behind him.

"He-hey Mattie." Gilbert managed to say, feeling his throat tighten when he saw the bandages covering Canada's wrists.

Slowly Matthew lifted his head to look at the bed-ridden albino, his violet eyes teary. He clenched his fists tightly before screaming "I HATE YOU!"

Gilbert felt his heart shatter to pieces.

Hey hey hey guess what I UPDATED! Aren't you all proud of me? And don't kill me for the end of this short chapter I just feel like being mean to Gilbert because I love him so much.

I dont know when I'll update again hopefully soon but I've got tons of home work. Taking senior classes as a junior FUN -_-

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